Our Barrier Fort

Am I So Disgusting?!

It's great to be nostalgic in those old school days. Adolescence is the most beautiful time.

"Thank you, Lex. Take me to this place"

Alex smiled "Sama-sama Ra, I'm also happy to be able to go to that satay shop again"

Maybe Alex feels the same way about me. Happy to be able to remember that wonderful and carefree adolescence. Adults are exhausting. Every problem alternates near us, can not complain much let alone cry like a teenager who is in a breakup. After adulthood we are more harboring what we are facing and thinking about the solution ourselves. As if not wanting others to know about the problems we are facing right now.

"Emmm. Lex, I'm sorry you've been making sure I've been eating together lately. But, I keep refusing"

Honestly, I feel bad about it. Always refuse Alex's lunch. But, I also just don't want to cause misunderstandings between me, Alex and Ganesh.

"No papa, I understand" Alex said with a relaxed smile

He is still the same. I don't like to turn small things into big problems. Alex is a relaxed person, he can always deal with every problem calmly. Not much of a problem with little things like that.

The car arrived in front of the GE company, I got off after saying thank you. Alex returns to drive his car out of GE. While I'm in the company, lunchtime is running out. Many employees have passed by in the office lobby after they had lunch outside. There was also lunch in the company cafeteria.

"Who to eat with?"

Huh.. I was surprised to hear that cold voice, I turned my head and it turned out that Ganesh was standing there. Why am I not aware of its existence, I almost just passed it.

"Emmm. I had lunch with a friend"

Ganesh looked at me more and more sharply, I knew the meaning of that gaze. Ganesh is not happy or sure of what I am saying.

Is it possible that she saw me with Alex?

"Whose friend? All your office friends nobody eats with you" ketus Ganesh was full of satire.

I was wondering, it seems like Ganesh did find out if I went to lunch with Alex. I certainly don't have any more excuses now.

"Emmm. Honey, I'm having lunch with Alex. Schoolmates first"

I finally said to be honest, it's useless if I keep lying. Ganesh was already suspicious of me, or even he already knew that I was going to lunch with Alex.

"Come into my room now!"

I just nodded following Ganesh's orders. He is angry and I cannot deny his wishes. He'll just nag me in his room. Things he used to do if I had done something wrong or upset him.

Entering the elevator, not even a word came out of Ganesh's mouth. This is how a friendly man gets angry. Cold and silent a thousand languages.

When I entered the room, she was still silent and looked at me coldly. Ohh.. Such an atmosphere is always stressful.

"Sit down" said Ganesh as he sat in his seat of greatness. I guess, sitting in the chair opposite him, just blocked by the desk.

"So, you went to eat with Alex?" ask Ganesh coldly

"L-yes, he did invite me to lunch together. I haven't had lunch with him in a long time either. You don't get mad dong, I'm the same Alex doesn't have any relationship. We're just friends!"

I explained firmly, Alex and I are just friends. Even to be a friend, I'm not that close to him. Although Alex once said that he was ready to be my best friend and heard every complaint. But, I can't say every problem I'm facing to anyone, including Alex.

Ganesh stood up from his seat, he walked up to me and turned the chair I was sitting on made me just surprised. He slightly bent his body with one hand resting on the workbench and the other holding on to the handle of the chair I was sitting on.

Degs...

My heart skipped a beat, as if it knew what would happen next. Ganesh's face is getting closer to mine. I reflexively closed my eyes, and it was true what I thought happened. Ganesh kissed my lips, smeared each other finely and tasted sweetness on each other's lips.

Kissing long enough, I vent all my love for Ganesh with this kiss. It is a burden we feel now. Forget for a moment if between us still stands a fortress that is too sturdy to be destroyed.

Brakkk...

The door of the room opened violently, it seemed like Ganesh had forgotten to lock it. We let go of the link of our lips in surprise. I rubbed my wet lips, the rest exchanged saliv just now.

"I'm here to hand over the file that Papa asked me to hand over to you" Erland walked over casually as if seeing nothing. He keeps the files he carries on Ganesh's desk.

I looked down embarrassed, very embarrassed by the scene that just happened. Increasingly embarrassed as Erland looked at me with a look of disdain. Ohh.. God, am I that bad?

"Next time lock the door if you want to do that disgusting thing" Erland said, so piercing into my heart. It is true what Erland said.

"Take care of your words, Erl" said Ganesh with a forefinger pointing towards Erland. He might not have accepted what his cousin had just said.

"Ohh forgot yes, if this brother already has a wife. What scene was that? Right, what I said. The disgusting scenes you shouldn't be doing" Erland pressed down on every word

Degs..

Yes, it's true what Erland said. We shouldn't have done that. Ganesh is already someone else's husband.

"Sorry Erland"

I lowered my head as I said that 'sorry' word. I really couldn't look at Ganesh's cousin's face. Too shy.

"You don't have to be ashamed or feel guilty about what you did. Apologize to the person you accidentally hurt and involve in this forbidden relationship. And feel shame on your God"

Erland passed outside the room after saying that. I was sitting limp in the chair, how could Erland who was below our age be able to say so wisely. He can break our hope which is indeed a very wrong thing. We shouldn't have done this and expect to be together in a time when everything is not possible. You're right Erland.

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