Our Barrier Fort

The Discussion I Don't Want

"Where was the reunion yesterday?" Ask Ganesh

"Yes that's it, like the previous reunion"

We are currently in the car. As usual, Ganesh would pick me up every morning to leave together for the company.

Ganesh nodded his head "Emm.. This weekend we are not going to be the way"

I immediately turned to her, puzzled as to why Ganesh suddenly canceled our weekend event that we always spent together.

"Why?"

Ganesh glanced at me "There's a family event in Bogor. So let's just walk there"

I smiled hearing it. I don't think it's either way, but the weekend is the time we're together for longer. Usually Ganesh is always busy with work, so am I.

"Ohh so, all right"

Ganesh smiled as he stroked my head fondly. Aaa.. He can always flatter me with all his attitude. He loves me so much and so do I.

"Oh yeah, what's the show in Bogor?"

"Grandfather wants a vacation there, we have a villa there and deliberately all the big family gathering" explained Ganesh

I understand that his family is a big family. If a family gathering like this, it is sure to be very crowded.

The car is parked in the company parking lot. Ganesh got down first and opened the car door for me. Get out of the car with a sweet smile at the man I love so much after my father.

"Passion work dear"

I gave her some spirit with that gentle kiss I gave her on her white cheek. Ganesh smiled getting a warm kiss from me, I know if he always felt more excited if I had given him a kiss even just a kiss. Seen from his eyes that always sparkle radiate happiness.

Ganesh rubbed my head with anxiety, I like his expression like this. Feeling anxious about my behavior, he seemed to love me so much.

We walked hand in hand, there was no shame or anything when Ganesh took my hand which was just an employee at his company. And I feel so precious to her.

It's been an open secret for all employees of GE company about my relationship with Ganesh.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

The weekend has arrived, later in the afternoon I will go to the villa of the Ganesh family in the Bogor area. Happy, of course, because Ganesh does not hide our relationship from anyone at all. Including family and other co-workers.

"Let's go to Ra" asked my father who was still sitting on the sofa waiting for them to be ready to go to worship where we worship our god.

I nodded and immediately stood up, following in the footsteps of Father and Mother who had already walked out of the house. Get in the car and ready to go to our destination.

As usual, every weekend I will perform the worship as I should. Worship our Lord, with all the confidence my family has.

Finished with our worship activities, I along with Dad and Mom immediately returned home. Father was a chief executive at a company that is quite famous also in this country. While my mother was an elementary school teacher, she taught in a special school for the religion we attended.

"Later in the afternoon you will go with Ganesh?" Ask Dad

I nodded "Yes, there is a family event in Bogor. I think I'm there too, Dad"

Dad nodded while remaining focused on his drive "Alright, greetings to his family"

"Yes, well, I'll tell you later"

"Will you survive, honey?"

Mother's soft voice that made me speechless, I certainly know the meaning of Mother's words. However, I am still not ready to discuss all this. It's been three years, but I'm still afraid to face the reality of our relationship.

I still want to deny this reality, the fact that I and Ganesh are different. We are not the same, I want to forget that difference for a moment. Even if I can I want to destroy our Barrier Fortress which is even very difficult for us to reach.

I heard Mom sighing "We and his family are different Ra, you have to think about it well"

"Yes Ma'am" I replied in a weak voice, obviously I don't like this discussion. We who are different have always been the chatter tofic that I avoided long ago. I just want Ganesh and to live with Ganesh.

The car had reached the grounds of our house, I immediately got off without saying anything more. I have always been sensitive to the discussion of my relationship with Ganesh which has too many differences.

I went upstairs and went into my room. Dropped my body on the bed, hid my face on the pillow.

Hix..Hix..

Finally broke out also my cry, how could I be strong without Ganesh. How can I live happily without Ganesh. I love him so much, he is the best for me.

Hix..Hix..

"Why should I be God? Can't I love her? He's different from me"

I want to blame fate now. Wh why? Why is the difference between us too far away and will not be able to be united. Our Barrier Fort is too high to reach.

I hit the bed with annoyance and full of pent-up anger.

Hix..Hix..

Why does it have to be like this? Why should we be different? I love him, I love him so much. But it all felt difficult for us to get through.

Drett..Drett..

The phone vibrating inside my sling bag stopped my crying. I got up and sat on the bedside. Take the bag lying on the bed. Ride into it and pick up the phone that keeps ringing and vibrating.

Ganeshku

The name I gave you on Ganesh's phone number with an emoticon love behind it. I wiped my tears and immediately picked up the phone.

"Ha-hallo"

"What's with your voice? Are you crying?"

The crying broke again when I heard Ganesh's voice. How much we love each other and always feel for each other.

"Why? What's the matter Ra?"

"Mothers.. Always talking about it"

There was a heavy sigh there, perhaps Ganesh was just as burdened with this situation.

"Yes, don't think too much. We'll talk about the solution"

"Yes" I replied weakly, what solution? There is clearly no solution to this. Our differences are too far apart, Ganesh just makes me feel a little at ease with the problems we are facing.

"Here you go, you get ready. I'll pick you up later. My grandfather and family are gone"

"Good"

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