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Bone Cancer

Bone cancer is a type of cancer that attacks the bones. This disease can be contracted by children to adults.

Bone cancer is divided into two, namely primary and secondary bone cancer. It is called primary bone cancer when the cancer appears and develops directly in the bone. Secondary bone cancer is cancer that originates in other parts of the body that spreads to the bones.

What is experienced by Bagas at this time is primary bone cancer. And the cancer was in his spine. The symptoms in Bagas alamai so far are exactly the same as the common symptoms that occur when attacked by the disease are:

Pain. A person affected by bone cancer will feel pain in the area of the bone that is attacked, and the pain will increase when moving. The pain will usually be felt continuously until night.

Swelling. The area around the bone affected by cancer will experience swelling and redness. If the swelling occurs in the bone close to the joint, then movement will be difficult and limited.

Fragile bones. Bone cancer causes bones to become weak or brittle. Even if it is severe, a minor fall or minor injury can make a bone fracture.

Bagas does not reach the stage of brittle bones. But it does not rule out the possibility that he will experience it. Especially at this time the cancer suffered by Bagas is malignant cancer.

And Emi has understood for the treatment of this cancer. The main treatment of bone cancer is usually done through surgery combined with other treatments, such as chemotherapy and radiotherapy.

But to persuade her husband to want to do the treatment according to Emi will be very difficult he did.

Because until now Bagas has not been able to accept all his circumstances. Various surgical actions that can be done to overcome bone cancer, including:

Bone removal surgery. This procedure is usually done if the cancer has not spread out of the bone. Parts of bones or joints infected with cancer can generally still be reconstructed or replaced with artificial bones or joints although not infrequently also amputation steps must still be done. This surgical removal can also still be applied if the new cancer spreads to the tissues around the bone, for example in the knee joint.

Amputations. Amputation is usually done if the cancer is not successfully treated with surgical removal of bone or if bone cancer has spread, for example to nerves, blood vessels, and skin. Amputation may also be necessary in the event of postoperative infection of bone removal. Patients who have to go through an amputation procedure will use artificial limbs to replace the limbs that are removed. Patients will go through the rehabilitation stage to restore the function of organs in the limbs that are removed through various types of therapy, one of which is physiotherapy.

Because Bagas is suffering from cancer of the chordoma tendalang, that is, bone cancer often appears at the base of the skull bone or on the spine. It usually affects people over the age of 30, and men are twice as susceptible as women.

In a state of confusion so, Emi finally decided to go home. He wanted to rest and shake his mind.

" I want to complain, but to whom can I complain at this time? The in-laws and in-laws I have don't even believe what I'm saying. When I say Bagas, what will they tell me? will they understand and share their grief with me? or they'll scold me for saying her son has cancer. "

Emi's mind just kept spinning. He didn't realize he was at home at this time. And when going into the house, Emi felt something was wrong. The door of the house is usually locked because her husband is usually still in school at this time.

" What's up? did Bagas get home? But why didn't anyone tell me?"

With many questions Emi opened the door and immediately saw her husband was trying to commit suicide by taking insect medicine in his house.

Emi's cry broke out right then and there. She had not expected to see her husband do such a thing.

" O Lord, what are you doing? do you not love me anymore? why do you want to act so stupid? do you not want to fight with me anymore? "

Bagas was still confused by his circumstances. He had previously wanted to commit suicide in order to be free from illness and not to trouble his wife too much.

" I just don't want to be a burden on you. I want you to be happy. Not suffering like this with me. "

The words of Bagas make Emi more menagis. He felt his world was destroyed by then. There was nowhere he asked for an opinion at this moment.

" We will always be with you. I will not leave you. We face it together.. "

Emi tried to strengthen her husband while she herself could not be strong. All Emi's words to her husband were just to comfort her too. He just didn't want to lose that fast.

" You know yank, we can treat you with surgery first. We'll remove the cancer from where it developed. After that we do chemo and light. I'm sure you're cured. "

" When I'm in surgery, can I still walk later? when I'm paralyzed, then I'll weigh you down even more. I don't want that to happen."

" I don't have a problem. We face it together.. "

Bagas started the emotion with this. He felt weak and helpless at this moment. He who should be able to take good care of his wife even he who will be a burden for his wife later.

" Don't force me. Just let me die. You don't understand what I'm feeling right now. "

The new bagas first this time spoke rudely to Emi . And Emi doesn't mind that at all. She knew her husband was depressed and devastated. But she was just as devastated as her husband.

" Let's die together. I wouldn't be able to lose you either. I want us to fight together because I still want to be with you. The love I have is not just a word. I really can't live without you. You hear that Bagas? "

Emi started crying loudly and yelling at Bagas. He was expressing all his anxiety and emotions at that moment. He could not afford to lose the man who became his first love and became the only one. He wants them to be together until death do them part.

So much is Emi's love for Bagas that she would not be able to live alone without her husband.