This Debaran Forever

I'll Protect You

Days passed since Emi cried sobbing in front of Bagas, since then Bagas always showed little attention to Emi. He wanted to give a good memory to Emi.

But because of the sensitivity of the woman, Emi knew her husband was not okay. He wanted to take Bagas way outside but Bagas never wanted to be taken out.

The development is quite good in natural Bagas during peroses therapy. A lot of things are developing. From the way of talking that starts smoothly and runs can be slow. All of those things make there is little hope in Bagas' heart to get back to health again and be with Emi forever.

But he was still not confident in his current condition. The body that was once stocky and somewhat contained, was now thin and looked weak. Jai Bagas was embarrassed to meet others. The jealousy in his heart was also growing.

Due to his inability to be like he used to be, making Bagas more often jealous of Emi. Emi is actually not a problem with all of Bagas' jealousy. It's just that sometimes it's not normal.

When Emi wanted to talk to the therapy doctor Bagas, Bagas immediately showed an unhappy face. Even Bagas inhabited Emi more often when it happened. It was like facing a child right now.

" Yank... want to eat first? "

Bagas who is still on strike talking to Emi keeps him quiet. That's because Emi said that she would continue working again. He can't leave his job for too long. So he wants to go back to work to get income.

Bagas misunderstood and thought Emi was just lazy and tired of accompanying him. But if you think about it again, they have no income. How can we survive if we continue to.

" Dear... are you still angry because I want to work? "

Bagas was silent but Emi continued his explanation even though he was like talking to himself.

" I want to get back to work, because we don't have any income. How about the future if you don't work? So I want to work. I want to keep my job yank.. Can I? "

Bagas realized with selfishness he would not be able to get anything. In addition, Emi's words seemed to make her realize that the current one can finance their needs is only Emi.

So Bagas shouldn't have acted the way he is today. Bagas must be more understanding of what is experienced at this time. And let Emi go back to work to finance their needs later. And the cost of treatment is also not small. So it also forced Bagas to accept it.

" Dear, don't worry about anything. I'm not leaving you no matter what. We have gone through so much joy and sorrow together. I might leave you at this time. If I was going to leave you, why now? when you start to be like this. Why not from the past when you can't do anything and are helpless. Please try to understand this yank.. "

Everything Emi said made Bagas cry sadly. He's been so outrageous all this time acting out to Emi. All because of her excessive jealousy towards Emi. In addition, Bagas was also not confident looking at the appearance he was in right now.

As for Emi, she was very beautiful and healthy. Jealousy is ruining his mind. He gets worse when he listens to people talking about him and Emi.

Many commented on them by saying Emi should have been looking for a husband who could look after her and protect her well. And there is no need to bother taking care of the sick Bagas.

Bagas became even more insecure after hearing such words. He had hoped to die before and he was desperate. But this time the word otu no longer exists. But replaced by a great anger with his condition.

" Sorry. "

Emi realized that her husband was sorry. And the words she might have offended her husband. But he let it go and preferred to give Bagas time to think calmly first.

To be honest, the debt that Emi bears is not small. So when her husband is better than he is now, Emi has to start over.

" Yank, as you know, before you got sick we already had debt. So that's what requires me to work harder now. So I hope you understand yank.."

" I've been troubling you a lot. I'm sorry yank.. I feel insecure when I'm with you right now. I'm afraid of people's judgments about us. All their words hurt me. So that's what's making a big deal out of us right now."

Emi listened to Bagas explanation and sighed tiredly. He knows that too. He understood how Bagas felt when he heard all the insults with his current condition.

But how else, it is so people today. He could do nothing to close the lips of those who scorned them. Emi only has two hands that can be used to cover her ears.

But it's a pity he didn't mention it to Bagas. Until Bagas felt bad about it.

" Dear, listen, we can't stop what they're talking about us. But we can close our ears so as not to hear what they are saying. You trust me. We who live are not them. You just have to believe in me. Understand yank? "

All their problems wanted Emi to solve before she would work again and leave Bagas.

" Yank, I think we should have Sekar stay in this house with us. What do you think? "

" Why should? "

" Let's not be alone at home. And if I work, you're not lonely. Not that I said I can't take care of you anymore. I will take care of you as usual. And all your needs I will fulfill. It's just, I told you to stay to accompany you. And you're not alone."

" I don't mind being alone. "

Emi couldn't let that happen because she was afraid Bagas would do something he didn't when alone. Pressure and disbelief Bagas can push himself to do the current desperate.

So Emi argued with Bagas until Bagas agreed to what he wanted.

" Do whatever it is that you want. I can't change anything anymore. I only have you so I'm the only one I can do now. "