Shackled Two Flavors

Seeking Hints

Until when he reached the hospital and told the doctor to immediately check on Talita he also found out that Talita had temporary memory loss, and his memory could only recover if he himself wanted to regain that lost memory.

"Doctor can he recall his past or memories he's been through even a little?" Alvaro asked so curious and anxious, he said,

"It can of course still be a possibility but it is distraught from the desire within itself, and I think he's also starting to experience some changes in his memory maybe he's trying to remember something but his condition is not fully stable to remember all that completely so he instead felt a pain in his head until falling unconscious, you should not have to force it too much this will be bad for his own health" said the doctor explained.

Alvaro immediately jerked backwards limply and Argon immediately held Alvaro's body, he was shocked and did not expect that Talita experienced the worst thing like this just because of him three years ago.

Haiden Alvaro began to regret the idea he had made in advance to make such a crazy plan before.

He sat in the corner of the nursery and bowed lethargicly, regretting all the deeds he had done in the past yet he himself could not change any of it either, everything has happened and time has also passed through everything, the departure of the brother gives him a greater sense of regret especially the appearance of Talita now like a light in the middle of darkness.

She felt very happy but she also felt very embarrassed to face Talita at this time until when I realized she began to approach me and ask me about my situation with her face that looked very worried about me.

"Aaa..aww..Where am I?" I asked when I started to wake up,

"You're in the hospital, I'm taking you, how are you doing now is anyone sick?" Haiden asked him with a face that felt anxious,

"Ahh ..no papa I'm fine, thank you for taking me to the hospital, but I have to go back to the charity, my fiance is there he must be worried about me" I said to him as I got out of the hospital bed.

Hearing the name of the fiancee from Talita Haiden's speech was immediately flabbergasted he did not expect it turns out that Talita also has a fiancee in her life, she also began to ask Talita.

"What...your master? Who are you engaged to, Talita?" Haiden asked in shock the first time he heard it,

"Ehh.... I was engaged to her three years ago why didn't you know, I thought you were my fiance's best friend because you knew my name" I replied with a puzzled and confused feeling.

I really can't remember anything back then but when he said what his name was I felt it was so familiar to me and I also felt that his face was not foreign but I couldn't remember it with obviously, his voice also felt strange to me as if I had known him for a very long time yet I had just seen him back then.

I was pensive to keep thinking about it until he drove me back to the charity event and my guess was right when I returned the charity event was almost finished and Fasya looked very frantically looking around my existence until when I just entered the building Fasya immediately ran towards me and he hugged me very tightly.

"Darling... Where have you been I've been so worried about you? Why are you so long ago, did something happen to you?" Ask Fasya to me,

Since I didn't want to make him worry about me anymore and I was afraid that he would become a little exaggerated I was forced to lie to him and hide a bit of his real information from him.

"Ahh ..no I'm not papa, I'm fine, just a little lost because this building is too big" I replied to him.

Fasya's face immediately looks relieved and he looks exhaled very relieved I also smiled back at him and I felt a little bad actually because it had lied to him and without the knowledge of Fasya back there there was actually a man named Haiden and Argo who drove me to that place back earlier.

I also feel a little anxious because I don't want them to meet each other, I don't know why I was so afraid they met when I thought I shouldn't have to be afraid like that because he didn't do anything bad to me and he helped me to get home I got sick and returned to this building.

I haven't been able to thank him yet, and when Fasya had invited me back inside and saw the charity auction process I could not feel calm and just continued to look for the whereabouts of the man to and fro.

Somehow I felt like seeing her again I wanted to thank her and wanted to look her in the face even longer to see if I really knew her or not, mom and Fasya always forbid me to remember my memories in the past because they said it was all not important but I actually always wanted to remember all that but because they always held back and forbid me so I always put that aside.

And every time I want to remember something in my head I always feel the pain and my head feels throbbing so fast and so strong that I can't bear the pain, maybe that's what made mom and Fasya forbid me to remember my previous memories.

I understand maybe they don't want me to get hurt and feel that tremendous pain but I myself can't just stay still and surrender like this, the arrival of the man made me very curious and somehow my feeling was like it kept pushing me to find out about the man even more deeply and I was very curious about it.

"Why can't I stop thinking about it? Who the guy really is, his name feels so familiar in my head but I don't know who he is" I muttered constantly thinking.

I wasn't even focused when Fasya kept talking to me, either, not a single word from him came into my sleep I was just daydreaming about the man until Fasya started touching my hand and he woke me up.

"Talita....Talita are you okay, why do you keep pensive throughout the event, everything is finished let's go home" said Fasya to me who apparently the event is finished.

"A..ahh.iya come on, I'm sorry I was a little daydreaming" I replied to him.

He took my hand and took me out of there when we passed the door we accidentally passed the man again but it seemed that Fasya was not aware of it while I knew clearly that the man who but passed me was the man, a man named Haiden Alvaro.

That name is so familiar in my head I was very curious about him even when I passed him I just kept looking and looking back to make sure but Fasya who pulled my hand made me not being able to keep staring back for too long so that I could only keep all of that inside my own heart.

"Who are those two really? Why can't I stop thinking about them?" My mumbling kept thinking about it.

Until I got into the car I began to dare to ask Fasya because he is the only one I trust at this time and only to him I dare to speak everything because if to mother, if to mother, he would always scold me if I talked about the past.

