Our Barrier Fort

Because I Love Him, Only Reason That.

Well, I can definitely get through tonight.

It feels like there are things that make me lazy to come to Ganesh's house. It was not the first time I had come there and gathered with the rest of the Ganesh family.

Huh...

Several times I just breathed a rough breath. Ganesh only focused on his wheel.

"Why Honey?" asked Ganesh who glanced at me. She must have seen my strange attitude since leaving home.

I shook my head slowly, "Our father, I don't feel well anymore"

Ganesh megelus my head, he smiled soothingly "There will be nothing. Everything's gonna be fine. It's not the first time you've come home, it's okay before? My family accepts you"

Yes, I used to think that way, but after hearing Grandpa who wanted to match Ganesh with a woman of his choice. I'm not sure everything will still be the same.

"That's it, don't think weird. I'll always be with you later"

I nodded, I knew that Ganesh would not make me uncomfortable when I was around his family. But, is everything still the same after Grandpa's request at that time said.

For some reason when the car entered the yard, my feelings were getting worse. Restless, afraid and anxious. Upon entering the luxurious house, the atmosphere was so crowded. Relatives and some coworkers also came to make the atmosphere more crowded.

"His hands are so cold, Ra, why are you?" Ganesh asked, astonished at my behavior and attitude this time. I myself also feel strange about my attitude, why should I behave this weird. Though, this is not the first time I have come to Ganesh's house.

"Sir, I just suddenly felt nervous"

Ganesh kissed my hand that was in his grasp "Not to be too anxious about the thing that is on your mind. Because that's not necessarily the case"

Is correct... I'm too worried about things that won't happen. Excessive fear, I'm just afraid that if anything really happens, Ganesh will marry another woman. Then I'll be as ruined as what?

Ganesh took me to where Papa, Mama, Grandpa and Gezia were gathered. My feelings were bad again, especially when I had to meet Grandpa and Gezia. People who are always cold to me, even though I know that it is their nature.

I greeted them all, and when I confronted Gezia. I don't know why I felt her gaze a little strange this time. Gezia stared as if concerned about my situation. What does he know? Could it be that she found out about Ganesh's matchmaking and Grandpa's chosen woman. Of course he'll know, he's his family and Grandpa's grandson. It's impossible if he doesn't know about it.

I hugged Gezia like my own sister, although sometimes Gezia always showed her cold attitude.

"How are you Zia? Long time no see ya"

Gezia returned my embrace, she patted my back twice as if giving me invisible strength. Did ya? It's like Gezia cares about me too.

"I'm good, how are you?"

I smiled "I'm good too"

It's just that my relationship with Ganesh is not in good shape.

I would love to say that to everyone who asks me about my current situation. I'm not okay, how can I be in good shape if the man I love so much will be betrothed to another woman. My heart is really messed up when I remember it all.

"Ambilin Seira eats Nesh, even diem aja" said Mama

Ganesh nodded as he chuckled little "I take you food huh, what do you want to eat?"

"Well, what's light, don't eat heavy"

Ganesh nodded and passed away. Now stay with us, I really feel awkward. Although the Ganesh family was so nice, but after the things I heard in the villa at that time it made this kind of atmosphere feel strange to me.

Grandfather's heavy voice made me turn towards him with anxious feelings. Pardon you? I mean sorry for what? Why did Grandpa suddenly apologize to me like that.

I became excited myself to hear an apology suddenly spoken from Grandpa's lips. "Emmm. Meaning Cake?"

Grandfather sighed, sounding so heavy from the sound of his breathing. There might be a heavy burden facing him right now. Is this about Ganesh's betrothal and the woman of his choice? If true, then would I be ready to hear everything directly from Grandfather and in front of the Ganesh family like this. I'm not sure about myself. I don't think I'll be strong for that.

"Have you heard our conversation at that time in the villa?" asked Grandpa looking at me seriously

I just nodded, it is true that I heard that conversation. Although not intentionally.

"Everything's right, Ra, I'm sorry that Grandpa doesn't appreciate your feelings. But, all this Grandpa did for your good as well as Ganesh. You are not the same, until whenever you will not be able to unite"

That Grandfather's words really made me fall into a deep silence with a feeling of confusion and disintegration. I know about it, I don't even need to explain it anymore. Indeed Ganesh and I are too unlikely to unite.

"I-i... I-i'm.. I just love him Kek, there's no other reason for me to be with Ganesh. However, I love her so much that I don't think I'd be able to let her go"

At last... I can finally reveal everything I want to say. All of that is in fact, there is no other reason for me to be with Ganesh other than our love.

"However, love will still not be able to unite you. You must be sincere Ra, Grandpa also loves you like Grandpa's own grandson. It's just, we're different to be a family" Grandpa said

Degs...

It's too different to be a family. Whatisthis? Is Grandpa making me aware of the real situation. Grandpa was telling me to step back slowly. No. gabe.. I can't.

"But I really love Ganesh Kek"

Maddened... I went crazy to say it out loud and screamed a little at Grandpa. Have I lost my manners. This is not me, I regret my actions.

I looked down, so guilty of what I just did. "I'm sorry, Seira got carried away with emotions"

Papa, Mama, and Gezia also looked surprised by my attitude just now. Lord.. What did I just do? I spoke firmly, even slightly shouting at the old man. I've really gone crazy.

"sorry"

I can only say sorry, I was really carried away. Emotions that had been hidden in the chest, I unconsciously exposed them to Grandpa. I really regret it.

Grandfather smiled at me, not looking angry or offended in the slightest "No papa, Grandfather understands your current condition"

Lord.. How good Grandpa is. I'm not sure if Grandpa betrothed Ganesh just because of his selfishness. There must be something else that made Grandpa so determined by his wish. However, I still can't accept all of this.

"Loh Tyas's.. It's coming"

I turned my head when Mama called someone by that name 'Tyas. Who her? Oh my goodness, this girl must be so young. But why did I just see him. Is he Ganesh's distant cousin huh. I don't know..

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Towards the main conflict..

Differences that are too far away, is it possible that they will unite? Or maybe not.. Ahhe.. I am still confused about the ending how it will be... Hehe