Shackled Two Flavors

Turns out she was

But apparently all the hopes that I had confirmed to him had been in vain and simply vanished when Alvaro threw my arm and he pushed me away from his bike, I almost fell backwards because he pushed me hard enough and he didn't even glance at me just yet, he just turned on his bike and left quickly leaving me screaming loudly scolding him.

"Damn you Alvaro you're a loser! Not shameless! B*you bastard!" My screams are so harsh on her.

I continued to stomp my feet hard many times with a face that was flushed red and both arms that I clenched firmly, I thought she would stop and come back to me when I yelled at her and tried to piss her off at me for her to come back but she didn't come back she just left the place, and so did I.

All my insults to her were useless she kept going and I was left alone on the side of the road, not knowing my way home and I was still in my school uniform, it was so sad and looked so bad to me.

"Huh, Alvaro really left me maybe now he really hates me, what else can I do for him" I muttered as I lowered my head in the middle of the road alone.

I immediately took the phone in the bag and intended to contact Audy but unfortunately my pulsation runs out as well as this damn phone that has no network, he said, I'm really getting upset and emotional with this kind of situation.

"Eh, what the hell is this where the network went? Damnit... If this is how I can contact Audy, huaaa I have to how this is in the middle of the road there will be no public transportation through here haaaa I have to what now?" I said confused myself.

I tried to walk down this road and hoped to find a bus stop or place to sit but unfortunately the road was quiet and everything was filled with shady trees, I do not know exactly where I am now until suddenly the weather turns to mending instantly then the rain starts to fall slowly on my head to wet my whole body, I put my phone and wallet back in my bag to secure it.

It's the only treasure I have and I have to take care of it so that I can get out of this place soon, I hugged my black backpack very tightly and I started to shiver from the cold, there was no shelter there and it should still be daytime now but because the road was almost covered with many shady trees it looked almost night.

I was cold and afraid, I remembered the incident when I was on the road to the villa during a vacation a few weeks back, he said, I was really alone this time and I was in a drenched state not knowing what else was going to happen to me.

I just resigned myself and gave all my fate to God, because there is no access for me to ask for help from outsiders unless Alvaro returns and saves me again, just like before he saved me.

On the other hand Alvaro who had arrived at his new residence he saw the rain so heavy outside and his mind began to think of Talita he was very worried about Talita's condition because he knew Talita could not stand the cold, moreover, he dropped Talita on the side of the road just like that without paying proper attention to where he had dropped her off.

"Aishh..sial he will definitely not get help because I dropped it off on a deserted road, I have to go back there" said Alvaro as he prepared to return to the place looking for Talita.

Alvaro drove his motorcycle at a very high speed, so he managed to find Talita who was sitting on the side of the road while hugging his backpack on the chest, he could also still see Talita shivering violently, seeing that Alvaro was so panicked he got off his bike and ran up to Talita.

"Out of course you're okay, please answer me Talita!" Alvaro urged with wide-open eyes and he held both Talita's shoulders tightly, as well as his panicked feelings.

At that time I could still realize that Alvaro had really come back to save me, I had expected him that he could not really leave me in a place like this alone, I was happy and kept smiling at him, I tried to touch his face to make sure if the person in front of me was really Alvaro I meant or not.

"Alvaro..is this you?, are you the Haiden Alvaro I know?" I said with a glare and a hand that stroked Alvaro's cheek.

"What you're saying is that your hands are so cold and you're shaking like this, let me take you to the hospital" Alvaro said, holding me up and putting me on the bike.

Now without me having to force her own hooked arm to hold her and she warned me to hold her tightly.

"Talita hugged me tightly and stopped smiling so much at me, you scared me if you pretended to be okay like that" Alvaro said, clenching my arms to her waist.

I just nodded obediently and I still kept smiling looking at him until he started to ride his bike at the speed of being through the rain and I purposely leaned my chin on his shoulder as I was limp enough to sit up straight.

"Alvaro I know it's you, and I know you won't leave me, you're back for me right?, thanks Alvaro I'm glad you're back to me" I said in a soft, increasingly quiet voice,

Alvaro grew increasingly panicked and he kept reminding Talita to keep tightening her arms.

"Talita.... Don't talk so much you have to conserve your energy, keep holding on tight, Talita are you listening to me? Talita's... Talita you must stay conscious!" Shouted Alvaro very panicked,

I could still hear the screams from Alvaro asking me to stay awake but it felt like my energy was running out I just kept trying to tighten my arms around him because I was afraid of falling, until I finally started to feel my body float and there were a lot of noise around and after that I don't remember anything anymore.

