Shackled Two Flavors

Take Bara's brother

I have made up my mind and I cannot withdraw what I have said, especially when I have promised him, he let go of my arms and we have decided on the relationship between me and Brother Bara.

To the next morning I have taken a leave of absence from school because I want to deliver Brother Bara to the airport it will probably be the last meeting between me and him, he said, after that I don't know when I can meet her again and I have to be ready to see her leave me somewhere very far away.

At the airport right in front of an escalator I stood with a sad feeling and continued to be bowed in lethargy, there is not only me but also Nandito and Vera's brother they also accompany Kak Bara and deliver him for the flight, I am deeply saddened by his sudden passing like this.

Brother Bara hung my arm and he pulled me into his arms for a moment.

"Talita stopped showing a gloomy face, I don't want to go in a state of worry for my lover, I will come back soon don't worry about me" said Brother Bara while rubbing on my head gently.

I smiled trying hard and covered my sadness, at that time he was willing to say goodbye and suddenly Brother Vera grabbed the suitcase belonging to Brother Bara that I previously held, as usual he looked very hateful to me and the look of competition was clearly visible from the look in his eyes when he saw me.

"Sister, that's Bara's brother where are you taking him?" I asked Vera, brother,

"Of course I'll help Bara carry this much stuff, besides I have the same goal as him and we'll study at the same university, did Bara not tell you about that?" Vera's words made me a little sick of her words.

What Vera said was true Brother Bara did not tell me if he was going to go with brother Vera and brother Nandito as well, I thought at first they would only deliver Brother Bara but apparently my guess was wrong they were inseparable just like the rumors spread in the school all along.

Although it hurts a little because I feel a little lied to by Kak Bara but I should not make such trivial things the reason I am angry with Kak Bara, I am angry with Kak Bara, moreover this is the day of his departure I do not want to part with Brother Bara in a bad state.

Brother Bara immediately explained the meaning of Vera's words without even me asking her to see such an initiative from him had made me happy and treated the wounds in my heart before.

"Talita I don't mean to hide all this to you just I think it doesn't really matter, you understand?" Brother Bara explained,

"Of course, brother, you don't have to worry that I won't get angry just because of something trivial like this, quickly you go after Nandito and Vera later they will leave you if you are slow" reply him.

Brother Bara also immediately went from there and climbed the escalator while waving his hand at me, I also returned a wave to him, he said, until he really left there and I immediately returned to my residence in peace.

I did feel sad because I had to part with Brother Bara but my heart was not as sick as that I went to meet Audy and invited her to go to the amusement park, there we climbed various kinds of games.

Starting from riding kora-kora games, lightning, shooting balloons and other games until it ends with a ride on the Lala tube, I was so happy and kept smiling so much that we were at the top and Audy asked me to promise for the friendship between me and her.

"We're at the top, will you make an appointment with me, please, he said if we make an appointment and make a wish in the top position when riding the ring then the promise will be kept and the request will be granted" Audy told me.

"Bah... Is that right?, if it's true let's try to tie the promise for our friendship first" I said as I raised my little finger,

Audy hooked her little finger on my finger and we screamed out a promise not to part forever.

"Talita I promise to be your best friend of all time" said Audy began,

"I'm also Audy I'll be your best friend for now and in the future" I added.

And then we both started to make a wish and a wish, and at that moment I asked for only one wish that I wanted so much in this world.

"Lord I don't want anything, I just want you to meet me with the man who will be my destiny, with the kind man who loves me sincerely and is loyal to me, if the man who loves me is not good for me then please show his disfavor so that I can stop loving and wishing for him" fill my hopes with closed eyes.

We both looked at each other and threw a big smile at each other, I don't know what hope Audy mentioned back then that I must have been expecting a hope that I wanted to achieve for now, I don't really care about some things I just want to have someone who can always listen to me, understand me and spoil me.

I really need affection not treasure or see it, for me as long as I am comfortable with it and he loves me then I will gladly choose it willingly.

Not without reason why I asked for such hope when on the ring, but I asked for it because I was always confused who the man I really loved was, all this time I have never felt approached by any man but most men think that I do not deserve them either because I am beautiful or because my thoughts are different from theirs.

Until it felt rare until almost no man approached me all this time except for Brother Bara and Alvaro who I just knew.

Though I thought your face and personality were not that bad, until I even often thought like this.

"Why doesn't anyone come near me am I that bad?" I ask myself when I'm in front of the mirror.

I came down from the ring and kept laughing with Audy and we both went to buy a strawberry drink we both liked we sat at one of the drinks stalls there and I started to think back with Alvaro.

"Audy where did Alvaro go exactly?, did he disappear because of me?" I thought with eyes that stared at the sky blankly and blankly.

"Aishh....Talita you're still thinking about her, it's been how many days after she left even school has returned to activities as usual why you can usually still think of such unimportant things to her" said Audy in a slightly snapping tone at me,

"Well, I don't know even when Brother Bara went abroad with Brother Vera and brother Nandito I wasn't jealous and didn't think much of it but with Alvaro I always thought about it, he was always on my mind making me sometimes feel uncomfortable because I can't forget him" I replied in wonder and confusion over my own thoughts.