
While enjoying the food did not feel tears began to flow on my cheeks it felt like I could only lament the destiny that had been outlined by God for me, after eating I immediately fell asleep and did not continue my studies, I could not continue my studies, until the next morning I woke up refreshed and smiled to welcome the last day of my exam.
"Huaaa..a sunny day, I should be more excited than the previous days, come Talita spirit!" My words encouraged myself.
I immediately made my bed and went straight to clean up and immediately rushed to school with a cheerful and excited face, I was ready to fight the last test of graduation today, until when I got to class I immediately wiped the table where I studied so well.
"Nahh ... now just clean and can learn comfortably" I said as I continued to develop a smile like my story once again.
From that day onwards I have explained myself to focus only on education and pursuing the dreams I want to achieve.
Some classmates even looked at me in wonder because I usually do not give this up until cleaning my desk first before starting the exam.
"Eh.uh...Talita looks like today you are as bright as the morning sun, what is it lest Bara's brother will come back well?" Asked one of my friends while nudging me and joking,
"Ahaha...of course I'm cheerful wasn't I always like this before?" Reply with a big smile, though,
"Haha.iya yes you are indeed the most cheerful Talita, but the rumor is not true" said my friend added, adding, The rumor is not true,
"What rumors do you mean?" I was wondering,
"That's a lot, the rumor about you having an affair with Alvaro, let's see in the school's gruf there's a mysterious number spreading it, you know, I think you should be careful because the fans of Kak Bara will probably be your haters from now on" said my classmate.
I gasped in shock and immediately looked for my phone to see everything but unfortunately I forgot not to bring my phone and maybe I left it in my room.
"Aishhh.
When I'm confused, Alvaro had just arrived in class and he was sitting casually in the chair beside me I was forced to talk to him again because it was impossible for me to borrow someone else's phone because of course they won't give it to me after all the rumors are spread.
"Do I borrow the phone well, anyways just for a little while" I thought.
I saw Alvaro just sitting casually with his earphone on and his hand tinkering with his phone with his legs crossed.
Slowly I approached him and asked him carefully to borrow a cell phone for a while but he did not listen to me let alone pay attention to me when I spoke to him, he completely ignored me at that time.
"Ekhm..Alvaro can I borrow your cell phone for a moment I forgot to leave my phone at home" I asked nicely.
Alvaro remained silent and kept staring straight at his phone he didn't notice me and I felt like I was being exiled, out of annoyance and emotion I immediately pulled out the earphones in his ear and hid the earphones to the back of my hand.
"Heh, what are you doing, give me back my earphones!" Alvaro said coldly,
"No, I'll give it back after you lend me your phone" I said.
Alvaro got up from his seat and he instantly snatched forcefully and violently the earphone from my hand, I was really upset and hurt because he was so cynical and rude to me but I really wanted to see the rumors that my friend talked about earlier so I would still endure the pain.
"Alvaro I beg you I just want to see the message on the grouf about the rumors between me and you" I said in a high tone to make Alvaro start looking at me.
Then he started opening the griffy message on his phone and I hurriedly peeked in from behind, when Alvaro opened it all of a sudden a photo appeared and it was a photo of Alvaro holding me for a long time right as I jumped from the classroom window until my skirt was torn.
I was surprised to see it because it was a very long time ago but how the mysterious person could take pictures of me while when it happened, I and Bara's brother were not related at all.
"Huh?, what the hell is this freak. At that time I had not been in contact with Brother Bara how could he mention that I was having an affair?, whereas in that damn Bara who cheated why he threw his mistake at me, this must be his deed, eughhh he sucks....brukkk" I said irritatedly and urgently while hitting my desk hard enough several times.
Mood was destroyed even very destroyed when before I had put on a cheerful and excited face but because of the unclear rumors I became very upset and emotional, I can't seem to accept all that because it's tantamount to slandering he's slandering me when he's himself doing something like that.
But easily he threw his mistakes at me just because he left this school does not mean he is free to do me at will, I can't just be quiet but there's really nothing I can do to avenge him, let alone to fight people like him.
Until the test I did it lazily and not as fast as usual because I had lost my spirit within myself, until I finally became the last student to finish the exam then I came out in a doldrums and when I walked suddenly from behind someone hit me with a raw egg and it hit my head.
"Bukk,
"Eggs? Who did this?" I snapped loudly by turning my back directly to find the culprit.
Everyone looked away from me and they pretended as if they did not see and did not listen to me, I could only clench my hands firmly holding back the emotions inside me and walked back to leave the place but as I continued my path all of a sudden everyone who was there again threw raw eggs towards me so that I could not escape and could only sit around like a student while hitting me with a disgusting raw egg.
I could only cry alone and try to withstand the blows from them with my hand but I still could not stop it nor protect myself, they kept throwing the egg at me loudly while saying ridicule sentences to me that were very painful for me to hear.
"Basic j*Lang cheesy, yes, you slut!" Say those people, say,
"Women are shameless, do not know they are lucky, cheat!" Suck up those who continue to judge me.
All of those words seemed to swirl around in my memory and I was very sick when I heard them.
