
From a distance I saw at table number three there were brother Nandito, brother Bara and brother Vera I was really nervous to deliver their orders there, because I also have not decided to accept or not a holiday offer with them, although I am very nervous I still ventured to approach them.
"Sister.this is the order" I said as I put food on the table,
"Ehh...wait, Talita why did you deliver the order, it turns out you actually work here well hahaha..pity really you" said Brother Vera with his cynical face,
"Yes my brother does work here, please enjoy the food" I said and immediately left from there.
I know that I will get this kind of thing from the beginning can be seen that Vera's brother does not like me, he said, I stood at the kitchen door and watched Brother Bara who enjoyed the food in the restaurant with sister Vera and sister Nandito, seeing their closeness I became envious because I couldn't even get that close to the person I liked.
When I was in the middle of urination and felt very upset when I saw Brother Vera who was feeding food to Brother Bara, arrived from behind someone who patted my shoulder firmly.
"Heyy...." Said Kevin's brother who patted me on the shoulder,
"God... Kevin I think who, just make me surprised" I replied in shock,
"Finally you I've been waiting for me in the kitchen not to show up, why are you standing here?" Ask Kevin, please,
"Ahh ..no kak just presented a few orders, let's go back to the kitchen there is still a lot to do right" said I diverted the conversation, but,
Luckily Kevin didn't ask much and he didn't seem suspicious of me, I can not deny even though I have returned to the kitchen the curiosity in me continues to be raging forcing me to see Brother Bara.
Because I kept thinking about Brother Bara so that I did not focus on working and accidentally made my index finger sliced by a knife,
"Stttawww.." -...." Ringisku,
"What is Talita...." Said Kevin's brother who came to me quickly, too,
"Talita why you are so careless can usually be sliced like this, come here let me help treat" said Kevin who seemed to worry about me,
"No papa sis this is just a little wound really, use plaster only later also healed" I replied feeling bad,
"You've been quiet let me treat your wounds okay" replied Kevin, who continued to force me.
I felt very nervous and uncomfortable but Kevin kept forcing me he even treated my wounds very well and gently, I became uncomfortable because he was too good for me.
After treating the wound I resumed my work until it was finished and now it was time to go home, I finished cleaning everything and went out of the restaurant when I came out there was Brother Bara.
"Sister...What's your brother doing here?" I was surprised, though,
"Of course I'm waiting for you" replied Brother Bara who made me shocked and unexpected.
"There is no way Brother Bara is waiting for me from afternoon right" I murmured in my heart.
"No matter what the brother is waiting for me here, why not just go inside" I asked curiously,
"No papa I don't want to disturb you work, let me enter me drive you home" said Brother Bara while opening the car door.
I was confused but my body just complied, instead, I got into the car with Brother Bara on the first trip there was not the slightest conversation between me and Brother Bara until I finally ventured to ask first to Brother Bara.
"So, sister was standing outside the restaurant just to get me home?" I was a little nervous waiting for an answer from Brother Bara,
"Yes why, I don't want you to be driven home by another man" replied Brother Bara who made me more and more unfazed.
"But Kakata is also only limited to upperclassmen and underclassmen, meaning that I am free to go and be escorted by anyone" I explained, explaining,
"You're right Talita, but just so you know I've liked you since I first saw you on MPLS, what about you?" Said Brother Bara who made me more nervous and confused,
"A... what?, sister, aren't you mistaken in expressing your feelings?" I asked nervously.
I really didn't know how Bara could talk that loud and without any cue, he said that he liked me and asked about my feelings for him, on the one hand I was happy to know Bara's feet liked me but on the other hand she expressed a feeling like there was nothing special at all and like there was not the slightest nervousness in her while expressing everything that's.
To be honest, I doubt my feelings for Bara.
"Sister..is this real?" I asked for a fix,
"What my face is doubting well, you don't have to answer it now, just think about it, I won't force it" Bara said.
After that the atmosphere between me and him was so awkward and quiet that I got in front of the house I went straight out and went inside the house in a hurry, I saw Brother Bara's car that left slowly leaving my yard.
My body trembled erratically and I really did not know what I was feeling, I was in shock and could not feel any feeling in my body.
"Talita what's wrong with you, shouldn't you be happy, why am I so nervous" I said while inside the house.
I really don't understand with myself, I can't stop thinking about Bara's words I really don't think he can express his feelings that quickly to me, I can't stop thinking about him, I am confused what to answer to Brother Bara later.
I liked it and I was aware of it but when Bara's brother expressed his feelings to me just now somehow my heart suddenly felt hesitant to accept it, I called Audy and told her everything that I had been through, and even Audy suggested that I accept Brother Bara, because Audy also knew that I liked Brother Bara a long time ago.
"Talita this is my chance, don't you like Brother Bara, what else should you worry about?" Audy made me a little sure,
"I don't know either but my feelings can't possibly lie" I said with anxiety,
"Talita now just like this, if you really like Kak Bara what is wrong for you to accept him first, the problem in the future we can think again later" said Audy gave enlightenment.
After speaking and asking for an opinion from Audy I got a little calm and I have decided to accept Brother Bara, at least I have to give a chance to myself and to Brother Bara, I have to give a chance, I don't want to lose the person I love just because of the doubt in me.