
The atmosphere in the car had changed and it was so nice that we got in front of my house and Alvaro got out of there, and I went inside and took a rest.
At that time I forgot not to check my phone because it had run out of battery power for a long time so I just charge it and then immediately rest, fatigue and drowsiness have hit my body so it does not take much time for me to fall asleep quickly.
Time passed day after day after day has changed after that moment I have never been in contact with Alvaro again he was like disappearing in the swallow of the earth somewhere and there is no trace.
There was only Brother Bara who came to my house several times with some gifts and my favorite food he also took me to walk the street several times, and I also played with Audy also met my parents.
But of the many activities that I do somehow I now feel empty, all I do is void I do not feel really happy when doing all those activities.
And instead I was bored and not excited, it felt like there was something missing from my feelings and I kept thinking about Alvaro, it's been a few days or even more than a week he disappeared without a trace, I tried calling her but the number was off, so I couldn't call her anymore.
I also had time to go with Audy to the place I thought it was Alvaro's house which was always occupied by Alvaro and Argo but unfortunately when I came to that place, when I came to that place, everything has changed even greatly from the last time I came to that place.
"Out earth aren't you struggling, are you sure Alvaro will be living in a place like this?" Audrey asked me to doubt me,
"I'm sure Audy, there's no way I've forgotten this is clearly Alvaro's house he's run away from his house and just stay together here with Argo I know clearly about it, I can't possibly forget let alone be mistaken" I said with complete confidence,
"But Talita this place looks more like a haunted house than Alvaro's house" said Audy who made me lethargic.
What Audrey said was true, now the house where Alvaro's previous residence has been very abandoned even the house was actually badly damaged and like it has not been in residence for many years when previously I still remember maybe only two until three weeks ago when I first went to that place to catch up with Alvaro to get him to come to the school basketball event.
If if the place was ever occupied by someone would not be this difficult and would not be until there are plants that cover it and make this place very chaotic also messy.
I still feel that I am not wrong and this place still makes me imagine with the figure of Alvaro who once brought me into the house and he carried me inside and then treated the wound in my feet at that time, I went near the house and kept making sure of everything on my own even though Audrey yelled trying to stop me.
"I'll make sure and get proof that this is really Alvaro's house I've been to before" I said determined very strongly,
"Eh ...eh .....Talita, wait you don't go there alone it's dangerous, Talita...." Shouted Audy while running after me.
When I looked closely I was more and more convinced that there was something strange about this place, indeed, in view of the surrounding place looks a lot of soil and animal waste that does not know where it came from, and where, then there were many abandoned plants there the wall looked very badly damaged but when I touched it I was very sure that the pot was very sturdy and seemed to be damaged not long ago.
I also expressed all those suspicions to Audy because I was very sure all of this was just someone's doing, I'm sure someone deliberately damaged this place and made it seem as if they had been neglected at the age meal.
"Audy look at this, come quickly..." I yelled at Audy.
Audy who was just then until she immediately approached with a roaring breath and I immediately pulled her arm and stuck her arm on the broken wall so that she could feel it directly.
"Eh, Talita do you think the same as me?" Said Audy who was also shocked when she found out,
"Look at that as well, everything was clearly visible the patch marks on the floor just looked so new I'm sure there was something that broke it on purpose, if indeed this house is abandoned, surely the plant will grow on the soil built by this house and the terrace of the house also does not exist like this, he said, and look in there everything is still quite clean, wouldn't if it had been left behind for a long time everything would be dusty?" I said to Audy,
"You're right, but if this is Alvaro's house and all this was done by someone then where is Alvaro now?" Audrey said in confusion.
My eyes immediately widened because I immediately remembered the chase incident where Alvaro and I had been confronted by some unknown people on the streets, I was really shocked and suspected that there would be something to do with the disappearance of Alvaro at this time including the damage to the house he once occupied.
"Talita why are you quiet, do you know anything?" Audy asked who saw me silently pensively with perfectly wide eyes,
I couldn't tell Audy all that happened because I was afraid that Audy would get involved so I hid everything and kept it all by myself.
"No, let's go" I told Audy.
We immediately left the place and during the trip I was increasingly anxious about Alvaro's situation especially after knowing everything, he went missing suddenly and there was not a single clue he left for me.
Though I thought he liked me before, but apparently I was the one who was expecting more with him, and I know I was wrong if I wished Alvaro liked me because I was still Bara's lover, I tried to refocus and hide my concern for Alvaro because Audy was still beside me.
Until I had delivered Audy home and I returned home and saw Brother Bara who was standing in front of my house with a bouquet of flowers that were quite large.
"Because you just came home, this is for you I love you so much" said Brother Bara while giving me the bouquet of flowers.
I smiled back and received the bouquet but I felt nothing at all when I was with Brother Bara.
"What if you are not feeling well, your face looks lethargic and a bit pale" said Brother Bara who seemed to worry about me,
"I'm fine just a lack of sleep in the last few days, brother there is something I want to talk to you about" I told Brother Bara.
At that time I intended to end my relationship with Brother Bara because I realized I only admired him instead of loving him, kak Bara is no more an idol to me he is a good motivator for me but I did not feel the same happiness when I was with Alvaro, although he was very annoying but he was different.
But just as I was about to express this hardness of my heart, Brother Bara suddenly just hugged me first and he said a sentence that made me unable to break with him at that time.
"Because I love you so much, I know you must be upset because I was insensitive to you before, and I apologize to you for my mistake that made you go home alone at our holiday event a few weeks ago, I'm really sorry Talita and please don't leave me, I just lost my mother I don't want to lose the person I love so much on the same day" Bara said, undoing my intention to break up with her.
At that time I was also confused why Kaka Bara seemed to know that I would break with him, but all that did not matter now Alvaro had also gone out of nowhere, I also can't hurt Brother Bara for no apparent reason.
"I won't leave you brother, I love you too" I replied to him but I didn't return his embrace.
Maybe my lips can lie but not with my heart and body.