Our Barrier Fort

Is Everything Going to End?

"Anyways Grandpa doesn't want to know Ganesh, you have to marry Grandpa's chosen girl! If not, then please leave the Aditama and GE families"

Degs..

I am still silently peering behind the barrier wall of the living room and living room in this Villa. Grandpa's words really made me feel dazed. Be married? With Grandpa's choice? That means I'm not the one. Obviously it wasn't me, then who was that woman. Lucky women get the blessing of Grandpa.

God, what should I do?

"Papa doesn't matter if you want to continue your relationship with Seira. But, until when? Don't you think about the next future in your life? It won't continue like this, Papa is getting older especially with your Grandpa. Honestly, Papa wants to see you get married and have a child. Papa wants to take Papa's first grandchild from Papa's first son"

Ganesh was silent at Papa's remark, I could only peek behind the wall. I know that Ganesh feels the same anxiety. We love each other, but the stronghold between us is too high.

"I can't Pa, I.. I love Seira" insisted Ganesh, my man does not seem to give up fighting for our relationship.

"Alright, if you want to go against Grandpa's wishes. So leave the Aditama and GE families" said Grandpa did not want to lose to Ganesh

Tests..

The tears finally escaped as well, unable to bear to see Ganesh being depressed like this. Aditama is his family and GE is his future. How could Ganesh leave both.

"Alright, I will obey Grandfather's wishes" said Ganesh who was still clearly heard by my ears.

This chest is getting claustrophobic, I hit it with a fist hoping that the cane can disappear. Is this the end of everything? It ends pitifully like this?

Hix..

I sobbed as I ran towards the room, I couldn't accept any of this. Ganesh agrees, he will marry Grandpa's chosen woman. Then, what about me? What am I supposed to do?

I hid my face on the pillow, my chest was so tight. Hix..Hix.. Even the sobbing got louder and I could no longer bear it. Oh God.. This sick.

Ganesh, I love you.

It seems like that word will no longer matter at this time. Ganesh has chosen Grandfather's choice, and our relationship has been on the verge of collapse since this time. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow and next after this.

I still can't believe this, is this just a dream? If so, please wake me up from this nightmare. But, it's all real. Not the dream I expected. I clearly heard Ganesh agreed to Grandpa's request to marry the woman of his choice and it wasn't me.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

I blinked when I heard a voice calling me softly. I slowly opened my eyes, at what time I fell asleep after crying all night. I feel like my eyes are a bit swollen right now, it's even a little hard to open my eyelids. Probably because I cried too long last night.

"What's wrong with your eyes? Did you cry last night?"

If my eyes must look swollen, Ganesh looks at me worriedly. I know if he cares about me that much. But, since what I heard last night made me inevitably have to start stepping back from now on.

I slammed into his arms, crying out in Ganesh's arms. I knew that the man was surprised by my attitude. However, right now I just want to put all the tightness in my chest in the arms of this man I love so much.

"Darling why? Oi.. Seira?"

Hix..Hix..

I broke into our arms, looking into Ganesh's eyes with a blurry look as it was blocked by tears.

"Ganesh, is this the end of it all? What difference can we not put together?" I looked up, staring at the black bead.

"Bec.."

"Well, you get ready. I'm waiting in front"

Ganesh passed out of the room. Maybe this is the best for us right now. It takes time to calm your mind.

After saying goodbye to everyone, Ganesh and I went home. In the car, there was only a quiet atmosphere. I was busy with my own thoughts and Ganesh was focused on his wheel.

Until a few minutes passed, I began to wake myself up from all those thoughts. "I can follow your religion and Grandpa can bless us"

Ganesh looked surprised to hear that, he turned his head towards me at a glance before returning to focus on his steering wheel.

"Don't joke Ra"

I shook my head quickly, I held Ganesh's arm at the wheel of "I'm not kidding Ganesh. I'm serious about what I say"

Ganesh shook his head slowly "No Ra, you are not serious. You're only provoked by emotions because Grandpa betrothed me. Even to want to follow my religion, you must be sincere and truly from your heart. Not because of love or anything"

I was silent to Ganesh's words, I was indeed ready to follow his religion. However, I also do not know if I am sincere from the heart or just because I do not want to part from Ganesh. I don't know.

The car has arrived in front of the yard, I don't say much anymore. Straight down without waiting for Ganesh to open the car door for me.

"Ra, Ra.."

I don't even care about the screams of Ganesh calling me. Right now I just want to calm myself and my mind. Enter the house that was immediately welcomed by Mom and Dad. They looked at me in wonder.

"Why Ra? Abis vacation, how'd his face buckle like that?" Ask Mom

"No papa ma'am, Seira's just tired. Seira wants to go to bed, rest"

I just passed by in front of Mom and Dad. Go into the room and drop the body on the bed. I stared at the ceiling of the room, my mind still drifting into the incident at the Villa last night. Grandpa's request to Ganesh kept ringing in the ears.

Tok tock..

The sound of the bedroom door being knocked on made me wake up sitting on the edge of the bed "Get in"

Mom goes into the room, I know that you can't be lied to. He certainly saw my situation that was not okay. The puffy eyes and innocent face without makeup, it was not me as usual.

Mom sat next to me "What's the matter Ra?"

I hugged Mom, right now I just need a hug to calm the uneasiness of my relationship with Ganesh.

"Mom, what if Seira follows the Ganesh religion?" I asked, even though I already knew the answer.

Mother let go of my embrace, she looked at me dislikefully "Don't sacrifice your faith for Seira's love. Forget Ganesh and look for the same companion"

I guess, this is the answer. There's no way Mom would allow it. I could have forced and chosen to leave this family and marry Ganesh according to his religion. However, would my life be happy if married without the blessing of parents? I don't want to be a bad boy.

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