
Day after day passed without permission and I did my usual activities, at school, relaxing or playing and then sleeping, I haven't seen my parents in a long time and I've spent more time alone or playing with Audy, but even so I still have a good relationship with my parents and they also still always send me money for living expenses in each month.
Even this time they always send me money one week before the end of the month and I get the monthly money he folds because my stepmother also often suddenly gave me money without asking first, I felt that my stepmother was a good person even though she didn't talk much or communicate with me but from the way she always asked for news and gave me money I started to melt into her.
And not too opposed to him as for my mother she has now decided to become a career woman and does not want to marry again after divorcing my father and was abandoned by his former girlfriend.
The man was a little annoying even though I didn't know his name and only met him once from the beginning as well I was able to judge that the man was not a good man and at all not suited to my mother, even though my parents have officially separated I still hope they will return to the reference again.
I know mom still loves you and I see that dad's relationship with my stepmom isn't very good this late, either, although my stepmother was kind to me but still to me she was nothing more than a stepmother I couldn't like her like I liked my mother.
School is almost finished this is almost at the end of the year and Alvaro still has not returned while brother Bara still often exchange messages and get on good terms with me through social media, to be honest, I'm very tired of having a long distance relationship like this with Brother Bara.
My initial intention to try to love her did not seem to be working, because how can I love a brother Bara while he was too far from my reach, even though we were on the phone and always exchanged messages, I still felt empty I just kept circling happily when I got a video call from him.
I was really tormented with my own feelings, I still hoped that Alvaro would soon return to my side and that he would be able to accompany my day as usual.
This is the day on which the final exam will be conducted, every day I always asked the homeroom teacher when Alvaro would return to the class and now I leave for school in a hurry and still with the same hope.
When the teacher passed the class I immediately chased after him and stopped him as usual.
"Mom, when is Alvaro going to school?" I asked for the umpteenth time.
"Geez Talita you always make me shocked and dizzy every morning, I've told you if he wants to come back later there is also come to class, so stop asking again, I've said, the entrance exam class will begin soon!" Revolt the homeroom class against me.
I nodded and immediately went into the classroom followed by the homeroom teacher who also went inside and started handing out the exam papers, too, I really do not have the passion for exams even though I have studied hard at home still everything feels empty, I just touched my phone and immediately intended to fill the exam paper.
Until suddenly someone entered the class and he was yelled at and scolded by the homeroom in the end so that almost not allowed into the class to take the exam, he said, at that time I did not care about anything that happened in front of there because I had lost my spirit for a long time and just focused on filling the exam arbitrarily.
"You...why are you just back now?, why do you spend Sunday not going to school, are you not concerned with your education?" The homeroom teacher scolded him,
"ALVAROOO'S....ARE YOU LISTENING TO MOM!, What are you looking at?" The class was very loud.
I immediately got up from my chair and turned my gaze to the front with a feeling of shock and uncertainty, when looking ahead it felt like my legs felt so limp my body trembled hard for me to control.
I didn't think the person I saw up ahead was Alvaro, I felt myself hallucinating and I just smiled a little and immediately ignored it then sat back in my chair and tried to calm myself down right after the homeroom teacher yelled at me for making another friend startled and disturbed in the exam.
"No, it wasn't Alvaro, it wasn't him I was just hallucinating" I said slowly.
I immediately tried to throw away my thoughts about him but I could not get to when I tried to confirm it again, turns out it was really Alvaro and he walked up to me probably to his seat right next to mine.
"In.he...really Alvaro?" I said softly with trembling and nervous hands.
I closed my mouth with both hands because I still did not expect to see another Alvaro, happy, again, sad and upset alternately present in my heart I did not know which feelings I should let out first while the classroom situation was silent because it was carrying out the test.
And the homeroom teacher kept watching all of us he kept walking around the classroom a few times, so it was hard to give me time to talk to Alvaro, the only plan back then was to clear the exam quickly and immediately come out to wait for him in front of the class.
"Yes I have to finish this damn test immediately" I said with determination.
My spirit instantly ignited and somehow got the energy from which I instantly filled all the answers on the exam paper and immediately finished the exam this time very quickly then gathered my test results forward by full of confidence, because all the questions in the test this time are all very easy for me because I have learned a lot this end.
Yes during the loss of two important people and I care in my neighborhood I just focus on reading and continue to learn crazy crazy crazy with Audy even I can spend all day in front of the book alone, he said, I did that with the intention of being able to fill in the amount of free time I had and so that I didn't keep thinking about the two men especially thinking of the damn Alvaro who went missing suddenly and without tidings.
All of my friends who were in the classroom immediately stared at me with a flabbergasted look of face as this was just 30 minutes after the exam started but I had already collected the answer paper forward even not only did her classmate who was shocked by the homeroom teacher also give me a face that was quite trivial to me even she directly checked my answer paper at that moment.
"What kind of person did you fill in your answer correctly?" The homeroom teacher seemed to distrust my little brain.
Yes although I myself realize I am not a smart child and excel in this class I am just a lazy child to learn and always trigger a commotion where then obviously if the homeroom does not trusted me at that time.
"Mother just checks, after all there's still plenty of time if you think I have to fix it again" I replied to him.
The homeroom teacher immediately checked my answer and a small smile began to appear on his face and he let me wait outside.
"Alright you can go out but remember don't wander around this hasn't been a break!" The homeroom teacher warned me.
I nodded and immediately walked out of the classroom but before I looked at Alvaro who was still struggling with the exam on his desk I looked at him with a sharp and cynical look.
It felt so unconscious to wait for him when he came out of the classroom and I would beat and scold him as much as I wanted.