Shackled Two Flavors

Breakfasted

For some reason since the departure of bi Ade and uncle Seto I feel lonely, living in a big house alone and never going out on holidays, all this is very boring for me, he said, a few weeks have passed I have also changed classes, this time I was also not lucky as before, I was separated from Audy, I was, our class was next door but still I could not sit at the same table, I was also lazy to make new friends, although many other friends were reprimanding me and inviting me to join together, but I felt uncomfortable and refused politely, every time I just went to the cafeteria to fill my stomach and went to the library to read a novel, sometimes I also go to Audy's class and we eat together during the break, lately I really lost my spirit of learning, I miss my home, miss my father and mother, I miss my mother, I also miss the pleasant and sometimes noisy atmosphere of the city, but it's my hometown, the city I grew up in, all this time, it's a lie if I say I'm okay or feel good living in the village and away from the old man, I'm not happy at all, everything is lonely, I'm lonely.

I try to get used to the atmosphere and environment there, but I still can't, innately I always want to be alone and avoid many people, not because they are Evil to me no, they were good to me very well, but the problem was with myself, my comfort I did not get when I was next to them, so I prefer to avoid and be alone because it makes me much better than sitting in a crowd but I'm not happy.

I'm tired, my body feels like I'm losing a lot of energy, I'm lazy to talk to other people, I don't want to be disturbed, for now I just want to recover myself.

This morning I was too lazy to get out of my bed, but I had to force myself to go to school, because I was too lazy to waste too much time and not have time to eat breakfast at home, along the way I looked for the usual chicken porridge pedangan every morning and then passed by the school gate, I had waited a few minutes but the merchant did not show up as well, finally I decided to have breakfast in the cafeteria, as I was about to pass through the gate, someone called my name.

"Talita...wait" cried Audy as she waved her hand at me.

I know it must be Audy, I smiled at the silly behavior of Audy who ran while waving her hand.

Audrey approached me with a roaring breath.

"Hah.hah...hah.., Talita are you deaf well, I called you already since then but you just turned around now" said Audy ngosan.

I only responded by smiling and scratching the hair behind my head.

"Have you daydreamed this morning, let's go in" said Audy, pulling my arm.

We walked together into the school area, and separated when we wanted to go to class, because today Audy has a picket schedule so she has to go to class first while I go to the cafeteria for breakfast, as there were other students eating their meals, I immediately ordered a serving of kumplit fried rice and sat at one of the empty tables, while waiting for his order ready I opened my phone and looked at social media to get rid of boredom.

When he was busy playing mobile phones arrived there was a brother Bara who immediately sat right in front of me and put his bag on the table, then he shouted ordering a serving of kumplit fried rice just like me, like me, I was still pensive and wrinkled both my eyebrows felt strange, did not want to think much I let him and back fun playing mobile phone, but again without aba bara brother took my phone and fiddled ngatiknya, but again without aba bara, of course I was shocked and furious.

But Bara just smiled thinly and then gave back the phone to me.

When I saw it, Brother Bara added his contact.

"What does this mean?" ask me to feel confused while showing the screen on the phone.

"That's my number, if you need any help just call me, I'll help you" replied Bara.

"I'm not sure you want to help me after what you did to me on MPLS day back then" I replied insinuating.

Again, Brother Bara just responded to my words with a creepy smile for me, I admit that he was handsome before I also felt that his smile was sweet but since that day my assessment of him has changed by one percent, I also do not want to be in touch with Bara brother or his other friends.

After a short conversation earlier the canteen mother came to deliver our order, and I immediately ate my fried rice, I did not care at all about the existence of Kak Bara, the, after all I was too hungry to argue and cause trouble, so I let her eat together with me at one table, when he finished eating arrived Brother Bara got up from his seat and said words that made me almost choke.

"Eating in the cafeteria today I consider our first date well, byeee" Bara said as she walked over and waved her hand at me.

"Ohokk...ohokk....aishh.

I was upset and did not understand what I really wanted from him, he bullied me and made me embarrassed when MPLS, only a few weeks later I got peace without interference from him, he said, now that he shows up again and behaves as if he likes me, all his behavior makes me very uncomfortable, first I don't like him and I don't hate him I just don't like when he treats me like a man let alone involving his other friends, second I just want him to stay away from me, I don't want to make a lot of people misunderstand me, I know he's admired a lot by the students at that school and is the head of OSIS at school, so I don't want to deal with him, I don't want to be the subject of the students, third I just don't want his friend to bother me and force me to obey the wishes of Brother Bara, I want to, I think that's what Bara's sister is who she is just a stranger passing by without permission in my life, I don't care even if she's the head of OSIS, it doesn't mean she can manage my life at school, I went to the school was also paid by both my parents had nothing to do with Bara's brother and his friend's friend was uncomfortable, so I am free and have the right to decide my own path and desire while attending school there until I graduate.