Shackled Two Flavors

Kerjai

I felt puzzled and could only throw a smile while looking down and apologize to them with a feeling of embarrassment and awkwardness erratically.

"A.ahh.ma.ma.sorry me, forgive me" I said immediately apologized until they refocused forward and did not look at me again.

Until everyone was back to normal I immediately stared sharply with a frown first to the damn Fasya because it had made me almost embarrassed before many people.

"Hey, what do you want to do why are you surprising me like that?" My voice has lowered my voice,

He didn't answer me and suddenly just patted me on the shoulder and pushed me forward until I turned around and he just touched my back, of course I was very angry and upset that he touched my body without asking permission and it was in a public place where there were a lot of people there.

"Eh, heh what are you doing aishh let me go why are you touching that!" I'm soft, slow,

"Be quiet you forgot to put your zipper up, do you think it's something beautiful that you should show off like this?" His words offended me greatly.

I was surprised to not know that my clothes had not been able to zip before because I ran here in such a hurry that I did not have time to check my clothes again but I was also upset and angry because he did not speak the truth quickly if he already knows my clothes are open on the back.

"Well, what..... So what are people staring at me strangely because of my backside zipping?, Aishhh this is embarrassing" I grumbled as I lowered my head.

I could still feel and hear when Fasya helped me raise the zipper and then he patted my shoulder before he went ahead.

"Your back is quite pretty and smooth maybe the kids behind you enjoyed it quite a while ago" she whispered beside my ear.

I immediately raised my head and immediately looked back my feelings were already very shocked and scared but fortunately when I looked back it turned out that there was no one there and there was only an empty wall.

"Thank God he just tricked me, if it got behind me there really were other children let alone a man, I would have lost my pride" I grumbled a little relieved.

Although relieved that no one really realized it but I was still very upset and did not accept because he had embarrassed me also touching my back as he pleased plus he also deceived me, and if he's been harming me three times today, I really feel stupid for always being stuck with a shitty guy like him.

I looked at him who had walked towards the pulpit in front with hatred and grumbled to his own satisfaction, but the look in my eyes unintentionally saw the figure of Alvaro in the front ranks not far from where I was standing. Although I only saw him from behind but I was very sure that it was Alvaro because I knew clearly how his back was.

"Ehh, it's like Alvaro, is that really him?, if it's true.....then" I said stifled because the seniors called my name.

"Talita Dwi Putri...." Shouted one of the senior brothers calling out to me.

I was confused and clinging was unclear as I did not know why he called me but the other freshmen stared at me and told me to immediately go ahead so that I could only follow what was said by them.

"AA..what, I gotta go ahead?" I asked with a surprised face,

I pointed at myself in a daze while continuing to walk forward by furrowing both my eyebrows together so much to feel confused with what happened back then, and when I was already standing in front apparently there were some other freshmen who were also standing in front so that at first I did not feel too anxious.

Until the fucking Fasya suddenly gave an announcement.

"Look at all these friends are new students who are not very good to be exemplified, first they are misfortune, careless and also not smart, he said, especially the girl with messy clothes and shoes that have not been worn properly" said Fasya like deliberately cornered me.

All the gazes of the people there were on me and they immediately laughed at me because of everything Fasya had talked about before.

"Ahahaha..he is very funny well, like not the intention of college" said one student, who,

"Yes why he got into our faculty with such a chaotic appearance, putting in" the other students replied, saying,

"It's very embarrassing" added another.

I was really embarrassed and very upset but there was nothing I could do other than to duck in embarrassment and clench both my arms tightly from being so upset, she said, I'm not against it because I know it's on stage and a lot of people are watching us all up here so I'm painstakingly holding back the frustration and emotion inside me so I don't make them hate me even more when I go against Fasya b*Strad's words.

I thought that when I just kept quiet and accepted everything in silence, maybe he would stop by himself and not embarrass me in public anymore, but in fact, when I was silent, he became more and more and more of a joke until they all kept laughing at me many times, until the session was over and I was back invited to get off the stage back to where I was standing in the line.

As long as I got down and walked to where I started, many other students thought I was low, they started looking at me one eye and from then on I felt like they started bullying me in a different way, even though they did not physically abuse me, the way they talked about me behind or in front of me was enough to show that they did not like me.

"CK...all this is because of Fasya fucking, can't he see me calm for a moment!" My gertutuku is very upset.

The resentment in me kept piling up as time went on and the many painful things he gave me while I was at school, and I had to be in constant contact with him stupidly, and that sucks for me.

Throughout the welcoming event I could not smile at all when they all did some games together, ranging from singing along to dancing and starting to do other games, he said, while the other freshman seemed to be having fun with joy, I was suffering alone, and over time I was really getting more upset and could not accept the injustice he gave me, throughout the game he always made me the target was always me who was punished in every game he made.

"What a pity that girl, she was always punished to see that there was a lot of paper on her face" whispered a student beside me,

"Hey, are you okay I can replace you for some punishment" said one student next to me,

"Oh, it doesn't matter that I'm fine" I replied with a smile holding back the resentment that had already piled up into a hard stone in my heart.

I stared intently back at Fasya who was laughing at me along with his other senior colleagues, I hated his laughter so much, his face and eyes were cold and cool, but he could laugh when I was suffering.