Our Barrier Fort

The Decisions We Make?!

"Marriage Invitation"

Like being struck by lightning, I stared at the invitation card in my hand. How could Ganesh give her wedding invitation card to another woman in this way. Ganesh really made me happy and immediately fell down and was so sick.

"Bec"

Ganesh tried to hold my hand, but soon I patted it violently. Tears have slid so casually down the cheeks. I really didn't expect Ganesh to do this. It felt better that he just gave me this wedding invitation card without having to give me a special surprise like this first. I really felt like I had fallen down after drifting with the happiness that was there.

I looked at Ganesh with wet eyes, how could I really let Ganesh marry another woman. While we still love each other very much.

"Why Nesh? Why did it end up like this?"

Ganesh got up from his seat, he knelt beside the chair I was sitting on. Ganesh grabbed my hand, making me change my sitting position to face Ganesh.

"Ra, trust me if she and I are only married on paper. I will keep fighting for you at all times" said Ganesh, looking solemnly and confidently at me.

Is it true what Ganesh said? Should I believe it now? Married on paper? It just sounds like a joke, just a line I see often in fiction. Is it true that Ganesh would have such a marriage? And will we continue to fight for our relationship?

"While I'm married, everything is still the same. I'm still your lover and you're the woman I love. I will not leave you" said Ganesh again

I was more and more confused by all this, whether I could still consider Ganesh as my lover after that man married another woman. Can it be?

Hix..Hix..

I can't even say anything anymore right now, I can only cry. I can't do anything more, the wedding invitation of Ganesh and the other woman has been in my hands. However, Ganesh still wants our relationship to continue. Can it be like that? I'm confused about all this too. It seems that everything is too complicated.

Ganesh stood up and hugged me warmly, peeping at the top of my head several times. I could only cry in the arms of Ganesh. Everything is still hard for me to accept.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

We finally got home after I started to ease my cries. In the car there was only silence, until the car was parked in front of the gate of my house. We are still silent with our own minds.

"Wait for Ra"

Ganesh stopped me who was just about to get out of that car. I looked towards him. Ganesh looked at me with a look that showed that he was also sick and hurt by this reality.

"Sorry Ra, but I can't resist Grandpa's wishes anymore. But.." Ganesh grabbed my hand and kissed her "I won't let you down in this marriage. I will always be with you and will not care about that woman other than you. I hate him so much"

I was speechless to Ganesh, is Ganesh really not going to let me down this time? I'll still be ready to wait for him, though I don't know until when. Provided Ganesh really doesn't disappoint me this time. Including touching the woman. I wouldn't be willing. I don't care if the decision I make is the wrong decision for someone else. I don't care about that anymore.

"Pliss Ra, you're not leaving me, are you? Please stay with me" Ganesh said with a pleading gaze

I finally made a decision that might be a happiness for me later or perhaps the biggest regret of my life. I don't care what happens in the future. Right now I just believe that making this decision will make me and Ganesh happy.

"Well, I'll always be with you Nesh. Just so you really won't let me down at your wedding, like you said"

Ganesh hugged me, he looked so happy with my answer. I am the same, we are happy with this decision. No matter what happens in the future, we will accept all the consequences from now on and bear them both.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

After that day, Ganesh and I were still going about our usual activities. Always take time to walk on weekends after I come home to worship then Ganesh will pick me up to go on the road.

"Your marriage will be called the day after tomorrow, why are you still working? Don't you have to take care of all your wedding preparations?"

I was surprised when Ganesh still picked me up to go to work together. Though his marriage and Tyas will be held the day after tomorrow.

"Here you go, I've left everything to Mama and Aunt Syifa. Why should I also take care of all that, if the one I marry is you. Maybe I'll take care of everything myself and make sure that our wedding will be extravagant and grand" Ganesh said with a smile on me

I just nod, it's up to Ganesh. Whatever the man wants to do, I just want to live my life with him. That'sallthatis.

"Oh yeah Ra, did your parents know about my marriage and that woman?" asked Ganesh, he seemed very lazy to mention the name of his future wife.

"I haven't told you yet, it looks like tonight or tomorrow I'll tell you soon"

I haven't told Mom and Dad. I was afraid of the reaction they would give me later on over the marriage of Ganesh and Tyas.

Ganesh sighed softly "You better not tell them, I'm afraid if your parents know everything. Then they will tell you to leave me. And you know for yourself that I was forced to do this marriage"

"But if I don't tell Mom and Dad. They may also know from others"

If Father and mother knew about the marriage of Ganesh and other women from others, then they would definitely be more wrathful.

"You take it easy, I did spread out invitations but not all I invited. I deliberately spread the invitation to the people closest to my family. Not even the office staff invited me. So, we can still be free with the usual life. Nor do I allow any media to cover it. Everything is completely secret" Ganesh explained

I was a little confused by Ganesh's explanation as to whether he could do that while I knew that his family was a big family with connections everywhere. Especially Grandpa.

"Why is it like that?"

Ganesh smiled, he looked calm at this moment "Because it is a condition I give them for their coercion that I marry him"

Seriate

Is anyone confused? Same with me too.. Both are still trying to fight destiny...

Anyone want prov Ganesh? Haha.. I will love you, but not here..

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