Until a while later I started working on my eyes little by little then I saw a panicked Alvaro screaming for the doctor while firmly grasping my arm.

"Doctor... The doctor... Quickly come here he realized" cried Alvaro panicked.

I felt my body was so cold and my head was a little dizzy that the doctor came and started to examine my body and he gave me an injection in my hand, I saw that my other hand was also on the drip so I could not move my arm freely.

"Don't talk about it anymore, you shut up and just rest I'll be right back" Alvaro said, rubbing my head gently and then he walked out with the doctor from the room.

I don't know why he had to go with the doctor for a long time and I've been feeling better than ever, my energy also slowly recovered so much that I decided to get up on my own because I was so tired of continuing to fall asleep in the hospital bed.

When I was trying to sit down suddenly Alvaro came to me and he immediately helped me to sit properly.

"Geez Talita why are you trying to get up on your own, you can call a nurse to help you" Alvaro said as he helped me sit down.

I only smiled because I was happy to see how cute Alvaro's face was when he worried about my situation, while Alvaro himself even replied to me with a surprised look with both eyebrows that he wrinkled right.

"Hey, what are you thinking?, why are you smiling like that to me?" Alvaro asked with his confused face,

"No papa I'm just happy because the one who saved me is you Alvaro" I replied as I continued to smile at him.

I was so happy and could not hide my gratitude, although I was very upset and very emotional for Alvaro because he kept avoiding me but now I feel much better because I have seen clearly that Alvaro has a concern for me.

But the happiness in me was instantly shattered when Alvaro suddenly let go of his arms holding my hand and he immediately kept his distance from me as soon as possible.

"You're misunderstood I just feel sorry for you no more than that" Alvaro said, making my flower-flowered heart instantly shatter into pieces.

I was still pensive with my eyes wide open and my mouth gawking, I really could not believe what Alvaro had just told me about his concern for me.

"Alvaro please don't joke, I know you care about me right, otherwise why did you always help me before, even you always look panicked when I'm in danger and you're always upset when I'm close to Brother Bara" I made sure by again asking her seriously,

"Talita so that's what you've been thinking about me all this time that makes you so brave to act towards me?, you're wrong if that's what you think of me, I have never cared more than you, before I have only helped you by chance and based on pity, then why did you infer all my kindness so far with that" snapped Alvaro with a flat and slightly cynical face.

I was really shocked and it felt like I was struck by lightning during the day, hot, destroyed and in such severe pain, he said, I really couldn't hold back my own tears and those tears just fell slowly.

"So....KA...you...during this, that's the truth?" I asked again to be sure because I still can't believe everything.

All of this was too sudden for me that I felt so devastated when I heard it, she said, I felt myself to have been deceived by an Alvaro for such a long time that the pain felt so obvious on this fragile me.

Alvaro still did not answer my question, he was silent with a blank look at me while I was already very impatient to wait for the real answer from him.

"Alvaro why are you silent?, Quickly answer me is what you said earlier true?, did you help me all this time just out of pity?" I asked firmly and flatly with tears falling from my eyes.

"You already know that so I don't have to repeat it again" Alvaro said and left my ward.

I collapsed and felt very weak, the energy that had been almost fully charged was now exhausted at once, I felt my heart ache more than my own body, I never thought at all that an Alvaro could do such a cruel thing to me, he was so considerate and always helped me before even his attitude sometimes resembled that of a man who was jealous when I was Bara's brother.

But now his attitude has changed drastically and he gave me an answer that I hate so much.

"Why?, why should he pity a woman like me in this kind of way, so that I get swept up in her kindness and think too far about caring for me all along?, Why can I be so stupid?" I regret everything.

I regret that I was so happy to see him come back to school, I regret that I chased him to the point that I ended up in a hospital like this, I am also very sorry that I kept smiling at him. I should have put the worst face in me, and I should have beaten him hard when he was near me before.

"Damn it!, I'm stupid so stupid! Hiks..hiks...hiks" I said annoyed while rubbing the hospital blanket with all my might.

I couldn't stay silent and look weak like this when Alvaro hurt me and gave me false hope before, I immediately pulled out the infusion from my hand at once and left the hospital with anger spreading inside myself.

"Based on br*hhh guy he's fucking, I'm not gonna put any more hope on a loser like him, huuh really is an annoying guy!" My gertutuku was upset while continuing to walk irritably out of the hospital.