Shackled Two Flavors

The Beach

"Here I want to ask you about this photo, why can you take a picture with me on a very beautiful beach, why do we like to wear pair clothes, why do we wear couples, and why is it that you and I are so close and I always feel sad when I look at that picture, what was my relationship with you in the past?" Ask him directly.

He just kept silent and took the photo I put on the table before, he also smiled wistfully when he saw the photo and I grew curious when I saw it.

"Hey....are you okay? Or are my questions too many?" Ask him.

"I'm fine it's just that I miss this moment, I want to go to this beach, do you want to go there too, you used to love the beach so much" he told me.

I don't even know if I liked smart first, and just found out about it from that guy, somehow I feel very familiar with the beach and the invitation from the man I also always feel my heart beating fast when near the man.

"Ah... Do you really want to take me there?" I asked him, though,

"Of course, I think taking you there and making me remember everything clearly would be better than explaining everything to you, maybe you wouldn't trust me" reply him to me with his face that looks a little sad and moody.

When I saw his face that looked like it was slanted and sad like that somehow my feelings also felt sad and I felt like I wanted to calm him down and touch his hand back then, but since I only knew him I couldn't do that so I pulled back my hand intending to touch his hand back then.

I agreed to her invitation and agreed to go to the beach right now.

"Well I agree, let's go to the beach, I also want to go to the place in the photo, who knows if I go there I can remember something" I agreed.

He looked smiling happily and he immediately clasped my hand tightly.

"Thank you for remembering Talita, I promise I will help you remember who I am in your heart and mind, I will protect you as hard as I can from now on" he said he made me confused.

I thought about why he said that and thought that he would protect me with all his might this time, the sentence seemed to show that he had protected me so much in the past, I really don't know what to do about it other than smile awkwardly at him because I don't remember anything right now.

Until after we finished the meal there he immediately took me to the beach, this time Argo who was driving in front and I sat with him in the back, it felt very awkward during the trip, he said, he and I didn't talk to each other, we just kept quiet and I kept holding the picture, I was confused as to why I looked so close and happy in the photo where the man was also embracing me.

I can't wait to get to the beach until when I get there after a few hours on the way I go straight out and feel the beach breeze blowing in my face.

It felt so refreshing and so soothing to my soul, it had been a long time since I had felt this kind of freedom after being constantly restrained by Fasya and my mother.

"Aaahhh.it's very fresh... Woohhh the beach is very beautiful this is great" I said as I continued to run closer to the coast that is there.

Because the beach was far enough from the city that by the time I got there it was late in the afternoon I had also contacted my mother if I had any outside needs urging I would deliberately lie to her so that she would not worrying about me and not asking me much, because if you knew I was going to the beach with a foreign man she would definitely not allow it or have Fasya accompany me.

And I don't want Fasya to interfere with this, because he still doesn't support me so I can't trust him anymore this time.

While I was standing on the beach I was like seeing me and the man named Haiden running to chase each other on the beach and I was immediately surprised to look in that direction until when I rubbed my eyes the shadow was gone, I looked back and saw Haiden standing with his friend Argo behind me and they did nothing, just standing there.

"Haiden can we play there, I feel like we've laughed and chased each other there with me, is that right?" Ask him directly, though,

"You're right and apparently you've started to recall memories with me little by little" he told me.

"Haiden who are you? Please just tell me, I feel like you mean so much in my life, who are you?" Ask him again,

"You mean so much to me, Talita, come after me if you want to know the answer" replied he who immediately ran away from me.

I immediately shouted after him as he continued to run quite fast.

"Aishis.... Haiden you really, wait for me to watch out for you!" My screams were so upset that he avoided me like that and suddenly made me unable to ask him any more.

We chased each other like I saw in my shadow before and somehow I felt so happy that he kept throwing wet sand at me and getting my clothes dirty also made me very happy it was so upset that I also directly replied to him by throwing the sand at him.

While on the other hand Argo just stood by the car and he smiled and was happy when he saw Alvaro could laugh again naturally like that because since three years ago he had never smile let alone show his laughter but now when he meets Talita Alvaro again can immediately look happy again.

"Indeed the past tours are the cure" grumbled Argo as he watched those who kept chasing each other and throwing sand at each other.

"Ahh ..has ..already, I'm so tired I gave up" I told him.

He finally stopped and Haiden sat down next to me and looked at me so closely that I felt uncomfortable with his gaze until suddenly his face kept coming closer to me and him like he wanted to kiss me.

I closed my eyes reflexively and laughed as I touched my nose.

"Ehhh...You.you..aishhh..you are teasing me well!" Jerked him.

"Why did you close my eyes?" He asked me to open my eyes in shame.

I was so embarrassed at the time because he just teased me and he laughed at me with such satisfaction.

"What if you could've let me know if I had done that to you?" Ask him to me.

I immediately turned to look at him again with my eyes widened and he just touched my head and put his lips together with mine, and I felt really longing for that moment, I was not at all angry or uncomfortable with what he did to me, I actually accepted his treatment to me until he stopped his justification.

"Talita do you remember me now?" Ask him suddenly.

I immediately turned my eyes away and slightly moved away from her while holding onto my lips that had just kissed her, she said, I still didn't expect I could do that with a man I don't remember whereas I was already engaged to Fasya at the moment.

"I'm sorry I got carried away but I still can't remember you, Haiden" I replied honestly and a little nervously to him.

She immediately cupped my face back and forced me to look at her face fixedly.

"Talita look at my face well and call me Haiden Alvaro, call me Alvaro then you will remember me" he told me.

Alvaro's name made my mind strange and when I looked at him I followed his words, I slowly began to call him Alvaro's name.

"A.a..Alvaro.aahhh my head hurts" I said immediately when I mentioned the name.

He immediately felt anxious for me and immediately carried me to the side and approached the car.

"Talita are you okay, how do you feel? Forgive me for forcing you too much to remember me I'm sorry" he said, bowing languidly before me.

Although my head did hurt a little but I started to remember something and a glimpse of the shadow about him but the shadow was too fast and I always saw the face of Alvaro in every memory that crossed me at that time, I'm like saying Alvaro's name all the time.

"Alvaro is that you...are you the man I've loved all this time?" I asked him all of a sudden,

Hearing that sentence from Talita Alvaro immediately looked at me sharply and he quickly clasped my hand tightly.

"What kind of person did you manage to remind, did you know who I was in your life, Talita quickly replied to me what you remember?" Alvaro asked so urgently.

"I don't remember it clearly, but I think you're the man I love, every time I always felt your name was familiar to me even in my dreams I called Alvaro's name but I didn't see his face and the memory came back, I see you everywhere and I always call your name, so I'm sure you're the one I love" I replied to him with tears beginning to flow.

Alvaro immediately hugged me tightly and he rubbed my head slowly, I felt very calm and missed him so much, I didn't even feel like he was letting go of his embrace from me.

"Alvaro I can now say that name with an end, please don't leave me again, and let me continue to hold you like this" I told him and tightened my arms to him.

"Related Talita I will never leave you I will always be beside you I have never left me all this time, I love you so much" he said as he kissed me gently.

I couldn't help but feel happy that I cried without a sound because I finally could remember a little, remembering something that was missing from me for a long time.

I didn't expect that I could forget about the most precious person in my life, nor did I expect why mom and Fasya had lied to me all this time, though it is not Fasya that I love and he is not my fiancee, but Haiden that I love is Haiden Alvaro who has always been a filler of my heart from the beginning to the end.