Shackled Two Flavors

Shackled Two Flavors
Palau



Tired of playing in the amusement park all day I decided to go home soon but at that time because I was still feeling sad, I chose to come home with Audy to her house because if I went back home and just stayed there alone I would just go back down and lonely.


"Audy let's go home I want to stay at my house this time" I said, asking him to leave immediately,


"Ehh, why did it arrive once? Don't you want to play anymore?" Audrey asked in surprise,


"No, I want to rest here too tiring" I replied as I continued walking out of the crowded area.


Until arriving at the residence of Audy I did not go directly into the house and chose to sit on a park bench not far from the front of the house Audy.


I sat down and looked up at the sky with a very deep gaze up there, the weather at that time was very good not cloudy and not too hot everything was comfortable and soothing.


I did not know with my own feelings, I was confused by the two men who were around me but now suddenly left simultaneously leaving me alone, it feels like I've been dependent on the two of them who are always around me, whether it's Alvaro who always bothers me or the existence of Brother Bara who always amazes me when he sees his handsome face.


When they were next to me sometimes I didn't realize how important they were and I ignored them as I pleased especially to Alvaro, but apparently after they left from around me the heart felt lonely and empty it felt like there was something missing inside me that made me lose my spirit.


I could only take a deep breath and throw it away slowly, Audy who saw how pitiful I was this time, she could only shut up and follow what I was doing, she said, we continued to sit in the front garden of Audy's house there was a good place to two after the river I used to go with Audy in the village before.


Time passed until dark began to say hello and I still did not move from my seat until finally Audy who was already irritated and annoyed with me she began to stand up and invite me to go inside immediately that house.


"Asha....Talita don't be pretentious to be sad gril like this, your face is so pitiful, forget they both are none of them deserve you, let's go in it's already night and there's a lot of mosquitoes out here" Audy said as she pulled my arm,


"Audy give me a minute alone, I still want to look up at the beautiful sky" I replied with a smile looking up at the sky,


"TALITA!!, you'll come inside with me or I'll kick you out of here!" Suck Audy and make a threat to me,


"Hmmm..you are truly cruel companions, yes I will enter with you" I replied as I stood up and we entered the house.


I was very hungry at that time and saw the dinner table that was already full of dinner dishes I could not hold back my hunger anymore and immediately went to the dinner table without speaking to Audy first.


"Eh.uh... Talita where are you going?" Audy asked in shock at seeing me who had turned suddenly,


I didn't listen to Audy yelling at all, I immediately sat down at the dining table and started to pick up food there and then immediately enjoyed it ravenously without stopping until Audie came up to me and she sat in front of me with her hand holding her head while shaking his head was slow.


"Hungry is my stomach is not my heart so it has nothing to do with my grief problems and remember Audy after this you have to accompany me to go to a karoke place" I said not to accept rejection,


Audy was so shocked that it made her scream quite loudly and immediately got up from her seat with her eyes completely wide.


"WHAT?, to the karoke place?, Talita have you gone crazy now?, Heyy your age is not even 18 years old how can we go to such a place?, you are crazy well!" Audy yelled at me, scolded me,


"No I'm not crazy Audy and I'm in a very conscious state, I want to let go of my sadness by singing that's all am I wrong in this?" I reply to him,


"Salah, of course, very wrong, we are also free to go there age we will not meet you should karoke in my room only, relax I have a loudspeaker that is no less good than belonging in a karoke place in the usual" said Audy gave me another option.


Because what Audy said is true, because I am 17 years old and obviously will not be able to go to a karoke place like that, for me it doesn't matter where the place is for sure I just want to release all the emotions that I had been pending before so I can get back to the way I was before.


In this situation not only my heart hurts but my body also accepts the impact I don't want to continue to look sad like this in front of so many people, I just wanted to bring back my joy that I previously had, right before the two of them came into my life.


I just nodded in response to the offer from Audy and continued to continue my dinner as well as Audy who also ate her food with me, fortunately, Audy told me that her parents were traveling for business out of the country yesterday so they would not be back in a short time.


So I could freely do anything in that house and could stay as long as I wanted anyway her parents also liked me so much so I'm sure they wouldn't mind my arrival to the place it was with her daughter Audie.


A few minutes after finishing dinner, Audy and I immediately went to Audy's room on the second floor and we immediately turned on the loud speaker and used a mecrofone in Audy's room, the microfone was black and I immediately used it while playing the song I had prepared beforehand.


I sang as loud as I could even I sang in a bad mood in addition to my uncontrollable facial expression, I don't care about my voice, I just want to prove that I am the best and continue to be swept away by the music and songs that I sing myself.


At that time I felt my voice was very melodious and good but in contrast to the opinion of Audy who listened to me from the beginning to sing until it was never finished until late at night.


"Geez Talita don't you want to sleep and rest tomorrow we have to go to school!" Audy's snapping reminds me of time.


I immediately stopped my singing action and put it all in place first then I started preparing for a good, long sleep tonight, it feels like being able to go back to sleep with Audy in the same bed makes me think back to the first moment where I met and got to know a friend like Audy for the first time.


Yes he looks so tomboyish, indifferent, and so bar is different from me who can do nothing and is weak in every aspect, I also often inconvenienced her many times and rarely met her after she moved house, now seeing Audy sleeping beside me I feel like she is all that is left for me and always faithful to be beside me always.


Seeing Audy who had fallen asleep quickly I also tried to do that until finally I could also sleep faster tonight without having to take sleeping pills or having to sleep through the night at any time.