
Finally today came too, the day that Ganesh would actually marry another woman. Although I know what I did was wrong, but this time I will really be selfish. Lagian Tyas had already told her that she also had another dream man. That means she will do the same in this marriage. I suppose so.
Right now I am preparing to go to a place of worship, Ganesh calls me. Ganesh purposely forbade me to come to his wedding. I didn't even tell Mom and Dad about Ganesh's wedding.
While we were talking on the phone, Ganesh called me when he was about to marry another woman. I don't know.. Although I feel very confused about our relationship, but I still live it now.
"Good in there, remember! I just love you Seira. I won't touch even a little of that damn woman"
I just smiled wryly at Ganesh's words there. Even though Ganesh had said that, I still felt anxious. Afraid that the man I love will be tempted by the woman he marries, even if he does not love.
"All right, I believe"
While I was still chatting with Ganesh on the phone, Mom suddenly walked into the room. I was ready for my weekend routine.
"Udah yes Nesh, I'm leaving"
"Yes"
I immediately hung up the phone, and Mom sat down next to me.
"On the phone with Ganesh? She'll pick you up after we go to worship?" ask Mom
I hesitated to answer Mom's question, there was no way I could answer what was really going on.
"No ma'am, Ganesh is having business out of town. So, this week we're not going"
I finally chose that excuse, lying to Mom about Ganesh going out of town. In fact, he is married to another woman. Huh... I breathed a rough sigh remembering that. Am I really going to be strong?
Mother nodded her head, she seemed to believe my words which in reality were lies. I'm sorry Mom.
"Just let's go. I've been waiting downstairs" Mother asked
I nodded and immediately got out of bed. Take the bag and sling it on the shoulder.
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Three days have passed since that day, the day Ganesh married Grandpa's chosen woman. And I was quite agitated, because for three days Ganesh had not contacted me at all. I don't know what's going on there, I'm really thinking about the no-no thing that's happened to Ganesh and Tyas. The newlyweds atmosphere I had imagined would be beautiful and I was afraid that it would happen on the first night of Ganesh and Tyas. But I remembered the words of Ganesh who would not touch Tyas. Did ya?
I have been working for three days on an online taxi. It felt so strange because usually Ganesh was the one who always picked me up. But, these three days he really had no news at all. I don't know what he's doing there.
I just finished getting ready for work, picking up a bag and putting on heels. I walked out of the room and headed downstairs. I swallowed my steps as I saw Alex chatting with Dad in the living room.
Why did Alex come so early? Does he have any business with Dad?
I was a little worried about Alex now talking to Dad. Fear Alex will tell about the incident when we came home from the streets that time. If Alex had told me that, Dad would have interrogated me and wouldn't have let me off before you knew what was really going on.
Oh my.. I hope Alex doesn't say anything to me.
"Ra, this is Alex's son wanting to pick you up" Dad said as he realized my whereabouts
Alex smiled, "Pengen stopped by, just pick you up. You want to go to work, right?"
I nodded, then sat down on the single sofa there "Yes, you don't work? How can you come here so early? A Boss loh"
Akex chuckled "Again the air"
"God. Great, big boss is free. There can be free time like this" I chuckled a little while mocking Alex like this. It was fun to also mock again the man. Things I used to do to her when I was in school.
"Yeah... Cheating on the child" Alex said with a small chuckle
"Ra, ajakin' Alex is for breakfast now"
Mother's voice shifted my focus to Alex, Mother standing on the threshold of the kitchen and living room divider.
"Okay Ma'am"
I finally got Alex to have breakfast together this morning. The atmosphere at the dining table is quite cheerful with Alex here.
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I finally went to work with Alex this morning. In the car it was warm with the sound of our laughter. I haven't joked like this in a long time. Even if you're with Ganesh. I haven't laughed like this in a long time, but the problems lately have made me seem to forget how to laugh.
"Emmm. Ra, there's something I want to ask you" Alex said, the atmosphere suddenly turning serious. I don't know what Alex will ask me, but my heart is starting to calm right now.
"Emmm. What do you want to ask Lex?"
Alex hesitated to say, the man seemed to be thinking the right words to express what he wanted to ask me. Alex's attitude and facial expressions are getting more and more anxious. I don't know what serious thing Alex would ask me.
"You're okay, aren't you, Ra?" ask Alex
Whahuh? Is that the only question Alex wants to ask me. But why did he look hesitant and seem determined to ask that. Questions I think are important.
"I'm good, as you can see. Why why?"
Why would you ask such a thing but with a worried face. Why me? His facial expression seemed to worry about something bad happening to me and my condition was not okay.
"Emmm. Then about Mr Ganesh's wedding?" alex asked slowly, the man seemed to be uneasy to say it. But he was curious about all the truth.
Degs..
I was silent to Alex's question, why would Alex know about it? Did Ganesh invite him? Could it? But considering Alex was Ganesh's co-worker, it could have happened. But I once talked to him about Alex, what Ganesh doesn't remember about that.
"Where do you know about that?"
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