
Arriving in the city I was immediately greeted by my mother with joy as well as my acceptance letter in one of the best universities in the city, I was very and continue to cuddle with my mother while looking at the letter I also immediately called Audiy to ask if he was accepted also at the university or not.
"Hallo Audy did you also get a letter from the university I received there how about you?" I asked so enthusiastically, though,
Audy didn't answer my question, just kept quiet and made me feel scared and anxious.
"Audy, what's wrong with you, quickly answer me, or don't don't you...." My words were stifled because Audy immediately cut my words,
"I ALSO RECEIVED TALITA HUAAA I'M VERY HAPPY" Audy shouted so loudly that it almost made my ears deaf.
But even so I am very happy for him because we both can finally return to study in the same place even though we are different majors, well I have aspirations as a famous designer and I love designing clothes whereas Audy aspires as a prosecutor so of course our majors are very different and not related to each other.
"Heh, Audy fuck you I almost thought that you didn't pass really you well" I snapped at Audy a little annoyed.
I was upset that she had made me worry about her, not knowing what I would do if Audy didn't get away at the university it would make me hurt and helpless, helpless, even I was thinking about taking the university with Audy and starting it.
But apparently fate was really on my side this time, Audy was also accepted into that famous university and I was so happy not to be upset.
I also invited Audy to go collect our registration data tomorrow to the university as well as make a little trip to see the environment there, and I can't wait to start a new day at the university, fortunately Audy also agreed to immediately collect her data tomorrow.
Not only am I and Audy happy but my mother is also happy even she invites me to celebrate my success, because being able to get into this famous university is very difficult to say only selected students can be accepted by the company so my mother was very happy and enthusiastic when she heard I was accepted to the university those.
"Darling that you've worked so hard to get accepted to the best university, what if we celebrate and mother wants to introduce you to a new future mother husband" my mother said my mood was instantly shattered,
"Mom, this mother what the hell, if we want to celebrate yes just celebrate my own success why also mother should take me to the mother's event with the mother's boyfriend" said I felt annoyed.
How did I not get upset all this time after divorcing my father, my mother always dated some people I do not know, even she was divorced with her husband who was her second husband after my father, he said, I didn't like that even though it made my mom happy.
That's why I don't want to come to every meeting my mother has with her men, I'm so sick of it and I'm sure I won't approve of my mother getting married again, because all the men close to him are the same, all of them are b*jindans who only use my mother.
But this time my mother kept forcing me even to the point of begging me to ask me to come to her meeting this time for various reasons.
"Talita come on baby mother beg me, please come to the dinner this time, please, he is a good man that I know you will also definitely give your blessing this time and he will also bring his son, therefore mother also wants to introduce you, she said, I beg you to want well pity this once" said my mother begging.
I can't let her keep begging while holding both of my hands like this so I don't want to go along with her wishes this time.
"Huuft.okay, okay but just this time and I beg you to stop all this, mom, I know mom just wants to make dad jealous and sorry for having divorced you right, stop all this mom dad is married to his new wife and she's a good woman" I said to my mother, releasing her hand from my hand.
My mother fell silent immediately and I could not bear to even see the look in her eyes that was so one, she looked sad when I said that to her.
I know what I said might hurt her but I have to say it to stop what my mom did so she doesn't get lost any further, I do that because I love him more than I love anyone and to anything in the world, I want him to change and I just want him to give his love to me just like he used to.
That way no one will let her down if she just loves me and loves me completely, all the guys my mom has been with all these years are her office mates but I always know because mommy takes them to the apartment and meets me sometimes she always shows me their pictures and tell me about them too.
I'm so tired of hearing all the stories from my mom about all the men close to her, I didn't want to see my mom keep falling in love and then getting heartbroken again like before and it repeated in such a short time.
I could only exhale in annoyance and immediately enter my room to avoid seeing my mother's pitiful face, she was too difficult for me to deal with even if I could choose I would prefer to stay at grandma's house even though the distance to the university is very far.
Instead of having to continue to look at my own mother's despair, she always gave spirit to me but she herself also seemed to have no more spirit in living her life, she said, she just did what she wanted to do since her divorce with her second husband.
"Huh..basal damn man all this because of that fucking guy, if I meet him I'll beat him up the bottom of the highlighting man!" My gertutuku was upset when I recalled my mother's second ex-husband.
My mood was already broken today and I was so upset that I decided to go for a walk out for some fresh air.
"Mom I'm going out" I shouted farewell to my mother,
"Talita wait where you're going so late you're not tired, you're not just coming home from the beach you should rest baby" said my mother stopped, saying,
"I can't I'll walk the road ahead for a moment" I replied to my mother,
I still went out even though my mother forbade and had time to hold me because it was late at night, I came out only with shorts and sleepwear because I was ready to rest.
I walked a short walk in front of the apartment building, and I only brought a picture of me with Alvaro when on the beach before, I smiled and felt happy when I saw the photo and I remembered the moment again.
"Alvaro what are you doing now?" I asked as I lifted my head up into the sky,
I really wish he could be next to me right now, calm me down and make me laugh so that I could let go of all this weight on my shoulders, unfortunately he has indeed left he cannot always be there for me anymore.
"Alvaro has I been too carried away by all the good you've given me, or do you have more feelings for me?" I kept thinking about it myself.
