Shackled Two Flavors

Determinedly

When the taxi drove away from me, I just realized there was no one and the road was also quite quiet there was only a long bench for the bus waiting, and the road was also quite quiet, I sat there alone and stared to and fro hoping the bus heading to my village would soon arrive, the distance from where I am today to my mother and father's house was close enough, I even thought about visiting first, because I hadn't seen them for a long time and they were difficult to call on my phone, when I was leaving, someone called my name.

"Hey..girl is an idiot" said a man who turned out to be Alvaro,

I looked back in annoyance and when I found out that Alvaro I was getting annoyed and lazy to respond to him, I continued my path and ignored Alvaro.

"What an idiot girl you are now deafening" he said as he walked behind me.

"Stop!!, don't follow me, why are you here you should have been in the taxi" I said annoyed and astonished at Alvaro's whereabouts,

"I'm a real man who can't leave an idiot girl like you alone on the streets of this dangerous city" he replied praising himself,

"Huh?, you're the most annoying guy in the universe know no!!" I replied annoyed and tried to stay away from him.

No matter how fast I walked she kept following me even when I got on the bus she also took the bus and sat down beside me, I was so upset and confused how to get away from such a shitty guy, like, until I arrived at the residence of my parents I immediately pressed the bell of the house hoping that mom and dad were in this house, because I missed them so much.

Many times I pressed the bell but there were no words or answers, the door was tightly closed and seemed quiet, I began to get discouraged and tried to contact my mother right then and there, unfortunately my mother also did not answer my phone call, as a result I could only snort annoyed.

"Euhhhhh....they went where?, why is it so hard to find him, have they thrown me away" I said annoyed while stomping feet on the ground many times.

When I was filled with frustration and filled with anger, Alvaro who was beside me even laughed out loud that made me wonder and ride black.

"Hahahaha...why are you?, your face is so funny when you're angry, you're getting ugly" he said as he continued to tease me,

"Shut up!!!, Arghhhh you are so annoying, feel this..buk...bukk" I said annoyed and continued to beat him with all my might.

I stopped my punch and threatened him not to laugh at my bad luck.

"Don't laugh at me anymore, and you better just go and follow me"

"I'd say you're an idiot and ugly girl, of course I feel sorry if I see you now I'm more concerned about you" she said, making me sadder and lamenting for myself.

Hearing the words from Alvaro my mood changed instantly I thought if people as cold as Alvaro just felt sorry for me why my own parents did not even care about me, I regret that I once agreed to their desire to live in the village now that I am like a girl who lives a kara, she said, I decided to go back home and just write a letter on a piece of paper and then I slip it under the door.

I wanted to cry but embarrassed that there was still Alvaro beside me, I really hope that Alvaro does not pity me anymore I want him to go from my side right then and there, I can no longer hold back my tears, I walked quickly and stopped the bus and rode it unfortunately on the bus I did not get a seat and had to stand while holding hands, I stared out the window with a blank look, I kept thinking about Alvaro's words.

"Am I as sad as that well?, until a cold man seems to be able to pity me" I murmured thinking,

For daydreaming I didn't realize that Alvaro had been watching me since and he was also standing right beside me, without me noticing also that he was holding my head which was repeatedly almost pegged on the bus handle pole, I didn't realize that Alvaro always looked after me and accompanied me, even though his words were so sharp and sometimes very annoying, but at least I wasn't really alone in my bad moments, I kept daydreaming during the trip until I realized the bus had reached its destination and Alvaro who called me started to wake me up from long daydreams.

"Hey.why do you want to stay here forever, let's get off quickly" Alvaro said by pulling my arm and taking me off the bus,

"It's been in the village, I have to go and stop daydreaming, you're like a fool after coming from the city" he said, wearing a hoodie snail he was wearing and he immediately left me.

I was not in the mood to respond to his words I could only walk lethargic while looking down and carrying my small bag to the house, yes the house is quiet only I live alone, I live alone, from then on I was determined to go abroad, to go to faraway places at once, so that I could forget everything, if my parents could ignore me like this, so I must also concern myself so as not to keep thinking about them, whether to get strength and courage from where, or not, I arrived just excited and full of determination to go abroad after I graduated High School.

I opened the internet and searched for information about the top universities in one country that I like, none other than Japan, I really like the country of Japan, the country where cherry blossoms grow, I have decided on my goal I will continue my studies at one of the top universities in Japan.

From then on I continued to search for information about Japan ranging from its typical food, learning the language and vocabulary, he said, I even invited Audy to come with me to Japan but unfortunately Audy could not continue her studies due to the cost issue, I also felt a little sad, if only I could ask my parents to pay for Audy too, but let alone for that, I just don't know where they've been all this time, every time I visit there they are always not at home, the letter that I tuck under the door also do not get an answer at all, until the end of time, until the end of time, now I desperately need their whereabouts, soon time for class and the homeroom teacher asked me so that both parents could attend the report distribution event as student guardians.