Our Barrier Fort

New House?!

Today was the first time Ganesh picked me up again after he got married. Ganesh just got home from his fake honeymoon, two days ago. The reason he didn't see me right away was because of his family who asked him to stay a few days in the main house of the Aditama family. I understand, there is no need to explain even I understand the situation now.

A stressful morning, Dad accidentally met Ganesh when the man came to pick me up. Finally we had to gather first in the living room with a fairly stressful atmosphere, my feelings were lately always anxious and anxious excessively. Especially in this kind of situation, I'm only afraid that Dad would know our lies.

"How is Nak Ganesh? Long enough ya don't come here" said Father friendly

Ganesh smiled clumsyly, he scratched his head that was not itching "Yes Om, I have quite a lot of work to do outside the city. My message is Good, what about Om and Aunty?"

Ganesh deserves to be a big boss. He can still be this calm when I'm just really nervous. But not with Ganesh. He looked calm, answering my question.

"We are also good" this time Mother replied, she also joined us before leaving for school to teach.

"Om just reassuring if Nak Ganesh is okay. Including the relationship between the two of you" Dad said, staring at me and Ganesh alternately "There's nothing you're hiding from us, right?"

Degs...

I'm getting nervous to hear that father's words, there's no way we're answering the truth. But why did you ask that. Does he know anything about my relationship with Ganesh? Lord.. Please don't let this end now.

"No Om, we're still on good terms to this day. Our relationship is still the same, because we love each other and our love will be hard to forget for whatever reason" Ganesh said so calmly and confidently.

Inversely proportional to me, Ganesh looks so calm and can answer all questions Dad well and logically. But, maybe it will continue like this? We kept lying and fooling Mom and Dad.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

I looked at Ganesh who was sitting beside me, his gaze straight towards the lake. After work, Ganesh took me to a lake that became a historic place for us. The place where Ganesh declared his love for me, and our story began.

I never thought our love story would end like this. It ends with me being Ganesh's mistress. It ends with Ganesh marrying the woman of his grandfather's choice. Everything was really too far from our shadows and plans.

"Nesh" I turned towards Ganesh by calling him slowly. Ganesh turned and smiled at me. There was no burden in his eyes, he seemed to be undergoing all of this calmly. Unlike me, who is always restless every night. Thinking about my relationship with Ganesh. We were related only as lovers, while he and Tyas were lawful husband and wife.

I was jealous, even though I said sincerely and accepted all of this. But this heart cannot lie. I'm disappointed, I don't like to see Ganesh spend more time with Tyas. Afraid that if one day Ganesh would break his promise, he would do just that with Tyas. I can't imagine that happening. I might be ruined.

Lord, is this so hard to defend our love?

"What's the matter, honey?"

The voice of Ganesh awakened me from all these thoughts. I smiled and nodded slowly. I also don't know what I want to talk about right now. I'm still not ready to say 'we've got it all up here'. It was like a nightmare haunting me every day. Maybe that sentence will be said someday. Either from Ganesh's mouth, or maybe I said it.

I leaned my head on Ganesh's shoulder, the man immediately kissed the top of my head "I just thought, can our relationship be maintained until we get married? Could it?"

Could we get married? At a time when everything is so complicated for us to live.

I exhale violently, I will not leave Ganesh. But, is it possible that I will be strong enough to live this complicated story? I don't know.. I'm not sure about that.

"Are you sure you won't fall in love with Tyas?"

Such a kind and sincere girl. Who was always patient when Ganesh was not even the slightest bit to appreciate it.

"No, I won't fall in love with that woman. All I love is you, Ra. Don't talk about it anymore!" resolute Ganesh

"I love you too, dear"

Until now I only loved her, it's still the only reason why I've stuck with Ganesh. The real relationship we shouldn't continue.

"Let's go home, Nesh, it's dark"

I stood up and slid the bag over my shoulder, stretched out my hand so that Ganesh could grab her "Your wife must be waiting at home, right? Later your family will also suspect if you come home at night. Though you're still the mood of the newlyweds. huh..."

I exhaled a rough breath as I told the newlyweds to Ganesh. Should I be Ganesh's wife? But, because our differences were too far away until finally our story ended like this. And I don't know what end we're going to have in this story we're going through?

"Just relax, I don't live in Grandpa's house anymore. I chose to stay in the house I bought, so that I could be free to meet you at any time. No one will stop me" Ganesh explained

I frown, new house? I don't even know if Ganesh has his own house.

"When did you buy a house? How I don't know yes"

"I've been buying that house for a long time. I even renovated it several times to fit my dream home. The house I'm going to live in with my wife's son, but it's not like that. I can't even marry the woman I love"

I listened to Ganesh's explanation as to whether he bought the house for our future after we got married. Oh... God, he thinks so much about our future. My father, everything did not materialize. The first one living in that house was Tyas, not me. Why do I feel so disappointed with our destiny. Why does it have to be like this?

"Tonight I'll take you home, let you see our new home. I'm sure one day you'll be able to stay there"

Seriate

I continue not well.. this story? It makes me less enthusiastic because of his support very ... hah I just want to write this story..

There is no antagonist here, only he is maintaining his love.

Which team are you guys? Ganesh Tyas or Ganesh Seira?