"Eumm ...Fashions... Actually, from now on something was bothering my mind, I wanted to ask you but I was afraid you didn't want to talk about it" I told him,

"Talita I've said, just tell me everything you want to know about me, and you don't have to be afraid or fret like that, I'm your fiancee and soon we'll get married, I'll be a good husband to you so tell me what it is I'll listen to him" he replied as he gently stroked the tip of my head,

Since Haiden had spoken like that I began to dare to say it to him.

And I started to take a deep breath and then came back out slowly and I was a little nervous to start asking him.

He seemed silent when I said all that and I knew he might be upset right now because I was talking about something he had always forbidden me to talk about.

"Fasya I'm sorry, I know you may be upset and dislike me if I discuss it, but I don't myself deserve to remember my past memories, if you were in my position would you be willing if you had to forget me, wouldn't you love me so much? Then if I forget you or you forget me whether it feels like it'll be okay for you, I just want to remember those who knew me before I want to know who I am and how I was in the past" I told Fasya.

Until he began to answer me now with a softer word than usual when we talked about it.

"I understand your feelings Talita but the problem is your past is not good for you to remember, I'm just afraid you'll feel pain again, if you can forget all that and live happily with me why do you have to remember those bad times?" Reply to me, he,

"But Fasya what my past was so bad that you and it just kept preventing me from dealing remembering it, she said, but I always want to remember Fasya I don't want to forget anything in my life even if it's the most painful thing for me in this world" I replied with complete confidence to him.

Fasya was immediately speechless as he listened to the last words and I also immediately fell silent, I was really upset and did not think he still still forbid me not to think about my past, I was really upset, even though she and my mother kept forbidding me and preventing me from thinking about it, I just wanted to know everything more and no one could stop my own thinking.

Even I'll keep getting to know everything without or with the help of him that guy, I feel like all this is a mistake I never felt my heart beating fast when beside Fasya but when near the man I felt like I almost wanted to cry when I myself did not know who he actually.

The appearance of the man became a new spirit for me and made me even more Ining to remember my lost past in my own mind.

Arriving at home I immediately ran in and ignored Fasya because he was still very upset with her, because he did not support me at all and did not want to help me to tell the truth, even though I knew the real key was him, only my mother and him were left beside me now I didn't even know who my father was, wasn't it so annoying.

I went to bed and ignored my mother as well.

"Talita you just came home where Fasya is?" Mom asked me and I just ignored her,

"Talita what's wrong with you? Why are you ignoring me like that?" Ask my mother while walking towards me.

Mom held my hand straight away but I quickly let go slowly.

"Talita wait what's wrong with you? Let's tell mom, did you have a fight with Fasya?" Ask my mom again,

"Let go mom, I'm tired I just want to rest early if mom wants to find Fasya she's downstairs or maybe she's home" just reply me and go straight into the room and then immediately close the door of my room and lock it.

I don't want to be disturbed right now, and I just want to be alone like this, I felt very annoyed at Fasya because at first I thought that this time he would not respond to me like that but in fact he was the same as before, he never changed and still did not allow me to try to figure out my lost memories.

While on the other hand Fasya also followed Talita he ran up and who he met was even Talita's mother.

"Talita....Talita wait I can explain, I mean not so" cried Fasya running up the stairs,

"Fashiah? Auntie thought you were back, what's going on between you two?" Talita's mother asked Fasya.

He went inside and sat facing Talita's mother.

"Fasya let's tell you what really happened, why she came home with such a sour face, even she ignored me" Talita's mother asked her curiously,

"Tante Talita seemed to want to know his lost memory again, he kept pensive and thought about it, he asked me everything but I again forbade him to try to remember it again, he said, even I told him that the memory was too painful for him to remember, but he still could not be prevented, I was just worried about his circumstances, he said, I'm just afraid he'll get back to feeling hurt or his soul shaken if he finds out the person who caused him the coma is the man he loves" Fasya said.

Without Fasya knowing the truth at that time I was there and listening to her talk with my mother, I quietly listened to everything they were talking about and I finally learned the truth that I wasn't in a car accident, but a great tragedy caused me to fall into the river and drift until Fasya saved me.

"Ja..so...I wasn't in a car accident? Once they lie to me like this" I said softly and I immediately went back into the room before they knew where I was.

I was really hurt when Fasya said that I was in a coma because of the people I love, and I wonder back now who was the person I loved first and why I could be Fasya's fiancee.

"I never liked Fasya, but even now that I don't like him I'm just comfortable with him and close to him because they themselves say that Fasya is my fiancee and we're a harmonious couple, but just now what Fasya said was clear enough to me that there was another man that I actually liked not himself, but who was that man?" I kept thinking.

I tried to find out more visitors and information in my room, I tried to find any clues from there because I felt very confident with myself, if I liked someone I would have kept something about him that might have made me remember him.

I kept searching and searching my own room because three years ago I never searched my room again because I thought there would be nothing there but when I tried to find something above in my closet suddenly from above just fell a photo box hit my head and the photo scattering down.

"Brongh...aduhh......" My voice is holding a headache, though,

When I looked down there were a lot of photos scattered around there and I immediately crouched down to see it.

"This...that man..yes I believe this is the man I met a moment ago in the charity auction building, how could I keep his picture in my room? Or maybe I did know him, in the past?" My movements started to feel strange and kept thinking about it.

I immediately cleaned up all the small polaroid photos and put them back in a photo box, then I sat by the bed and checked them again one by one.

I saw a picture of me with a woman whose face looked foreign to me but I felt like I had known her for a long time, there was also a picture of me with the man, and there are so many pictures of me with a woman who seems to fit me.

"Who's this woman, why does it look so familiar to me and her?" I kept thinking while holding the photo.