This Debaran Forever

I Should How?

Emi came home with her dazed condition and blank eyes. He was confused as to what to do at the moment. He felt all the ground he had stepped on cracked and could not hold himself back anymore.

" Mi... Why are you? "

Emi still no talking. But Mr. Bajra knows that there is a problem going on right now. Mr. Bajra said nothing more and just embraced Emi as his support for his son.

Emi can't cry anymore. He remembers all his prayers. He remembered how he begged for the forgiveness of sins and lightened his net in the future. Ask for directions for everything he has to do in the future.

" Mister.I went to see Bagas first... "

Looking at Emi who was not crying anymore and was like holding everything in her heart. Mr. Bajra was even more saddened by that. She would rather her son cry and vent his grief than be silent and hold her alone so.

Emi who has arrived in the room. He saw that Bagas was still asleep. So he took a shower first so he wouldn't bring illness to Bagas later.

" What can I do right now? But if this is a clue for me and for me to choose this path. I'll choose a way to go with my husband wherever he goes. "

Emi with her fear she even thought stupidly faced this problem. He wanted to do what he didn't when a lot of trouble came.

Finished with her shower, Emi exits the bathroom with a bayclin in her hand. It's a desperate act with the stupid thoughts he's got.

Emi wanted to end her life with Bagas right then and there. He was unable to choose what he should do later. She could not be left behind by her husband and also could not bear to continue the treatment for Bagas.

As he sat next to Bagas and planned to pour the clothes bleaching liquid into Bagas drink. Bagas relapsed. And then Emi jerked. It was as if he realized what he was going to do before.

Body High heat bagas with very heavy breath. Bagas' breath is like a cat's breath that sounds so. Panicked, Emi yelled for her father and sister to help her bring Bagas to the hospital.

" sir... Now..help me. hurry please.help.. "

Mr. Bajra and Sekar ran into the room and saw the state of Bagas who was a bit convulsive at this time. But there is something strange to see by Mr. Bajra. That is a bottle of bleach clothes that are near the bed Bagas.

" Emi... What are you doing? "

" I didn't do anything, sir, quickly help me bring Bagas to the hospital. "

They rush to the hospital and Bajra's father still holds back his curiosity to Emi about the bottle.

Arriving at the hospital, Bagas then get emergency treatment. Emi and the family waited outside in dismay. Mr. Bajra he looked at Emi with a probing gaze. He still thought Emi was determined to make Bagas as he is today. Because look at that clothes whitening remedy.

" Mister.don't look at me that way. It's really not my fault. Bagas asphyxiate himself. It was because of his already troubled lungs. I know what you're thinking right now. "

" I knew I was wrong before. Right now I don't want to do that anymore. Later when Bagas can be good again. I will not force him to seek treatment again and will make good memories together before we have to part ways. I don't want to make bad memories with Bagas in our last moment. I want him to be happy and be able to calmly leave me. *

Emi has started to mengikhlaskan little by little. The prayer he had prayed before made him realize that he was the one who asked for this clue. Means right now, this is the best path for them together. Emi must be stronger and be patient again to face everything.

" The Bagas patient family. "

Emi then approached the nurse and confirmed her husband's condition.

" Sus, how's Bagas doing? "

" There's fluid in his lungs ma'am.. We've been vacuuming that liquid. The liquid that makes the patient difficult to breathe and high body heat. When the heat comes down. Patients can be brought home. "

Emi knew this would happen. The hospital will only handle Bagas to the extent of his current complaints only. Because they can't give Bagas any treatment.

" Good sus. trimakasi"

Emi went into the ER and looked in the booth where Bagas is currently being treated. Bagas was breathing normally again. And he's regained consciousness.

Emi was so happy to see that. He approached Bagas and held Bagas' hand tightly.

" I'm afraid you were why you're short of breath. Fortunately, there was a father and son in the house. So I can quickly bring you here. "

Mr. Bajra heard what the nurse said and what Emi talked to Bagas was immediately relieved. He felt guilty for almost accusing his son of wanting to commit a crime earlier.

" I'm so stupid. How could my son Emi do such a desperate act. He loved Bagas so much. Maybe he did as I thought. Maybe the drug was accidentally brought out when Bagas coughed. "

Bajra convinced himself that what he thought was wrong. But the truth is happening. All of Bajra's allegations are very true. Therefore, Emi is currently in a mood that feels very guilty to her husband.

She almost killed her husband and committed suicide too. Emi is not crying because of sad Bagas in hospital. But Emi was crying because she regretted what she did. Many times the apology was said Emi to Bagas to reduce his guilt. But it can't.

Bagas knew that Emi was feeling guilty about him but did not know what it was because. He just dian and saw Emi just then.

" Dear. Don't make it too much of a burden. I'm okay. I know you feel guilty about something. But please don't think about it again. Let's just say it's all over and we start with a new one now. So don't win it again. You have to keep smiling"

Bagas' words did not calm Emi down but she cried even more. He was getting louder crying because he felt unable to face Bagas at that time.