Shackled Two Flavors

Disconnecting

Shortly after the mysterious caller turned off the video call with me I immediately sat down limp and held my chest, I dropped my phone into the bed and I felt so empty, I felt so empty, my heart didn't hurt just that this disappointment was so big, I was trying to love her but she even behaved like that behind my back and worse with her best friend.

"She..she... He doesn't like Vera's sister but them?" I said softly with eyes staring blankly at the window of my room and tears coming down without excuse.

At that moment I felt like I was at the lowest point of my life and I couldn't do anything else, all I had in mind right now was break up, I wanted to immediately cut off my relationship with Brother Bara and I immediately took back my phone and typed in a message with two words.

"WE BROKE UP!!" the contents of the message I sent to Brother Bara then I immediately blocked his contact and I erased all the memories with him.

All the pictures I had with him when he hadn't gone abroad and some of the things he had given me I collected them and I threw them in an iron barrel and I burned them one by one crying without a sound.

"Haaah.what am I to shed my precious tears for such a broken man!" I said as I threw the gift into the barrel that burned all the rubbish.

I am so disappointed and will never forgive him again, he's been so outrageous that I don't like him but I think he's a good guy that I try to hang on with him and when I'm trying to love him and accept what he is, instead, Brother Bara did something disgraceful like this and made a video call to me.

I began to assume that the person who made the video call with me was Brother Nandito because all I knew was that they were always playing and going anywhere the three of them when thinking about it I immediately ran back to my room and checked some of the screen shots I took before.

Although my heart still feels disappointed when I look back at the incident in the photo, but I continue to dare to see it.

When I re-examined the photo and enlarged it I saw the image of Nandito in the mirror and this is it.

"She's really him, they seem to know everything and hide all this from me, the three of them are outrageous, he said, they're just playing me lucky I haven't really liked Bara's brother if until I really fell in love with that jerk guy, maybe I won't be able to move on with my life anymore" I was full of emotion and held my phone firmly.

I called Audy and asked her to meet until Audy decided that she was coming to my apartment, it just so happened that my mom had gone on a business trip with her boss out of town so I just stayed home alone again.

I waited until Audy arrived and told Audy everything straight away without anyone covering up.

"What you're talking about is true, I don't think Bara is that kind of person he's the head of OSIS, the discipline and charisma he might be, you don't accuse him" said Audrey who doesn't trust me.

I know this kind of thing will happen even Audy who my own best friend does not believe my confession because the character of Kak Bara who used to be very far from the present brother Bara, who is, that's why I kept the screen recording I made and showed it directly to Audy as proof that I didn't accuse him and that's a fact.

"Look at this then you will believe my words" I said as I gave her my phone,

"Taa.... This Talita is really him, how could this happen?, I'm sure Brother Vera must be teasing him. Talita you don't feel sad okay there are still many men out there I can also find it for you you don't worry yes, forget about this fucking Bara" said Audy who immediately panicked and worried about my situation.

"CK... After seeing it straight away you just trust me, actually you're my best friend or not?" I said a little annoyed that Audy didn't trust me,

"Ehehe.I'm sorry Talita is exhausted you also know for yourself the personality of Mr. Bara in school with his behavior abroad there is really very different, really very different, he said, not only am I even her own teachers and parents probably wouldn't believe what you're saying if you talk about it with your mouth, right, so it's only natural that I was" said Audy, who apologized,

"Well, I forgive you because what you said is true, all the power of the rich and the likes of the Bara, is really annoying" I muttered, causing Audy to widen her eyes in shock.

He suddenly pulled my arm and made me very surprised because Audy was holding both cheeks and he was holding them quite hard.

"Bright....Talita can you repeat again what you said just now, you call Kak Bara as SI BARA?, it is the fastest record of a couple lovers hate each other after a fight, great promo....prok..prok" said Audy while clapping her hands several times.

"Aaahhh ..already Audy I don't want to talk about jerks like her anymore, though, and you should also know that I destroyed all his gifts and even disconnected him and blocked his contact until all access on social media, hebatkan me haha" my words ended with a cynical smile made by myself.

"Admud....Talita your cynical face fits perfectly as a stepmother, you're more suited to being a bad woman than a hurt woman" Audy said, making me even more upset.

"Haahh, you are the smartest to ruin and improve my mood, I have also really ended with it, too, I will not think of such a madman anymore and will only focus on my exams and enrollment to the Gunadarma university that I dream of so much" I said with a smile imagining the atmosphere at the university.

Even I also have a shadow to be able to get a soul mate there so that we are the same education in the same place then that way there will be no other woman who will tempt my man, just like the current incident where my own lover is having an affair with his best friend and I feel dumped.

"Haha... Yes Talita I know you don't really love him, I know Alvaro you really love, don't you?" Said Audy while smilingly probing towards me.

When Audrey looked at me like that, I became nervous especially when she brought Alvaro in the chat, I immediately became nervous and it was difficult to tell the truth.

"What the hell are you, where I like Alvaro, I don't like him or the Bara, either, I'll love myself from now on and I'll fight for my final exam tomorrow, it's there you go home I'll study" I said I kicked Audy out because I didn't want him asking about Alvaro any more.

I pushed Audy and forced her out of my house by force.

"E..e...eh?, Talita let go I still want to stay with you can't you let me stay here longer?" Audy said, weld,

"No way, there you go home you also have to learn so that you can both enter Gunadarma university, so that we will be together again, understand!" I said to Audy and then shut the door.

"Aishh.you're a base" said Audy a little annoyed and left my apartment.

I immediately closed the door and leaned behind it by holding onto my chest that had panicked because Audy was talking about Alvaro's problem, the problem is that she doesn't know if I and Alvaro are fighting and still haven't made up, even now Alvaro is so indifferent and always ignores all my efforts to get close to him.

I'm also trying to forget Alvaro even though it'll be harder than forgetting the fucking Bara, but I'll keep trying and keep trying.

"Haaahh.iya Talita you can you can definitely forget he's that annoying guy, the point is there is nothing good between them because both of them are the same as leaving me hurt" I said speaking encouraging myself.

As always when I am sad and hurt I always turn my mind to the lessons and study very hard than normal people usually do, I immediately spent all my time reading my textbook and remembered all the important points in it even I forgot to miss dinner because I was too focused on learning.

When checking the clock apparently it was midnight and I immediately rushed to the kitchen to eat fortunately at the dining table there was already food left by the mother before she left.

"I'm lucky you've cooked for you, so I don't have to cook anymore" I said as I immediately enjoyed my mother's cooking.

It's been so long since my mom and dad separated that I haven't enjoyed my mom's cooking for a long time, even now it's hard to enjoy my mom's cooking anymore because she's too busy with her work.

I miss the figure of a mother who spends her time at home and only takes care of me completely, although I know now that I am an adult and have my own activities and activities every day but I still miss the moment of my childhood because my High School period felt so short and more left an impression the wound in my heart.

First I was separated from my uncle and aunt, then Audy also left me for moving house so I had no close friends at school or in the village, then Alvaro also changed and Bara's brother went abroad suddenly and now even found out that he was having an affair and doing disgraceful deeds with his own friend, I was really hit with everything.

"I'm lucky that I still have myself with a strong mentality despite the many events that have hit me during these three years" I said, continuing to eat alone in the middle of a quiet night.