
Between choosing a destiny or a destiny to choose?
That's the proper term for our relationship, me and Ganesh still survive in a relationship that I realize is wrong. But, everything is done. So, I won't back down for now. Moreover, Tyas, who is the legal wife of Ganesh, told me to stay with her husband.
It was all for sure because Tyas also did not love Ganesh and was forced to undergo this marriage.
"Darling, what are you doing here hmm?"
Ganesh came to me standing under a shady tree in the courtyard of this villa. Looking at the green hills and very beautiful in the eyes.
"Enjoy the atmosphere here, very comfortable yes. Cool"
Ganesh walked to my back and hugged from behind with his chin on my shoulder "You like the atmosphere here?"
I nodded and smiled, I really like the atmosphere here. Somehow the Ganesh family chose the family villa, always in the right place and soothing like this atmosphere.
"Just stay here until I get home, then we go home together" Ganesh said, sticking his cheeks to my cheeks
"Emmm. I'm just saying one day it's gone, so tomorrow afternoon I should be home"
I heard Ganesh exhale violently "Why so fast, I still miss you so much"
I smiled at the spoiled grievance of the man who was hugging me. I turned towards her cheek and kissed the smooth cheek. Ganesh was a man, but somehow his face was so smooth and clean. Defeat the women who do the treatment every day.
"Here you go, you're having fun here with your wife"
I said it sincerely, I can accept a little if Ganesh also gives his attention to Tyas. Because he's also his wife, even though I'm the woman he loves. I understand enough about the current situation. Merely, I would still not be willing if Ganesh dared to renege on his promise that would not touch Tyas until we could truly be together.
"I won't feel happy with that woman" Ganesh said firmly
"Don't be like that, you should appreciate her as your wife. I wouldn't be mad if you split the time for me and Tyas. He's entitled to you too"
Maybe even more entitled than me, she's Ganesh's wife and I'm just her lover who doesn't even get the blessing of her family.
"I just want to be with you, don't want to be with anyone else let alone that woman!" resolute Ganesh
I let go of his hands that were hugging my stomach, turned around and faced towards Ganesh. I held Ganesh's two burly hands, staring at each other with the same radiance. Love's. We who love each other and always radiate that love behind the eyes.
"Right now we are just waiting for the time, between choosing a destiny or a destiny to choose. There will all be times when we can really be together or even separate. But, whatever will happen someday, I ask that you should be able to accept it. We try to accept the existing destiny, in the future"
That's what Ganesh and I have to do now. Prepare yourself when someday fate says something else. Destiny does not match what we expected. It's time to start preparing for that.
Ganesh looked at me fixedly, as if he was digesting every word I said "I can't Ra, I just want to be with you"
"We just pray that we can really be together forever"
I smiled after saying that, just reassuring Ganesh a little. Although I'm also not sure if we can really be together forever. Right now the obstacles are too difficult in our relationship.
We hugged, it felt like only like this could we strengthen each other. Facing all the problems that may increase and continue to grow in the future.
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Staying one night in this villa, I slept in a room downstairs. While Ganesh sleeps upstairs, probably with his wife. I won't get angry and fight over it. I understand enough of the situation now.
Passing through the living room, I headed towards the dining room to grab a drink. There was already Tyas who was arranging food on the table. He's been cooking, what a dream wife. Does Ganesh not see the advantages of this wife huh..?
"For Brother" said Tyas with a friendly smile
I smiled, I grabbed a pot of water and poured it into a glass. Then drink.
"For Tyas, it's cooking at this hour"
At half-time at 7am, he was done cooking.
"Yes, sister, let's have breakfast first" Tyas said as he pulled up the dining table chair and told me to sit there.
I'm a little unsavory to get special treatment from Tyas. This girl is really sincere to me, there is not even any unfavorable treatment from her to me. L'm.. The woman who took her husband.
"Ganesh where's Tyas? How come it hasn't come down yet?"
Tyas turned the plate in front of me that he had prepared and filled the plate with rice and some side dishes. "Don't know, brother, maybe not awake yet"
Huh huh? Didn't know? Did they not sleep one room or what? Why Tyas didn't know about Ganesh. I feel confused about all this.
"Thank you" I'd like to thank you for what Tyas did. Fill my plate with food that has been cooked.
Tyas smiled, so sweet that smile was "Sama Sis, let's eat"
I nodded "Yes"
Tyas sat on the table chair, and he took food for himself. I also started eating Tyas cuisine, and just one bribe I already feel great pleasure. Tyas cuisine is really good, even this beats Mom's cooking. Greatable.. Tyas is a great woman. Even I can't cook.
"When Brother?" Tyas asked, he was curious about my opinion on this cuisine.
I pointed my thumb at Tyas, with my mouth still full of chewing food. Tyas cuisine makes it hard for me to stop bribing.
"Great son of Yas"
Tyas smiled happily to hear that "Spend then, Big Brother can be as satisfied as Big Brother"
I nodded and thanked him in a voice that was not very clear because the food was in a full mouth.
As we were eating, Ganesh suddenly arrived. His face was still typical of waking up, he pulled the chair beside me. I feel bad for Tyas sitting across from us. Although he looks ordinary, but I know that Tyas is also uncomfortable with this situation.
"Take my breakfast" said Ganesh
I immediately grabbed the plate that was in front of Ganesh, but my hand was immediately restrained by it. I turned towards Ganesh, looking at him confusedly.
"You sit down and continue eating, let that woman take my breakfast. I don't want to interrupt your eating, honey"
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