This Debaran Forever

No Use Regrets

Ayu's mother since the death of Bagas became more often moody and daydreaming alone. She could not cover up the sadness she felt again in the presence of her husband and son.

" All of Bajra's words are true. I was negligent as a mother. I changed everything for my happiness. Even the child I was supposed to look after and protect I ignored just for the sake of my quiet and happy life. But right now the happiness and tranquility I want I haven't been able to get since Bagas left me. "

Ayu's mother continued to be pensive alone like that until she did not realize her husband came and wanted to serve her wholeness.

" What are you thinking? Do you realize you've been ignoring me all this time? Where is your duty to serve me? You're cool with your fantasy. Do you think I can ignore this? "

" I'm sorry pa.. I just think about the mistakes I made. I felt guilty for Bagas all this time "

Mother Ayu's husband named Wisana was increasingly angry to hear the reason his wife who did not serve him because of his guilt for his stepson.

" Your current guilt will not be able to atone for anything. You should be aware of that. Wasn't it when Bagas lived your own life that chose to ignore him? Now why are you crying so sad? No longer are your tears. And you also ignored us who are still with you. If this goes on, don't blame me if I'm looking for fun out there. "

Ayu Pias' mother's face heard what her husband said. She did not expect that her husband would be concerned with lust at this time. He had absolutely no concern and grieved over the passing of his wife's biological child.

" Pa... has papa never thought Bagas existed at all? have you ever loved Bagas? I married you with a child pa... but why do you not seem to accept him in our marriage.? "

Wisana's anger grew bigger because he heard the words of his wife. The desire that had previously risen instantly disappeared due to their quarrel. Without feeling, Wisana gripped Ayu's mother's jaw firmly and slapped her twice.

" Hear when I married you first, I asked you to love my son like a real son. I never said I'd accept your son too in our marriage. I'm just looking for a wife to be my son's mother. I didn't say I'd be a father to your son either. Remember what happened all this time? Aren't you the one who ignored him just for your happiness? You're the one who won't accept her in our household. Even you sent him to stay in the dorm so you could focus on loving Adi. Am I wrong in this? "

Ayu's mother grew sick when she heard all the words of her husband. He seemed to be reminded constantly about his mistakes with Bagas all this time.

How bad he was before on Bagas. Until he chose another person's child to be his son rather than take care of Bagas who his own biological child.

After slapping and saying rude to Ayu's mother, Mr. Wisana left home again because he was fed up with his wife's behavior. She felt Ayu's mother could no longer be a good wife to her. Because all the obligations of Ayu's mother as a wife began not to be run. So Wisana made this excuse to justify the attitude of him who seeks infidelity out there.

But this time it was different. He sees Ayu's mother has started to fight him since Ayu's mother's meeting with Bagas last time. So Wisana's father began to show his bad attitude to Ayu's mother so that he did not dare to fight again. But the longer Ayu's mother gets colder in her husband-wife relationship with her. Until now clearly explained Mr. Wisana said he would look for an affair out there.

Ayu's mother who was at home was currently crying bitterly after the departure of her husband. The husband who she thought was a good person and could look after and protect her was apparently just a criminal wearing an angel mask.

She's been fooled for so long with her husband. Until he ignored Bagas and hung his life entirely on Mr. Wisana.

" I'm sorry Gas.I'm sorry. I think you can be happy in your old age. But it turned out to be just the suffering that I currently encounter. Mom Mohob Gas... At this time, I can no longer calm down when you leave. "

Ayu's mother cried while hitting her chest that felt tight. She could not stop her crying because her regret was too deep on Bagas.

" Right said Emi, I will feel great regret after you go Gas. I was sick when I remembered everything I did to you. Though previously mother has been given the opportunity by God so that mother can make amends to you. But the mother chose to go into even deeper mistakes. Now what can you do about gas? I'm sorry son... "

Ayu's mother's bitter cries did not change anything that had happened. No one is sympathetic at the moment. Everyone seemed to close their eyes to the sadness that Ayu's mother felt.

Even if Adi knew his mother was crying over Bagas, he would deliberately make a problem that eventually made Ayu's mother have to close her grief so that Wisana's father was not angry with him anymore.

Adi, who was gathered with his friends, got the news that Emi had not returned from her parents' house. Even Emi was never seen around the house. It was as if Emi had always locked herself in a room.

" The woman until when will be at home only. I'll make him suffer more with all the gossip I've been spreading all this time. I hope Emi gets out of that house and fights all the news I'm spreading. So that later all the plans that I put together can be implemented. "

" You're so mean, man. "

" Women who have humiliated me so will not give me forgiveness. He must know that fighting me is going to be very difficult. "

Friends of Adi's friend just shook his head to hear the words of his friend who was like a mad man because he was despised.