Our Barrier Fort

Become Friends?!

I went into the house, it was really exhausting today. I have a lot of work to do, and also with my feelings in disarray. Having not heard from Ganesh made me mess up, thinking of the things I feared had happened to Ganesh and Tyas.

Tonight after dinner with Mom and Dad, I chose to sleep in my room. Although I didn't really sleep, I just fell on the bed while playing my phone. Hope Ganesh will contact me soon. Even I've been dying to send him a chat, but it's impossible. I was afraid that the chat I sent would be opened and read by someone else.

"If I don't call you first, please don't call me first. Because my family doesn't know I'm still in touch with you. They know if I'm not in a relationship with you anymore"

The words of Ganesh at that time were enough to make me understand this situation. I couldn't possibly contact him first, while now Ganesh wasn't just mine, his body already belonged to two women. But hopefully his heart will be mine.

I remember what Alex said this morning, it's pretty disturbing to me right now. Is it true that he just wants to make a friendship with me? Why would I doubt that.

"Where do you know about that?"

Alex turned towards me "It doesn't matter where I know from. I'm obviously worried about you, Ra, are you okay?"

Am I okay? I don't know either. My feelings are hollow, but I still try to look good in front of others. Because I felt empty, as if something was missing from my life. Everything I do seems like there is no purpose. All futile.

"Sure I'm fine, Ganesh and I have parted ways"

I smiled to cover up the lie. It's obvious that Alex is worried about me. But I couldn't give her any hope. My heart still belongs to Ganesh.

Alex nodded and smiled, the smile I saw was a relieved and happy smile. Is she happy because I'm doing well, but I don't see her because of that. Alex smiled because I parted with Ganesh. Aaa. Nope-no.. Alex can't be like that.

"Thank God Ra, if you're okay. I'm glad to hear it" Alex said with a smile

I know if Alex says that sincerely, he's a good friend indeed. "Thank you Lex"

"Emmm. Ra, after this can I get even closer to you?" ask Alex

Whahuh?

I was surprised to hear Alex say, the meaning of the close word Alex said I knew where he was going. He wanted to be closer to me than just a friend.

"I mean Lex?" Although I quite understand the meaning of Alex's words, but I still ask him.

"It's okay, I just want to be close to you. Suppose from a friend to a friend. You can tell me all your complaints" Alex said casually

A pal?

Alex just wants to be my best friend. Was there no other intention with his words? I don't know.. I now accept his good intentions. Be friends with Alex.

"All right, we're best friends"

Is there a pure friend between two different people. Men and women, I have doubts about that.

"Thank you, Ra, I want to be my best friend" Alex said, looking very happy

I just nodded with a smile.

Drett...Drett..

Finally the one I was waiting for came too, Ganesh called me now. After three days he disappeared without any news. Could Ganesh be on his honeymoon? Ahhe.. Nope-no.. He promised not to touch Tyas. But, what if Ganesh remains tempted by Tyas?

Aaa.. I was frustrated with that thought. I immediately picked up the phone from Ganesh.

"Hallo, honey, sorry, I haven't seen you in a long time"

Ganesh's heavy voice instantly rang out from there making me smile instantly. I really miss this guy's voice.

"I thought you had forgotten me and were on a honeymoon with your wife"

I don't know why I answered Ganesh's words with a little frown. Upset at the thought that Ganeshku was making out with another woman, even though it was his wife.

Let me be selfish now, God. I just don't want Ganesh to turn away from me, even if it's on his own wife.

"What Ra is, I can't touch him. Yep.. It's true that three days ago I was told by Grandpa to take her on a honeymoon in our villa. But, I didn't even touch her at all"

I snorted in annoyance, so they actually went on their honeymoon. Yep.. Although Ganesh said he didn't touch Tyas. Still I am jealous, at times like this even Tyas can spend more time with Ganesh and be freer if he wants to meet Ganesh, even in front of his family. Unlike me who from now on will have a time limit if you want to meet with Ganesh.

"Where are you now? Why couldn't you call me for a second over the past three days?"

"I'm still at the villa because Grandpa requires me to take him on vacation here for a week or so. Here the signal is quite ugly, this alone I have to walk up to near the hills high enough to be able to get a signal" explains Ganesh, it seems like the man is also uncomfortable with this situation.

"For so long, I miss you"

I really miss him, I still will not be fully willing to hear the man I love is in a beautiful place with other women, despite being his wife.

"What if you come here" said Ganesh

Whahuh? I was surprised by what Ganesh said, he was crazy to the point of telling me to come to their honeymoon. He's totally nuts..

"Haha. There's no way Nesh, I don't want to ruin your honeymoon" though I'm jealous of this. Why Ganesh even honeymooned with another woman. Not me.

"Just leave him alone, you don't have to care about him. I want you here, and to accompany me Seira. You take a quick leave and come here soon" said Ganesh, so sure of his decision.

"But Ganesh, Tyas...."

"Here you go, you don't have to think about it. You came here to celebrate our holiday together"

I fell silent at the words of Ganesh that even he cut off my words. Can I if I come there? And what about Tyas?

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Let Seira be a selfish woman first, before she comes to her senses and understands the situation.