
While on the way I did not even dare to make the slightest sound, I just stared straight ahead with both hands shaking, somehow my body felt bad my head was dizzy and my legs were tingling, like tingling, I began to feel a coldness in my body, until a moment Bara's brother questioned me.
"Your queen looks so pale and your hands why are shaking like that, are you okay?" asked Brother Bara with a trembling look.
I really can't bring out the energy to just talk it's so cold, my body starts shivering so much I don't know what's going on with my body, I'm so limp my legs are numb right now, bara's sister lowered the speed of the vehicle and she touched my forehead to check on me.
"God....Talita your body is very hot, do not move much I will take you to the hospital as soon as possible" said Brother Bara with a panicked face.
First he stopped the car beside the road and gave me his jacket so I wouldn't get cold he also immediately drove the car at high speed to the nearest hospital, it didn't take long for me to be in the hospital, I was still very conscious clearly Brother Bara was carrying me with a panicked face after I was carried I did not know what happened anymore because I lost consciousness again.
And moments after I realized I only saw the hospital room and the infusion tube stuck in my arm, I was limp and unable to move my body, in that room there was nobody I felt so thirsty but couldn't get out of bed I could only exhale and hope that someone would come to this room soon.
Until finally my wish was realized Brother Bara entered the room followed by a nurse who brought a food trolley for me, my eyes looked at me and I tried to say ask for water to drink, although it was very difficult for me to open my mouth.
"A...AA...air...ha.haus." said I slowly and brickly.
Fortunately, Bara understood immediately and he helped me take drinking water and helped me to drink it.
"Are you well, I'm glad you're sober" said Brother Bara, throwing a smile at me.
I could only nod to answer Bara's questions, and after that Bara's brother kept me company, he even helped me take medicine, bribed me to eat and helped me to the toilet, he's too good for me but I also wonder how he got so bad on the roof last time, I even had time to think if he was being nice like this just to me, but I hit that thought I don't want to baper first, after all, he's also humiliated me in front of a lot of people with his goddamn friend's friend.
By night time my body was getting better and now I can move even if only a little but I feel that my body is far more energized than before, I also ask that Kak Bara does not need to take care of me or accompany me again here, I can't owe anyone more because I'm afraid he's going to come up with other terms that will put me under pressure in life.
"Sister Bara now you can go home, I've been much better, and for all the hospital fees I'll pay you soon" I opened the conversation.
Brother Bara walked up to me and then he sat on the bench facing me with a friendly smile, in a split second I felt Brother Bara so soft and sweet but I also remembered about the incident on the roof yesterday, it really haunted my mind and made my view of Brother Bara severely damaged, I can't trust him anymore.
"Are you sure it'll be okay if I go?" said Brother Bara asked,
"i can take care of myself, thank you for everything" I replied confidently.
"Alright then I will go home first, sorry can not accompany you, because there is still a lot of business that I have to finish" said Mr. Bara with a face that turned serious immediately.
I nodded and Brother Bara left my ward, as Brother Bara left I kept thinking about the expression he just showed me, I don't know why I feel that Brother Bara has two personalities he really confused me.
Because I still felt a little weak I decided to go back to rest
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The next day I woke up from my sleep and my hands were heavy when I opened my eyes perfectly and it turned out that Bara was sleeping while holding my hand, I was astonished and kept thinking how Brother Bara could sleep in my ward when last night I clearly saw him say goodbye and left the ward.
"How can Brother Bara sleep here, was it possible last night that Brother Bara came back here again, but for what?" I thought hard.
Now that my body is getting better I can move my whole body as usual, I also tried to release the grip of Bara's brother's hand from my hand but when I tried to raise his hand Bara woke up and made me shocked to pull my arm quickly, immediately, brother Bara still blinked his eyes looking for awareness, while I was really confused what to behave like to him, the atmosphere was too awkward, too, I looked out the window and tried to pretend I didn't do anything.
"Have you done well?" ask brother Bara,
"A... I'm cured, sister, I want to go home today" I said a little nervously, I was a little nervous,
"Let the doctor examine you first well, if later the doctor allows me to take you immediately" said Brother Bara and I replied with a nod.
Brother Bara went to look for a doctor to check on me, until finally the doctor had allowed me to go home but I was still not allowed to do strenuous activities until I really recovered, inevitably I can only nod obediently in order to quickly get out of there and stop being in close contact with Brother Bara.
Seeing the kindness of Brother Bara who took care of me when I was sick like this I felt a little guilty for always talking rudely and jutek to him.
"What was yesterday I was too rude to Brother Bara when he was kind to me, but his behavior on the roof at that time.arghhhh.
Brother Bara bought me porridge for breakfast even he fed me and helped me walk and drove me home safely, he also bought me a large supply of food, kak Bara really set up and prepare everything for me, I can only sit still on my sofa while looking at brother Bara who was busy here and there cleaning the house and the groceries he just bought.