
Hearing Talita's remark about her mother's monthly money immediately remembered because she had forgotten to send the money.
"God...Talita forgive mom, I forgot the money problem because at the end of this mother is busy taking care of the new house that I am prepared to live with you, this mother gives it now, just give it now, the rest of the time your father has given it to you, right" said the mother asked,
"No, dad didn't give me any monthly money either, maybe he's just like mom already started forgetting me" I replied sarcastically.
Mom immediately fell silent and looked at me with glass when I answered her sarcastically, I honestly also felt pain when I saw that mom had to drop her tears because of my words, but I have to do that I have to be cruel so that I am strong if I am weak then I will cry easily and they will easily control me again like before.
I don't want that to happen so I have to take care of myself, I won't be the bad guy but I will still be strong for myself.
We kept quiet for a long time and no one made a sound until I decided to go out to the kitchenware for breakfast instead of serving them there continuously with obscurity.
"Mother if there's nothing to talk about anymore, you can leave at any time" I said as I went into the kitchen leaving them in the front room.
"Talita.mom apologizes to you son, mother does not forget you mother still loves you very much, come visit mom occasionally yah" said mother while gently rubbing my head and she left after.
I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, I cried without a sound and continued to cry while eating the food inside my mouth, my mouth was busy chewing the food, my hands also focused on cutting the chicken while my eyes did not stop shedding tears that blocked my view.
"Talita why I became this crybaby anyway, just troublesome" I said as I rubbed the remaining tears on my cheek.
I can't accept that if I feel sad anymore, I'm already happy with the presence of Brother Bara and Audy beside me the arrival of my father and new mother should not make me this sad, but my heart seemed to be sliced by a sharp dagger many times, they were always busy with their own business until they forgot to take care of their own children.
I stopped lamenting my own fate, when I finished eating I returned to the living room and saw a thick black envelope lying on the small table, I immediately picked it up and checked it.
"Wahhh...what is my monthly money from my mother, why this much?" I felt astonished and shocked.
I immediately calculated the amount of money and the amount could even be enough for my living expenses for the next three months, to be honest this is very large even greater than my last monthly money, I think this is what you gave me, I don't know why you could give me that kind of money.
"Gosh...Is this not too much or mom accidentally gave all her monthly money to me?" My move is full of confusion,
"What if there's something that mom wants from me so she gives a lot of money like this, ahhh I can't be immediately happy, I'd better ask mom first" I said talk to myself and immediately picked up the phone to call mom.
Out of shock and I was also a little suspicious of the intention behind giving me that much money I immediately contacted my mother.
"Hallo mom" I said on the phone,
"What's wrong with Talita?" Ask my mom from there,
"Mom did you accidentally leave money in a brown envelope on my front desk or did you forget?" Ask me directly, though,
"Mom's right, is that the only reason you gave me this much money?" I ask you who still doesn't believe, though,
"Dear, why do you keep asking?, Do you not trust your mother anymore?" Say mother with a sad tone,
"No Mom, I'm just a little surprised because this is not a small amount, thank you Mom I will use this money for my needs" I said thank you and the call was closed.
I do not want to linger long talking with the mother later that there is a big mother and think that if I have agreed to the marriage, I still can not accept the new husband mother as my stepfather, I still can not accept the new husband mother as my stepfather, because dad's still around so I'm a little hard to accept.
After getting an answer from my mother I can only feel calm because it turns out the money was for me and my mother gave it without any intention behind it.
I immediately put the money in the closet right under my clothes and I began to prepare to go to work, when I came out of the house it appeared that there was already a big brother Bara car in the yard of my house he also got down from the car while waving his hands and smiling at me, I immediately approached him.
"Sister Bara, why did you arrive here?" I'm surprised, though,
"Of course I want to take my lover to work, let me go in let me take her" said brother Bara who made me blush my cheeks,
I got in the car and Brother Bara drove me to work when I got there I thought Sister Bara was just driving me but it turns out she came in with me too and she asked permission for my vacation leave on the adverber directly, I was very surprised to find out that and immediately restrained Brother Bara.
"Sister..sister...what did you do?, How about the admonition fire me?" I said worriedly,
"Talita calm down why you have to be this sweet, have we not decided this matter before" said Brother Bara gently,
"Yes my brother but it would still be a pity if I get fired from here" I said, looking down sluggishly,
"You won't be fired just calm down, you better go to the kitchen and start working let this matter be me who takes care of it, okay" said Mr. Bara with a smile reassuring me.
I immediately obeyed Brother Bara because indeed I could not refuse and I immediately went to the kitchen despite my uncertain feelings and continued to feel anxious about my work problems. When I entered the kitchen, Kevin greeted me as usual.
"Siang Talita, happy working at this boring job" said Kevin, who always makes me laugh with his jokes.
"Haha.kak Kevin this could have been, you know, be grateful for what God gave me first when I had trouble finding a job I was desperate and now I enjoy it so much even though my job is just like this hehe" I replied while doing my job.
Kevin just responded to every word I said with a nod, I know maybe Kevin's brother is tired of being an employee because he should be the boss there, I also do not understand what really happened why Kevin brother can work there as a chef when in his business card it is very clearly written that he is a prospective owner of the restaurant.
Sometimes it's a complicated rich man's business and I have no right to ask Kevin about it, it's too private and it's pointless for me to know.