Shackled Two Flavors

Tidings

After school my heart continued to feel so flowery and floating it felt like a dream I could be so close to a sister Bara even though when in front of her I tried to calm down and so cute but I really admired her, while walking towards the parking lot with Audy I continued to develop a long smile on my face, while Audy stared at watching me with both furrowed eyebrows.

"Talita are you sick?" audy asked as she placed her hand on my forehead,

"That's... Audy you this, I'm fine, hehe you know I didn't eat with Bara's brother again loh" I told him, hehe you know,

"HAH?, EAT THE SAME SISTER BARA?" said Audy shouting and I immediately covered her mouth,

"Audy you can't talk that slow down a little" I said a little annoyed as I released my hand that silenced her mouth,

"Finally since when did you have this pleasure just because you ate with that arrogant brother Bara, after all not that you do not like him, remember well he once bullied you" audy said in surprise and reminded me,

"Yes I know but you also know, from the beginning he always looked at me of course I baper made, you think which woman will not like a man like him" I explained,

"Your words have a point but still I prefer Alvaro to Bara" Audy replied as she rode her bicycle.

I really wonder and do not understand how an Audy actually prefers Haiden Alvaro rather than a brother Bara who is more gentle and caring, he is also authoritative and is clearly from a family that is so respected, although it is a bit arrogant anyway.

"Well, if you like Alvaro, you're with him, let me be with Brother Bara how?" I said while joking, though,

"Haha... No no, I'm just amazed by what Alvaro gave you he always helped you, didn't he, and I'm talking like that doesn't mean I like him I already like the other guys in my class he's more cool and dashing than the two of them" Audy said cheerfully.

I just respond to Audy's words with laughter, I think Audy is also flowering the same flowers as me maybe at our age is the time to combine taste, and knit the story in High School, I think, it felt so happy and happy, I went home so cheerfully, and when I was about to take a bath my phone rang I saw a message coming from my mother, I immediately opened it though lazy.

"We know how you're doing, I just found out about you coming to see me lately, are you okay now, mom is really worried about me" read a short message from mom.

To be honest I was upset to get the contents of such a message from my mother, because it was too late to tell me, it had been days since the incident and the new mother told me now, I don't care anymore about the two of them.

I ignored the message and did not reply until the night my phone rang several times, and again it was a phone call from my mother, I was forced to answer it because my mother called me many times.

"Well, what's wrong, ma'am, if it doesn't matter I'll hang up" I said without saying stale,

"Talita can you tomorrow after school to mom's apartment, I want to introduce you to my dad and there are many things I want to talk to you about" she said.

I kept holding back my emotions and clenching my arms strong, my emotions so big and enveloping my soul just like that, yet I kept trying to be patient and restrain all those emotions I took a deep breath, deep breath, then I started to reply to my mother.

I was upset and angry at myself why I failed to maintain my parents' second home as a child, I could no longer weep I went out and ran to the riverbank where I lay down and threw small stones into the river as hard as I could.

"ARKHUHHH...WHY?, WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS!!" I screamed at the cry.

Satisfied with releasing anger by shouting and throwing stones into the river I began to sit limp on the weeds, lay there and looked up at the overcast sky, as if the sky was saddened by how I felt, I tried to strengthen myself and try to be strong for myself but it still felt so difficult, I've been scared and lonely since their divorce I don't think I can get the attention of either of them, they were just busy with their partners and only gave me some money to survive in the village alone.

Even I had thought that if Grandma was still around maybe she would support me and give me her affection, I was really sad, really sad, just now at school was very happy as if flying because brother Bara now after coming home I was thrown to the bottom of the abyss, it's so painful to get a message from mom that I either have to be happy because she's worried about me or I'm angry and sad because mom wants to introduce me to her new husband.

I was lazy to get up from there lying by the river while looking up at the sky and could shed tears as much as make the little burden on my heart disappear and light, she said, I am very reluctant to go back home, after all for me there is no difference between home and here, just as lonely.

The afternoon almost passed dusk began to look and the sun began to sink I just got up and walked lethargic towards the house, immediately I cleaned my body and immediately fell asleep just like that, just like that, I hope by sleeping can forget all the problems and start the activity again in the morning with full of joy like Audy.

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But in fact until the morning came and I woke up from sleep still there was no spirit in me to live the day, I always feel lazy and lethargic but I want to continue living it steadfastly, however, today I don't know if Audy didn't come to my house so I went to school on foot alone until I accidentally passed Audy's mother on the side of the road, it turns out that he was about to leave a letter to me because Audy was sick, I immediately took it and hoped that Audy could get well soon.

Arriving at school I immediately went to deliver Audy's hospital letter to her homeroom then after that I went straight to my class, there I saw Alvaro was sitting next to my bench, I was surprised that he didn't usually come to school this early.

"Tumben once you come this early" I said as I sat down and fixed my school bag,

"As for me, it's none of your business" he replied in a jutek,

"Yes I don't care either, but I beg you, Alvaro please you must want to help our school basketball team, it's also for the sake of this school's victory loh" I said seizing the opportunity,

"Once I say no yes no, don't you understand!!" snapped Alvaro with a sinister face,

"Obviously dong, don't shape me to the extent, you're really creepy" I said looking at him in horror.

Haiden Alvaro just rotated his eyes cynically, I even found it difficult to swallow my own salivary due to getting such a clash from Alvaro.

How else would I have to persuade him, he was really hard to talk to let alone persuade him to do the thing he didn't want to, I looked at Alvaro's face so flat expressionless the entire time, he said, all this time I was sitting side by side at a table with him there was not a single moment without a fight, but I was thinking how could Brother Bara and his friend could think I was close to Alvaro, though it is very clear they also often see me fighting with him, although Alvaro is also sometimes good and helps me but he helps like a person who is not sincere, he said, always scolding me if you don't insult me as an idiot.