Shackled Two Flavors

I'll try to love her

I continued to run as fast as I could until my body felt very sick and I stopped right when I was past the school gate, I also went back to looking back to make sure that the guy didn't follow me all the way to school, I feel like my safety is under threat, especially if the mysterious person follows me to school and knows where I am at school now.

With a feeling of panic and fear I just ran back to the classroom, and again when I was walking in the school corridor I again felt like someone was following me and I reflexively turned around quickly intending to sniff the person who was stalking me but it turned out the person behind me is Brother Bara.

"Aaaahh....Who are you" I said shouting out loud enough,

"Ehh..kak Bara since when did you get behind me?" I asked in wonder and wonder.

"What's wrong, I just saw you go to school so I followed you and I haven't had time to greet you you found me first" Bara said.

I could immediately breathe a sigh of relief when I saw the person I knew at least because I saw Brother Bara I could be much calmer now and not be too afraid anymore, but I was surprised to start appearing.

"So why did you go to school, instead of what else you graduated here, your class will also be my class, right?" I asked him, though,

"I'm just here to pick up some files on my old principal and homeroom teacher because there's an important use for applying to university" reply Brother Bara with a face that suddenly turned sad.

I furrowed my eyebrows together because I was surprised by the change in look on Bara's face when I told her about the file she wanted to take, and because I was curious I started asking her again.

"What's wrong with you? Why do you look sad, is there a problem?" I asked him again with a little anxiety.

Brother Bara did not answer me he just smiled and said goodbye to leave me just like that, his attitude that morning really made me confused myself but I also did not want to think too much longer, too, so I decided to head to my new class and pick a bench there, when I sat down and got the back seat I felt much calmer even though there was no one I could talk to at the time.

I just sat quietly alone on the back bench listening to music and eating snacks that I always take with me everywhere.

It felt like the first day of entering the new class was so empty because there was no Audy who was always beside me nor was there Alvaro with me so my life felt even more boring, although every time I go home from school, Audy must have been waiting for me at the gate to take me home, still at school was boring in her absence, kak Bara has also graduated and he will lead a new life at university.

I felt like I also wanted to graduate quickly in order to be able to leave this school as well, I felt that the people I knew and were close to me were slowly leaving me one by one, whether it was because of my mistake or indeed a destiny that had always been not on my side.

Moments later the lesson began and I could not focus on learning at all because I had not received any information about Alvaro who did not come to school on the first day until when the lesson was over and the teacher came out of the classroom and I immediately ran to him to ask him where Alvaro was.

I think maybe the teacher will know more.

"Mom...Ma'am.wait" I cried as I ran after my teacher,

"Yes, what's up Talita?" Ask the teacher gently,

"Look Mom, do you know where Alvaro is today and why he's not here?" I asked expectantly,

"The mother knows Alvaro's permission not to enter for one week but the reason why he can't enter the mother also doesn't know for sure, then the mother leaves yes continue your study" my teacher told me.

I kept pensively silent when I got the truth that Alvaro had permission on the school not to go in for a week, and he didn't even tell me about this, I feel like he doesn't think of me as his friend even I'm starting to feel like he and I aren't who I am right now.

Actually at that time I wanted to ask where the teacher's mother got the permission from because I couldn't even contact Alvaro at all and couldn't trace where he was at the moment.

But I stopped wanting to ask my teacher again because I was already sad and went straight back into the classroom feeling lethargic, throughout the lesson I was silent with a cold and uninspired look until the hour came home and I went on foot very uninspired in the slightest.

Until arriving at the school gate, it turns out there are already Bara and Audy there, I could only let out a lethargic breath when I saw the two of them because I knew for sure they would invite me home together.

"Talita let's go home with me" Audy asked with a big smile at me,

"Because I've been waiting for you since, I want to take you home and there are things I have to talk to you about as well" Bara told me.

Because Brother Bara said he wanted to talk to me about something, I finally decided to go with Brother Bara and as usual Audy was immediately annoyed with me then he just stared cynically and left there as soon as possible.

I can't stop Audy and I'll try to persuade her later when my business with Brother Bara is done.

"We don't want to go after your best friend?" Ask Brother Bara to me,

"How can I catch up with him he's already a great motorcycle racer now that I can't ride him, is it that you're sure I can catch him?" My reply gave an excuse that made Brother Bara smile small,

"Yes let's go in" said Brother Bara by opening the car door for me.

I immediately went in and sat quietly inside Brother Bara also started driving his car to a place I did not know where to go, until a while passed it turned out that he took me to the cafe where I worked before, yes I have stopped working at the cafe because of several things and one of them does not have the spirit anymore.

We both went inside and started ordering drinks there, it just so happened that the person who delivered drinks on our table was Kevin's own brother, I really did not expect to see Kevin again.

"Ehh....Talita, Bara is happy to meet you how are you and the holidays?" Greet Kevin kindly,

"Everything is going well, brother, and I'm sorry for not being able to work with you again I didn't even get to see you before, sorry brother" I replied as well as apologizing to him while I had the chance,

"It's okay Talita do not hesitate so anyway you can still come here as a customer" said brother Kevin remained good as before.

I just smiled to respond to him as well as Brother Bara then he invited us to enjoy his drink and he returned to his work.

I also started asking Brother Bara what he wanted to talk to me about because when I saw the look on his face when I asked him to go with him he looked so serious and a little curious.

"Sister, what do you want to tell me exactly?" I said starting to ask, though,

"Look Talita, my father asked me to study abroad and go to an international university and I can't take care of you anymore, I'm sorry Talita I love you so much but I can't argue with my own father I didn't break up with you either and can you stay with me even if we're blocked by distance?" Brother Bara said and asked me.

I smiled wryly and could barely hold back the tears of sorrow in my eyes, I had already lost Alvaro and had to be away from my own sister Bara, my girlfriend, how should I be calm when everyone leaves me suddenly like this.

I fell silent for a moment and tried to hold all my own emotions and I began to answer the words of Brother Bara with a spacious heart.

"So I can accept all your decisions but there's one thing I'm afraid of if you're away from me" I told her in seriousness,

"Say Talita" she replied,

"I'm afraid you'll find another woman who's much better than me and I'm afraid you'll just forget me, I'm afraid you're beating me up, I'm afraid of losing one more person I love I don't want that.hiks..hiks..." I said with a cry that finally broke as well.

Brother Bara immediately hugged me tightly he stroked my back gently and provided comfort and warmth to reassure me of him.

"You fool, don't ever think that to me you're the only one you're perfect in my eyes, you're the one I want to have the most, so stop thinking like that you won't lose me, you will stay with me I promise you" said Brother Bara while linking his little finger to my finger.

At least after she made her promise to me I could trust her a little and could be calmer when it comes to letting her go away from me, before I thought I wouldn't break up with Brother Bara but if there was Alvaro next to me in fact Alvaro now doesn't exist and I need Brother Bara. I don't want to lose her either, and I will try to love her even if her true love is for someone else.