This Debaran Forever

Early Tragedy

" I'm sorry sir, ma'am, with a heavy heart I say Mr. Bagas has stage 3 bone cancer. It's also what makes Mr. Bagas feel pain in every joint."

As if at the pierced heart dagger Bagas felt very sick when the verdict was said by the doctor. He felt his life was meaningless.

Bagas was recently married to Emi. And they have not been given a child. He felt that everything was broken. The marriage that he had just lived for the rest of the corn had to experience trials like this.

Out of the hospital, Bagas was immediately moody. He doesn't eat or do anything. He is like a lifeless man.

" Yank.... Never mind... We can still do Yank's treatment... Don't think gini.. I am sad to see you this way. "

Emi cried to see her husband's current condition. She also felt devastated when she knew the circumstances of her husband. But how else. She can only support her husband now. She should not look sad in front of her husband.

So that her husband can be excited again to live his life.

Bagas, he felt that all the effort he would do was just a useless thing. They will not heal themselves anymore.

Bagas was desperate and just wanted to die. He could not accept such a big ordeal.

" When can I get cancer? My life has always been healthy. I always exercise and eat healthy food. What caused me to get this severe illness?"

Bagas's question made Emi even sadder. She was crying and could not hide her sadness anymore.

Emi was already in a relationship with Bagas that eight years before they finally got married. Many trials that they have been through so far both until finally Bagas can marry Emi with his own efforts.

The 3-year-old wedding was immediately a very heavy ordeal.

Bagas pity Emi who spent her youth only with her sick self. Therefore, Yoga is very suicidal now. In order for Emi not to suffer long along with herself.

" You should be able to live happily without me yank. I can't make you happy anymore."

" Gas.. What are you saying this ha? I'm happy with you gas. You think I'll give up easily after knowing this? It won't. I'll try to treat you no matter how it turns out. We'll try together. *

Emi will fight with Bagas until the end. He was sure of the love of both of them. Experiments like this they can definitely go through together.

Even though in her little heart Emi still felt that her life was not there at this time.

" Why is this so? Intentions at the beginning of checking ourselves for programs so that we have children. But this is what I see now. I feel this is unfair to both of us. Why God? what's our fault? "

Emi and Bagas return home with mixed feelings. They want to complain about what they face to their families. But all of this will not fix the situation.

It will only add to the burden of the mind. Emi tried to act like it could to Bagas. Bagas is currently contemplating alone thinking about how his life with Emi will be next.

" Will Emi be able to do everything on her own without me? I'm afraid to leave him alone if he can't take care of himself. All this time, what we did was always together and never apart. Is he currently able to do all that himself? I shouldn't bother Emi anymore. And let him find a companion that's much better than me. Who will be able to take care of himself later."

Bagas had thought of all sorts of things. There were a lot of bad thoughts he was thinking right now. Even Bagas was intending to kill himself when he thought of this.

As for Emi, she who initially acted as if she was tough in front of Bagas when she reached home. She was crying in the toilet while doing laundry.

He didn't want to add to Bagas' burden anymore. But he also could not accept what was happening at this moment.

" I won't be able to if he leaves me. From the beginning this relationship runs to this very moment. There have been so many trials that we have been through. Now God is trying again our love with Bagas' disease. What am I supposed to do? if I'm going to die, I'd better go with him. "

It makes no difference to Bagas. Emi felt the same way. Desperate and feel unable to be alone.

They were equally broken in his heart. And just as they want their partner to get the best. But the way God has given them is like this.

They can only strengthen each other at this time. They can only try to make things better.

The next day when Emi was about to leave for work, she saw her husband who was still silent and daydreaming. As much as possible Emi makes her husband smile again.

" Yank. don't bengong loh yank. later chicken on die because of you. Anyway if morning gini we have to spirit tau. Don't that. I'll be consul to a doctor at work. I hope there's a solution they can give us later. You just calm down everything's gonna be okay. "

The spirit that Emi showed in front of Bagas made Bagas smile. She did not want Emi to lose her smile when she was not so spirited. So he covered all his sadness with a smile to his wife.

" Later, when you have gone to school, you should not be too tired later.. I don't want to hear you play basketball with your students again. You must take care of the condition. Remember that. "

Emi as usual she always reminded this and that of Bagas. And Bagas felt that he should also be normal to Emi. He did not want if later they separated, which his wife remembered only sadness when he was with her.

" You too. Don't be too tired to take care of all the patients there. You are not the only one working in that place. There's still others. You have to be strict with your other friends. Don't just want to be good at work. "

Seeing her husband begin to be able to biacra so, makes Emi happy. They cover each other's wounds for each other's sake. They do not want their partner to get hurt because of their attitude.