I always thought that if I could be like my mom, dating any guy, even having a relationship with a guy I don't love at all, maybe I wouldn't be so lonely like this, but in fact do not turn away I relate to Brother Bara only I can not stand.
Since my heart is only for Alvaro, I can't let another man in and take his place in my heart even though that man I admire and idolize, I still can't, because Alvaro has occupied an empty place in my heart long enough, and he is different from the others that makes it hard for me to forget him.
My heart refuses to forget but I have to do that, I can't keep thinking and hoping about him that is uncertain even he's avoiding it as much as when we met on the beach here, if he doesn't avoid me for what he just left for when Audy arrived and for that he will also take photos from the store.
"Ok Talita from now on let's put aside your personal problems and start making new memories at university" I said, stressing all those words in my mind.
I breathed some fresh air tonight a few times and then I got up and went inside the apartment, I immediately laid my body on the bed and immediately rested because tomorrow already has a plan with Audy.
Because I slept too late tonight so I woke up the next morning and I kept running to and fro while dressing up to prepare myself.
I took the personal data that I would collect to the university and immediately left with Audy who had been waiting for me downstairs for a long time.
"Audy.ayo we go before noon" I said as I immediately climbed on Audy's motor matic.
I didn't ask about Audy changing the bike because I wasn't conscious at the time and was just busy thinking about getting to the campus because I didn't want to be late, otherwise we have to queue up with other prospective freshmen and it's not good for me either for Audy.
During the trip I kept asking Audy to run the bike quickly, and even faster because I was very impatient to get there soon.
"Audy ..ayo sooner" I shouted at him.
I knew Audy was so good at riding motorcycles that I trusted him so much that we finally got to the front of the campus and I immediately ran into the campus in a hurry without taking off the helmet over my head first.
"Ehh ..Talita wait for the helmet..." Audy shouted, but I didn't hear it.
Audy parked her bike in front of the right one and then she tidied her hair and hat she was wearing and then she went after me and looked for my tracks.
"Aishh...Talita ran where the hell, did he already know where the new student data collection room at this university?" Grumpy Audy thought about.
Audy did not despair she continued to go inside and look for my whereabouts while I was running as fast as I could and asked some of the students I passed by until I finally managed to find room for data collection at the university.
When I was standing there and picking up the queue I started to feel something strange happening, I looked around where everyone was looking strangely at me and they were whispering to each other like they were talking to each other and they were showing me while laughing indistinctly I feel like there's something weird about me, but I don't know what it is.
"Ehhh, what's the matter with everyone, I know I'm beautiful but why do they seem to laugh at me?" My gertutuku feel strange.
Until a man I knew suddenly appeared from inside the room and he smiled as he walked towards me.
"Eehh..wasn't that the man I met on the beach.eumm.the name was ahhh yes Verii..." I said as I shouted to her name and waved to her.
He looked at me and walked over with a big smile, at first I thought he smiled at me until he was in front of me he knocked on the helmet I was still wearing on my head and made me very surprised when I realized I was still wearing the helmet on my head these.
"Tukk...You like your helmet so much that you don't want to let go?, or do you like being the center of people's attention?" He said while smiling at me.
"Aaawww..ehhh..what is this aishhh I forgot not to release it because I was in a hurry" I said embarrassed and tried to remove the helmet.
Damn this helmet that belongs to Audy really invites to fight with me is he makes me embarrassed now I can not let go because this is too difficult, because it is too difficult, normally there's Audy helping me take off my helmet now I don't know where Audy is where I think she must be collecting her data on her faculty of choice whereas I'm trapped here with a lot of embarrassment at the show people.
"Aishh.. how the hell is this, why is the helmet so hard to remove" I grumbled feeling annoyed and annoyed.
Until suddenly Veri's hand grabbed my helmet and she helped me gently remove the helmet from my head, obviously I was flabbergasted that he looked so perfect and so handsome when he helped me take off the helmet.
Not only was I fascinated by her good looks but the people there were also staring enviously at me because she accidentally touched my hand while trying to help me take off her helmet.
"Here let me help you be quiet" Veri said gently.
If he had said that, I could not dwell anymore and let him help me until finally the helmet opened and he took it off my head and gave it to my hand.
"This, remember next time you can't be like this anymore I don't like you being the center of attention" Veri said, touching my nose at a glance.
I was just flabbergasted to get such a sweet treatment from him, plus he did it in front of so many people, it made it hard for me to swallow my own saliva and made me unconscious if my name was already mentioned by the committee.
"Talita Dwi Putri..hallo is there a Talita here?" Shouted the committee calling my name,
"Ahh.iya kak is here I.I Talita hehe sorry I was daydreaming of my data" I said as I immediately handed the data forward,
"Other times you have to focus more, you can come back and later I will tell you the date to start attending college in the new student's room" said the man after checking all my complete data.
I just nodded and immediately out of line I tried to find the whereabouts of Veri again but I did not manage to find it instead I met with Audy.
"Hey ...Talita where have you been?" Said Audy while patting my shoulder hard,
"Ouch....Audy you're a woman, it's not really why your punches are always so painful" I said in protest,
"Who told you to go, so I have to find you after I collect my data, how about you is it good?" Ask Audie to me,
"Huft..emanah from where you didn't tell me that I haven't taken off this helmet, as a result I was laughed at by many people aaahhh very embarrassing" I grumbled and Audy just laughed out loud at my story.