
I left when I also threw Audy's hand that had held my hand, I didn't even turn my head one last time even though she called me and asked me to stop, I'm already quite disappointed now with Audy and I can't continue dealing with her in this chaotic state.
So I think staying away will be better before things get messy and I don't want to make Audy even more hurt because my words when angry are a little harsh and will hurt her.
"Talita..... Talita wait you can't go, Talita" Audy yelled at me and I just ignored her.
"I'm sorry, Audy, I can't if I have to keep caving in with people like her" I said quietly as I continued to strengthen myself and walked away from the place.
I went out of college and accidentally met again with Veri's sister I was angry and upset it was reluctant to find out about anything else, and I've been tired of all the problems that have plagued my life lately, I don't feel like I'm getting the happiness of things for a moment.
I kept walking past Veri even though I turned to her for a moment because she saw me first and called my name to make me look at her.
"Tallita...." Veri called me.
I can't meet anyone if I'm like this and I can't stand the sadness in me anymore, tears that almost fell I could not hold it and I immediately turned my eyes and walked away from many people, unfortunately when I was about to run Veri managed to hold my hand.
"What are you waiting for?" He asked, holding my hand,
I looked at her heartily without saying a word but she who seemed to understand my situation suddenly pulled me into her arms and I really could not hold back my hard-earned emotions and tears I stopped and I held it from then on.
I sobbed and continued to cry louder and louder in the arms of a Veri who had met only a few times with me.
"Cry Talita, pour your sorrow on me don't hold it in, it will only make you more sick" said Veri as she stroked my head gently.
I cried so much because of what he said and how he treated me actually made me even more sad and moved so that I could not treat myself anymore, I continued to weep as much as I could and poured all my sorrow on him until his clothes were wet from my tears.
"Hiks.hiks..sorry brother, forgive me. Since I got your clothes wet like this I'm sorry" I apologized and took my hug off her.
I've been feeling a lot better after crying in his arms for a while, but now only shame remains in me because my tears have made half the clothes worn by Veri's sister alkaline.
Now I don't even dare to show my face in front of him because I'm still too embarrassed to see it, but Veri's foot was touching both of my shoulders and she spoke very softly to me to ask me to lift my head even she gently wiped the remaining tears on my cheek, to make me flabbergasted for getting this kind of treatment from him.
"Talita come on why are you crying, stop crying you're so ugly when you're sad" she said, throwing a smile at me.
I tried to smile and I was able to smile back thanks to what he said just now.
"What the hell are you embarrassing me" I replied, blushing in embarrassment.
Without me realizing he had comforted me even though we had only known him not long ago and had only met a few times, but somehow I felt like she was similar to someone whose presence I always missed and I expected but she kept hiding from me and never showed up again.
Veri's sister asked me to go for a walk so I could forget for a moment the problem in me because at that time I refused to talk to what was happening to me, we walked together and kept laughing occasionally because Veri's sister told me how she got to the college and the story really made me laugh all the way until I didn't realize that it was us I got to the bus stop where my direction was going.
"Ahahaha..kak thanks for comforting me but I don't think we're going for a walk without you taking me to the bus stop, I'll wait for the bus here thanks for comforting me sister" I said smiling at him,
"It doesn't matter, and I hope you'll be paired with my fucking sister I'll soon meet you with her I'm sure you'll like her too" she said, shuffling over my hair a little,
"Aishh.you're nothing, I told you I like someone and he's the best for me you can't match me with anyone including your troublesome sister" my reply befell him, my reply,
He just laughed back at me until not long after the bus headed for my direction arrived and I immediately went inside and say goodbye to him in a hurry because there were many other passengers who also wanted to enter into that bus.
"Well, my bus has arrived, see you later brother dadahhh" I shouted as I waved to him and immediately got into the bus sitting comfortably there.
Veri's sister also returned a wave of my hand but when the bus started to go just a few moments from the bus stop where I was riding I accidentally saw the figure of Alvaro on the side of the road, but when I checked it again, there was no one, no Alvaro or anyone else on the side of the road.
"I'm sure that Alvaro I saw his face clearly, sir please stop I'm not going up sir..." I said while pressing the bell on the bus.
Even the bus driver scolded me because I stopped at will when it was still a while when the bus drove from the stop, I also apologized to the bus driver because I had to stop and get off to make sure it was right.
I got off the bus in a hurry and ran to where I had seen Alvaro standing on the side of the road, when I got to the gasping breath I was but got nothing and there was no one there, even Veri's sister was also seen to have gone from the bus stop because the distance I stopped with the stop where I waited before was not far and could be seen clearly from there.
"Well.hah....Alvaro where you are, Alvaro I'm sure it was you, come out Alvaro I want to talk to you" I shouted like crazy.
I didn't care even when some people were watching me and saying I was like crazy for yelling in such a crowded place.
"Alvaro I beg you please appear..hiks... Alvaro" I said as it fell to the ground in a doldrums.
I just stopped crying but now I have to cry again because Alvaro, I was so sure that I saw Alvaro and I was convinced by my vision that it was not my imagination.
"Alvaro I'm gonna stay here waiting for you because I'm sure you're still here, you're watching me secretly right Alvaro?, you're a loser if you don't dare to show yourself in front of me" I said as I rubbed the rest of my tears on my cheeks.