"You guys.what are you doing to Talita, get out of here right now, or I'll break your hands one by one!" Alvaro's snapping was extremely loud and made everyone who heard him back then shudder in horror.
They immediately ran to and fro and disbanded the group they had previously made themselves.
I was still in shock at the time and I couldn't say anything just to shake violently while hugging myself and sobbing incessantly.
I didn't know what I was wrong with them until they threw raw eggs at me to make my whole body dirty and smelled fishy, I was so hurt because it was not my fault I never bothered anyone in my life but why should I accept all the pain and humiliation that I never did anything wrong.
"Talita...Talita answer me are you okay, let's get out of here" Alvaro said as he helped me up,
I could not speak or walk at that time my body continued to tremble even though in my heart trying to fight his fear but I still could not move, because the shock was still haunting me, Alvaro who saw me helpless he immediately carried me even though my body was full of eggs that smelled stinging and fishy.
He took me to the bathroom inside the UKS and he asked me to clean up first, he left me alone in the bathroom and after I felt much better, he said, I slowly cleaned myself up and went out to meet Alvaro.
She also gave me a new outfit that she could get out of nowhere for sure it was a school uniform, I thought she might buy it in a school cooperative for me because it looked new.
I felt ashamed and uneasy when I met him but I still had to face Alvaro to thank him for helping me expel those who judged me.
"Alvaro, thank you for helping me" I said as I stood and bowed my head before him,
"Talita come here, sit here" said Alvaro who spoke to me.
I immediately raised my head and immediately sat down beside him, I was shocked and did not expect Alvaro to listen to me he wanted to talk to me again after all he had done to stay away from me all this time.
I was silent for a while until Alvaro shifted his seat and stared fixedly at me.
"Talita can't you fight back when others bully you like you did?, Don't you have the strength and courage to fight them?, can't you protect yourself huh, why are you always so weak and pathetic, are you stupid to keep letting yourself be in danger like this?" Alvaro said so loudly to me,
I was flabbergasted and looked at Alvaro with a wist I don't know if he was worried about me at the time or hated me because I was always troubling him.
"Alvaro I'm sorry for always involving you in every problem that happens to me, the next time you should let me even though I almost died in danger, if you don't really care about me then don't help me don't be nice to me, stay away from me ignore me again like before, so I can forget you too" I said withholding tears in my eyes.
I stood up and left without a word.
"Aishhh.Why am I talking too hard to him, why can't he understand me if you're worried about him, I don't want you to hurt Talita!, Why don't you understand, why don't you, I can't always be there to help you that's what I mean" Alvaro grumbled resentfully as he hit the wall with his hands hard enough.
Talita did not succeed in understanding what Alvaro really meant and he responded to it another until he decided to leave there with a broken heart.
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I have revealed my heart to him I do not want to trouble him anymore, after what he told me I was sure maybe all this time he was helping me just out of pity because I was too weak, he is very clumsy and always cannot do anything on his own.
I ran out of the school and stopped the taxi with eyes that had burst out of my defense, I cried sobbing during the journey until I arrived at my residence and still could not stop crying as well.
"Hiks..hiks... Alvaro you damn you are more evil than I thought, you really b*remgsek actually you played me many times ALVAROOO hiks..." I cried on my stomach in my room.
I patted my bed and kept crying on my pillow, I was so hurt by Alvaro saying he felt sorry and uncomfortable because he had to keep helping me and I always misunderstood what he did to me.
If I had realized all that earlier I probably wouldn't have fallen this sick to her, I was cheated on by Brother Bara and rumored with slander that he spread but I did not feel this pain in my heart.
But somehow when Alvaro just slammed me like before it felt like my heart was immediately broken into pieces, I was disappointed and hurt mixed into one, I expected too much of Alvaro but in fact he never had any taste for me.
Even though it was just my thinking but in view of the way he treated me it was very clear to me that he hated me and he could not stand me who was always weak and in a matter of loyalty hour.
I kept crying alone and could blame myself for everything that happened to me today and the other day that had passed, I even overslept from crying nonstop.
While on the other hand Alvaro who was upset to see Talita treated unfairly by many students at school he immediately went to the people who previously threw the raw eggs to Talita and he began to give lessons to him they in the same way threw raw eggs as hard as they could so that the daughter of the Bara fans grimaced in pain and cried in disgust.
After throwing as many raw eggs as he wanted, Alvaro asked them why they did it to Talita.
"Now tell me why do you dare to do that in school?, did anyone tell you to huh?" Alvaro's jerks are so creepy, though,
"I.iya Alvaro please don't hurt us anymore, he's brother Nandito and brother Vera who told us and paid us with money, please don't hurt us anymore, please Alvaro" said one of the women prostrating under Alvaro's feet apologizing and pleading for what he had done to Talita.
"You know who you're supposed to apologize to and if he doesn't forgive you then don't expect me to let you go!" Threaten Alvaro with his sadistic and cynical face.
All the women who were there were mercenaries who were ordered by Vera and Nandito to spread the false rumors and pelted Talita with eggs, so that they can receive money with a fairly large amount of per person.
I don't know what the main intention of Vera and Nandito to do such a petty thing even they have the heart to do it to Talita who never expelled them at all during High School.