
"Let go of my hand, Rashaad! Where are you taking me?!". Said Anggi trying to release his hand from the grasp of Rashaad, but the man even more tightly grasped and pulled slowly Anggi's body to follow him.
Soon Anggi realizes that Rashaad is taking him back to the 31st floor, where Rashaad's hotel room is located. "Sit down". Rashaad said as the two entered the room.
Instead of sitting down, Anggi stood folding his hands while looking at Rashaad sharply. "It feels like our current situation is not just for casual chatting. You have to explain to me what you said in front of the old men!". Anggi's grouchy.
Rashaad nodded his head. He who had sat then stood up to Anggi and pulled Anggi's shoulder slowly to immediately sit opposite him.
Rashaad looked at Anggi with a gaze that Anggi had never seen before. The stare of the heartwarming sadness of an ever cheerful Rashaad.
Anggi felt the situation between him and Rashaad was very foreign. Never before had such a strange situation now occurred between him and Rashaad. The two rarely fight, there is rarely anything that makes Anggi and Rashaad different opinions.
Anggi did not take off his gaze towards Rashaad. Waiting for the man to open his voice. Rashaad only turned a glance to see Anggi and then threw his gaze again in any direction. Seemed busy with his own thoughts.
"Rashade...." Call Anggi impatiently to see Rashaad's silence.
Rashaad sighed softly until he finally said, "I saw you and Reynald on the beach that night".
"And you shouldn't have to know about this." she added.
The deg!
Anggi's heart is beating fast. Little by little everything began to form a clear picture. Responding to Rashaad's attitude that looks different these past two weeks.
Rashaad looked at Anggi's facial features that turned deathly pale. As he read his thoughts, Rashaad said, "Finally after I saw you two that night, the morning I met him in my office, I felt like he was always changing when I mentioned you..."
"You know I'm a very curious person? Until I finally called him a few days later after his visit to Abu Dhabi and we agreed to meet in your country as well as take care of the cooperation agreement with the legal team".
"So you know.....?"
Rashaad nodded with a small smile. "Reynald's a good man. And you want to know what he told me when I went to Jakarta?".
Anggi shook his head with the expression "Breath of care, I don't want to know".
Rashaad chuckled softly. "She said I should take good care of you. He felt calm after knowing what kind of person his Anggi would marry..."
Anggi was flabbergasted, unable to believe hearing Rashaad say such a thing.
"And if I'm being honest, I want to know about Reynald, too.. The first love of the woman I love the most.That is able to make you go as far as anything, but your heart is still far behind there".
Anggi nodded slowly. "That was.. That was my time in college. Do you know that everyone has a stupid story in their youth? And it just so happens to be Reynald! There's a reason God never gave me a way to be with him!".
"And for the sake of Lord Rashaad... Reynald is currently the husband of the man!"
Anggi was suddenly shocked to hear the latest news about Reynald. And that's exactly from Rashaad? Just be right!
"How do you know that? I didn't see any news! We don't make this up!".
"Why am I lying? He's my business partner, of course I'll know the most about any news related to my partner. The file has entered the court but is still closed from the public". Rashaad.
Anggi fell silent and looked at Rashaad. "Why should you tell me about this? Wh why? I better not know..."
"I think you should know, just so you can do the right thing".
"What's right? That's right now we're in the middle of our parents and talking about marriage plans!".
"It's still a plan." Sahut Rashaad's. "That hasn't happened yet. There is still time to do right".
Anggi is getting confused. "You don't go crazy! I don't understand, why the hell are you saying this is all the same to me? You want us to cancel? You want me to be with Reynald?!". Anggi said with a tone one octave higher.
"I really don't understand your way of mind right now Rashaad!"
"It's precisely because I think you should know everything. I don't want the reason you're finally with me because you think there's no way back... For the sake of Lord Anggi... We want to get married... I want to be really. But the way it's not like this, I want when we finally you're with me is for the right reasons..."Rashaad said with intonation starting to rise as well. "Because of your heart for me." he added slowly.
Anggi felt his eyes were so hot that he finally cried. "Rashade.. I'm.... I always thought you were God's gift to me. God gave me a much better person.. You are! Why the hell are you making this so hard for me? How do you want me?".
Rashaad's eyes look teary. The man had never cried or been like this before in front of Anggi. "You know I never wanted to be a petty person. I could have tied you straight into the marriage and no matter if your heart was for me or not. But after that what? Even 2 years we were together, your heart is still for him".
"I put myself in Reynald's position. Our fellow men could understand even if no one understood the pain he was experiencing. And how hard it is to fight yourself not to look for you, hold you back or do something to keep you by his side".
"You want to know what else he told me? He said I should not be a coward and should always take care of his Anggi as best as possible more than his self-care for you".
"STOP RASHAAADDD!!! Please stop...." Said Anggi until crying sobbing. "Well, are you like this? You should ignore it and not have to reveal it all!"
"I have to, or I'm gonna feel guilty for the rest of my life for you or Reynald".
"Keep now what? What do you want me to do? You want me to call Reynald and say thank you for sending me this poetic message through you? Huh?!"
Rashaad was silent for a moment until he finally moved and kissed Anggi's forehead long enough. "We'd better postpone this wedding plan until you're sure of your own heart.."
Anggi's cry broke again until he could not speak. Rashaad hugged her very tightly. "This is best for all of us".
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