This Debaran Forever

I Will Be Faithful to the End

Bagas was allowed to pull and he returned in a wheelchair again and accompanied by Emi, Sekar and his in-laws.

Bagas felt very ashamed at this moment to his father-in-law. He felt very failed to become a man who was entrusted by Bajra father. Right now Bagas is even burdening Emi with the pain he suffers.

" sir... "

Mr. Bajra knows what Bagas' call just meant. So Mr. Bajra just stroked Bagas' shoulder to calm Bagas. Mr. Bajra knows that as a man the ego they have is big. So it will be difficult to accept if you have to depend on your wife for the cost of living. The cost that they should bear. But at this time Bagas even troublesome Emi with this thing.

Getting the elusan on his shoulder, Bagas felt even more uneasy towards his in-laws. He felt so useless. Emi saw no such reaction between Bagas and his father. He was just busy taking care of all the needs of Bagas' return.

" Mister.let's go now. "

Emi and the others went straight home. And along the way Emi only holds Bagas' hand. As for Bagas, he felt Emi was being extremely anxious at the moment. So he just kept waiting for his wife to tell him.

Once at home, all went to their respective rooms and Emi also brought Bagas to go into her room to rest.

" Dear... Why are you? what are you worried about? from earlier I noticed you continuously frowning you. I know that's your habit when you're confused with your mind. What do you think hemm? "

Bagas tries to get Emi to tell him again. He wants to know what Emi's worried about right now. Whether it has anything to do with his health or not.

"I don't think about anything. Let's go to sleep now. "

Bagas did not immediately believe in Emi. He knew that Emi did not want to share with him because this must be very important.

" Do you think I can no longer count on you? so you don't want to share with me anymore? "

" Not yank.. "

" Is it because you think I don't have the right to know anything after I'm sick. "

"Not Bagas.but this is because it relates to your pain. What can I say to you again? "

Emi could not stand the accusations Bagas finally said it. When she regained consciousness, Emi told her how she convinced Bagas that what Emi thought was not a bad thing.

" Do I have no right to know my condition Mi? "

" No. not yank. I just thought about what the doctor said. He advised me to do lung treatment on you every week. So the fluid in your lungs must be pulled every week in the hospital. I'm afraid of this. Afraid why why you. And I'm afraid that you're leaving me. "

" Dear.I know that you love me so much. But you should not worry about what will happen to me. You should have prepared yourself from the beginning for our farewell. Without you saying anything about my condition, I am aware of my declining health. Aren't you tired of treating me like this yank? I just went through it very tired. I've been feeling pain. And while on that medication, I got sicker. I really want to rest right now. Are you allowing me to rest now? "

Bagas understands that he will no longer be able to heal. Starting from the condition of his body that is getting weaker and now his lungs are also problematic. She wants to spend the rest of her time with Emi at home and make happy memories before she leaves.

" I can't leave you yank. I want you to heal. Don't say goodbye to me again. I can't stand it. "

" Emi... Do you remember when you and I first met and got close together? I once said I would love you until I took my last breath. I keep it dear. But may I ask at this last moment, you are with me not to think about the sick anymore? We enjoy our time together. I want to spend time with you alone. Enjoy the afternoon and watch the sunset together. "

Emi cried hearing that. He remembered their previous habits. The romance they create in the small world they make while together.

It was beautiful for them to remember at this time. But it would be very painful if they did all that for their separation later.

" Bagas... Can you please not talk about farewell again with me at this time? I'm afraid to hear it. I dare not think about it. Do you understand? You may be free from the pain you feel. But for those left behind. That's very painful. "

Bagas could no longer cry. He felt tired of tears because of the separation he would face sooner or later.

That can make Bagas cry this time only when he has to meet his mother again. He would not be able to hold back his tears anymore.

" Dear. Don't cry anymore. If we continue to think about it, there will be no end to us crying about this. I want us both to be happy in the moment."

Emi nodded her head. He won't force Bagas into treatment anymore. He will support all of Bagas' wishes while he lives. And create wonderful memories together today.

" Dear.I want to ask you something again. What can? "

" What is yank? "

" Will you be the mother of my child? even though I am not beside you, I want to leave you with a part of me here. "

" Hmm"

Emi nodded her head. He'll do everything Bagas asked. Even for the descendants he would try to do so. They just have to go to the doctor to take a sample from Bagas. In order to later fertilize the egg from Emi.

They both slept together that night with a shock in Emi's heart regarding Bagas. And Bagas, he repeatedly convinced himself to be ready to release Emi at this time.

" I'll leave a part of myself for you baby. I'm not gonna leave you alone. "