This Debaran Forever

Being a Parent is Not Easy

The last words of Bajra made Emi's heart feel stopped beating. He felt that his father was currently comparing himself to the mother of Bagas. Her mother-in-law was so bad.

" Am I worth comparing to my mother-in-law? Was I that bad until my current father compared me to such a bad in-law? I wouldn't have possibly abandoned my son like he did today. You are too humbling myself now "

Emi responded to her father's words with a very high emotion. While Bajra father knows his son is in a mood that can not be spoken to either again. So he tried to give up first.

" all right.. You know you don't accept what you said. But later if you have calmed down a bit, try to think again what you said to you earlier is true or not. "

Emi didn't answer anything. He felt very angry and was not understood by his own father. Usually his father always supported him in everything and never said something that made him hurt like now.

But this time his father did not support him at all. He felt his father was starting to be selfish because he thought Emi should live life with others again later when Bagas was not there.

Everything Emi thought was not true at all. It was just Emi's mind. What actually happened was that Bajra was afraid that the innocent child would not get a decent life later.

Emi who has not been able to accept the reality about Bagas, she will not be able to take care of the baby in her later life. In addition to the good of Emi. This is also for the baby. If Emi waits for a calm situation first, and she programs the baby after Bagas is not there and the atmosphere is better. Emi will be talked about by many people. Being pregnant without the father of the baby in the womb.

I never thought about Emi. Emi just does everything based on emotions.

The same thing happened with Bagas. Many have suggested Emi give up on Bagas treatment because it is not good for Bagas and mentally later. But Emi still kekeh want to continue everything in the hope Bagas healed and returned like before again.

Mr. Bajra supports all that because he does not want his son to regret not doing all the best for his husband. Because Mr. Bajra still thinks later who knows there is a miracle. In addition, as Emi's wife, she must not give up without trying to cure her husband.

Bajra supports all of that. But when he saw the condition of Bagas that worsened every time he underwent treatment, Mr. Bajra wanted to stop Emi to try again. Because previously a miracle Bagas could walk again after the great operation he did. And after undergoing chemo, Bagas' condition even worsened and now returned paralyzed like that.

Mr. Bajra only felt sorry for Bagas who had to suffer like that again after he could feel how he could recover and walk after the pain he had felt before.

And it was all thought of by Bajra without Emi knowing. Emi still chooses her very high ego for reasons of love and unfortunately for Bagas. Without knowing it hurt Bagas.

Now Emi is back to doing something like that and will sacrifice an innocent child. So Mr. Bajra obviously balked at this. He doesn't care if his son gets angry at him or how. What Bajra thinks in the future will be like. That'sallthatis.

While at the dining table, Bajra and Sekar just sit still. Their intention of having breakfast together before Sekar bergkat go home to fail because of the situation that was not possible earlier.

" Mister.. kenpa brother only thinks about himself, huh? He did not think at all about how risky he would accept if he did all that. Brother is too stupid right now. Is it because he is too burdened about Bagas brother's disease huh.... "

Sekar tried to pull out his uncle who had been detained when he saw what his father and brother were talking about earlier. Sekar felt anxious with the thought of his brother who was very short and not like before anymore.

Emi responds to every problem with emotion only. He could not think well of all the risks he would face in the future.

" Let what your brother does now. We can only remind ourselves what risks he will face in the future. Don't talk about this to your mother.. If he finds out about this, he will definitely come here and scold your brother. I'm sure he'll make the mood worse when he comes. It's not just Emi who will be hurt by her mother later. But Bagas too. You just don't want to add to the burden of Bagas at this time. So let Emi think for herself."

What his father Sekar said. He has the same opinion. If his mother finds out about this problem, it's not solving the problem. But existing ones will add problems for them later.

Because his mother always thought about everything for the good of her son. And take out the word without being in the slightest strain. Therefore, Emi and Sekar often had disagreements with their mother. Her mother's purpose was good. Just sometimes do not think about the feelings of his son in giving advice.

" I won't say anything to mom... Just plant. The trouble in this house is let it be. Later if my own brother is ready to tell my mother, then I will help explain. "

" You're right. Now let Emi do this first. Later friends he in the hospital will also definitely hold him to do this prigram. Except because he doesn't work anymore. Emi also still has to take care of Bagas's pain which is still very heavy. Emi's friend wouldn't suggest this. "

Sekar just nodded his head to respond to the words of Mr. Bajra.

While in the room, Emi is preparing Bagas to check in the hospital. He did not show his sad and angry exertion in front of Bagas. He only showed a happy face and his eagerness to do the examination this time.

" Yank... Did I wrongly ask you to do this program? why do I feel like this is going to be a burden for you.. "

Emi glared at hearing what Bagas said. Did Bagas hear what he was talking about with his father?