
After getting enlightenment from Audy I feel much better and immediately rest up to the next morning I was immediately ready to meet Kak Bara because we had previously set an appointment to meet in a park.
At first Brother Bara offered me a ride but I refused because I thought it would be very awkward during the trip. At that time I came to the park first and tried to calm myself who continued to feel nervous.
"Ouch....Talita what are you worried about why there is not the slightest happiness, is not this what I have been waiting for all this time" I muttered as I continued to walk pacing back and forth in front of the park bench.
Without me realizing it seems that at that time Brother Bara had also arrived and he stood not far from me he stopped his steps when he heard my words and Brother Bara knew what I was worried about.
"Because I'm gonna make you love me as fast as I can!" Said Brother Bara from a distance.
When I turned around Brother Bara came to me with an attitude that seemed as if he had just arrived there and did not see also hear what I was talking about before.
"Ehh...kak Bara, since when did you arrive?, why not greet me immediately?" I asked worriedly,
"What if Brother Bara hears my grunts before" I murmured with fear,
"Why are you Talita, you seem to be worried about something?, I even just got here, did anyone do anything bad to you?" Said Brother Bara makes me immediately feel plong and calm,
"Ahhh.. thank goodness" I murmured in relief,
"Talita what do you think about why the end of this you daydream a lot?" Ask Brother Bara,
"No, my brother, I just lack focus because I have a lot of work to do at the end of this, but I'm fine" I replied, developing a smile.
Brother Bara allowed me to sit next to him in a chair near us, I immediately sat down and an awkward atmosphere began to be created and I immediately tried to melt the atmosphere so that I could also convey my main intention to meet Brother Bara.
"Sister, there's actually something I'm talking to you about" I said, opening the conversation,
"Yes, what is Talita talking about I will listen to her" replied Bara looking at me fixedly.
Brother Bara began to improve his sitting position and he immediately faced me becoming closer and it made me even more nervous, my heart seemed to beat much faster than usual, it was very difficult for me to swallow the saliva and it felt like my tongue had suddenly become very confused when Brother Bara began to ask and he looked at me with a soul-shaking smile.
"Ohh that look, it seems Audy's right saying I was just too nervous before and can't believe everything went too fast now I'm more sure if I like it ahhh how this" I mumbled feeling so bad.
I just smiled and wave erratically until Brother Bara again asked for the second time to me.
"Talita come on, why did your face suddenly become like that did you hurt?" Ask Brother Bara while touching my forehead.
"A.ahh.don't touch my forehead, legs, you'll make me faint if you keep being so gentle....UPS.." I said slap and immediately closed my mouth with both hands.
Brother Bara just laughed a little at my words that came out of the mouth without the permission of the owner, I was really really unlucky because I could not keep my own thoughts.
"A..ah.kak I mean not so I. I just" said I brick, I,
"Eh.kak how can you think that instead I invite you to meet at this time to discuss it" I replied as soon as possible, as soon as possible,
"What's your answer then?" Ask Brother Bara so impatiently,
"Yes.my answer I want to accept Brother Bara because I think I also like big brother" I replied with a smile looking at him.
Brother Bara immediately held my hands tightly and he hugged me until I returned his embrace I could feel the happiness I was looking for earlier at this time, when I was near Brother Bara I felt safe now and I felt loved again.
"Is it possible that Brother Bara can continue to love me?, I hope that he does not leave me like father and mother" I murmured inwardly.
After I decided to accept Kak Bara that day became the first day of my relationship with him even brother Bara also drove me to work, I was very happy and radiant.
"Your brother Kevin." I said hello with a smile,
"Wah...wah..seems like there are flowering flowers, tell me there is happy news?" Said Kevin's brother who always kepo,
"Of course how unhappy I am this is my first day with a man I've liked for a long time" I replied with a big smile,
"Pupus is my hope, I think I still have a chance to chase you" Kevin replied making me feel confused,
"Aishh.kak you're talking what the hell, don't joke as soon as you startle me" I said because I thought his words were a joke,
"Yahh...I even failed to surprise me hahaha.welcome next time bring your boyfriend to let me market how the face of the man you like" replied Kevin responded.
"If you had known I wasn't joking but Talita's sincerity, you're this" muttered Kevin's brother,
"I think my brother also knows the person, he was the guy who brought me here before because he was also I can work here now" I told him,
"Ouh...you mean Bara well.ahahaha..It turns out there are also people who like it, but Talita heart, I know more how he and his family, do not let you hurt" said brother Kevin who laughed at the beginning of his speech but immediately turned serious in his last sentence.
I slightly shuddered in horror realizing that and out of curiosity I immediately asked right then and there.
"Sister.What do you mean do you want to scare my nakut?" I started to worry, though,
"No, I'm just kidding, don't think about focusing on your work, don't get hurt again" replied Kevin, who doubted me,
The way he joked when I started coming to work today all his jokes were very different from the jokes he used to do to me, all the words that came out of Kevin's mouth at this time actually more like a warning to me in addition to his expression that changed when talking makes me more anxious and can not stop thinking about all his words.
"Any, usually every time joking brother Kevin always laugh at the end of his sentence but now let alone laugh his face looks more serious than usual" I murmured thinking.