Shackled Two Flavors

Eat Mother Sister Bara

I don't know what I said at the time to Brother Bara was a right or wrong decision I never knew about all that, and the only thing I know I really can't really let go of Brother Bara, however what he tells me holds a truth he's been good to me all along.

And Brother Bara has just lost his mother figure I have not even had time to visit his house because it is too busy looking for the existence of Alvaro who until now still have not found a bright spot.

I was worried about Alvaro, my mind and heart are fixed on the figure of him who is quite imprinted in my memory but I do not want to hurt the feelings of Brother Bara I do not want him to be more broken at the same time so I undo my intention to decide relationship with him that time.

He also invited me to go to his mother's meal, and I couldn't refuse that.

"Talita can you accompany me to visit my mother's grave, I also want to introduce me to her, back when he was around he wanted to see you because I used to tell him about you long before we were partners, but unfortunately I failed to grant that last wish" reveal Brother Bara with a face that holds back the veil.

How could I just ignore her in this heavy state, I really could not see her being so weak before me directly like this that I immediately nodded and agreed to her invitation.

"Sister, let's go there before dark, your mother must be happy to be visited by her favorite son" I replied while holding Bara's arm.

I did it not to give false hope to Brother Bara but I was sincere with him I felt sorry for him and I admired him.

We also went to the cemetery not far from there until arriving in front of eating his late mother Kak Bara which at that time the land still looks wet and red flowers on it are still new looks show the meal was a new tomb.

Brother Bara and I crouched down beside the tomb and Brother Bara put a white rose which he said earlier that it was the favorite flower of his late mother.

Seeing that Brother Bara who holds his mother's headstone tightly reminds me of the figure of my own mother, she is still in the world but I actually hate her, leaving him and just walking away from him I even chose to work and make money for myself, to pay for my own life even though it was sometimes very difficult for me.

I also always refused my father I didn't want to be in touch with my two parents anymore just because they had lied to me and hurt me once and I couldn't accept it, again and again seeing how Brother Bara spoke to himself in front of his mother's meal made me also moved and carried away by the atmosphere.

Even I had dreams about my parents if they had never left me one day.

"Sister Bara must have been very close to her mother and I'm sure her mother was such a good person that she loved her so much like this, then what about me and my mother would I also be as sad as Brother Bara if mother left me for ever?, Stupidly I never thought of it" I murmured in my heart while looking at Brother Bara.

He began to introduce me in front of his mother's grave to complete the wishes of the mother that he had not had time to carry out when his mother was still in the world.

"Mother introduce this Talita I managed to get her to be my partner and I now bring her to you, unfortunately you guys can't meet in person with each other, I'm sorry mom because I'm late" said Brother Bara with his very sad face.

I could not bear to see that Brother Bara who usually looks cool and so friendly is now so pale and has no energy, I also tried to comfort him just to keep him have the spirit to live his life again.

"Hallo Aunty I'm Talita, nice to meet you, in view of the photos on display you are very beautiful and charismatic like my current boyfriend, I will take care of him just as you look after him too, I will take care of him, don't worry about him I'll hit him if he's naughty" I said with a smile staring at the sight of Brother Bara who immediately blushed embarrassed and smiled at me.

Getting that touch suddenly I remembered again with Alvaro and my reflexes became tense and away from Brother Bara so that it might make Brother Bara a little offended and he looked at me with an anxiety-filled highlight.

"What's wrong with you?, aren't you glad I stroked your head like that?" Ask Brother Bara to me,

"Ohh, no, my brother I'm just not used to that and that was my natural reflex, sorry brother" I said.

Good thing Bara understood my actions and he smiled back like before without suspecting me, then we returned to the car because it was almost dark, it was almost dark, at first Brother Bara invited me to go to dinner together first before he drove me home but I refused because I could no longer focus.

Ever since the incident where Brother Bara touched my man I immediately felt bad and kept thinking about Alvaro, I also do not know why I thought of him up to this point and I think I just need a quick rest at this time so I refuse the invitation from Brother Bara subtly.

Brother Bara always understood me and he never forced or rejected my decision he is the perfect girlfriend for me at the moment and I just feel uncomfortable with him.

When he arrived in front of the house, Bara immediately went and did not get off his car first because he seemed a little rushed after previously seeing his cellphone, his, I think he got a very important message and I also cursed at him without putting the slightest bit of suspicion on him.

I went inside the house but when I was just holding the doorknob of my house somehow I felt like someone was watching me in the back so I turned around and checked around but surprisingly there was nothing I could find even an animal was not there.

Everything was dark, silent and quite scary because of my feelings that continued to feel like I was being observed by someone from a distance, for fear I immediately entered the house and locked the door firmly and closed all the windows tightly and did not forget to immediately enter the room and then re-lock the door of my room.

"Hah.hah..what kind of feeling is this, I'm sure I've never felt this strange feeling before" I said as I stood near my bed.

I hurriedly climbed onto the bed and covered my body with a blanket, I fell asleep to relieve the fear in me until the morning began to say hello and it was the first day I entered the High School as a 12th grader there.

I've ironed my school uniform and ready to go to school on foot as usual, now I don't feel tired anymore because I'm used to walking from home to school and vice versa but sometimes if it's even walking or a short time I often order a motorcycle taxi or ride on Audy they are now allowed to take motorcycles to school.

That morning I went to the roadside stall first to buy bread as my breakfast this morning and after buying bread and walking to school again I felt someone was following me from back, several times I turned my head and continued my steps still I felt the same.

Even the faster I walk, the more people who follow me get closer to me.

I began to panic and cold sweat came out of my forehead little by little I decided to look back suddenly to ascertain who the real person was following me from now on.

But when I looked back I still could not find the man just behind the wall not far away where I was standing, I saw a shadow that I believed was the shadow of a man wearing a sweater on his head, I was immediately startled and tried not to make a sound then ran with full aba aba as much as I could to the school without stopping in the slightest.