Our Barrier Fort

Still Trying to Survive

I'm still thinking about that girl named Tyas. I don't feel like that girl is the girl Ganesh said she was. I don't know...

Ganesh took me downstairs, he'll take me home. I forced him to say goodbye to his family, because Ganesh did not want to meet his family before he drove me home.

"Ma, Pa, Gezia I'm saying yes. Oh yeah where's Grandpa? I haven't met Auntie's Om" either"

There were only Papa, Mama and Gezia. Grandpa and the girl were no longer there. Because of the chaos that occurred, I did not even meet with Om Erwin and Aunt Syifa, as well as his children.

"Grandfather has rest Ra, soy sauce like. Understand if you're that old" Papa said

I nodded in understanding, Mama hugged me "Be careful Ra, sorry for the incident"

I returned Mama's embrace warmly "No Papa Ma, I understand"

Although I was quite hurt when I found out that the woman Ganesh was going to be paired with was so close to her family. I don't know why I can't blame the girl. I feel like he has his own problems too.

Finally I went home without saying goodbye to Grandpa, Aunt Syifa and Om Erwin. I glanced at Ganesh who was focusing on driving. He was silent with a cold face. I know he's in a mess right now. I just didn't expect that girl would be present at the event.

I stroked the burly hand of Ganesh holding the wheel tightly, looking as if he were in a cloud of emotion. "Already yes, do not be dizzy about the incident earlier. I'm not papa"

Ganesh glanced at me, then refocused on his wheel "How could I just calm down and be quiet as they bravely brought the damn woman to the family event. They know I'm taking you"

I know Ganesh behaved like this because of me. He was afraid that I would feel the pain of seeing that happen. Seeing women.. Ahhh.. I don't think it's worth calling her a woman. Since she is obviously younger than me, she is an innocent sweet girl. And somehow I didn't feel angry at him, I was just a little surprised.

"Oh, I understand enough. The situation is different now, I'm not the candidate you're expecting, Ganesh"

It's true, I'm not the daughter-in-law they expected. They're still being nice to me, they're so grateful now. I have begun to surrender to fate, I will only go with the flow and will not go against the flow in my relationship with Ganesh.

Ganesh glanced at me coldly "I don't care if it's not you they expect, but I always expect you"

I smile at Ganesh's words, there's no way to dispute that for now. I know that Ganesh is in a state of emotion.

"Well, now you don't think about it too much. Let's just follow the plot"

Ganesh just kept quiet hearing my words. Just follow the flow, which I know the flow will take us where. The current will only lead us to the abyss of farewell. There is no chance for us to be together forever. Our Barrier Fortress will again not be able to penetrate.

Arriving in front of the courtyard, I said goodbye to Ganesh by kissing his cheek at a glance as a sign of farewell today.

"I'm home, don't frown. Ugly knows"

I chuckled a little, trying to comfort my man who was in a bad mood. Evidently, Ganesh smiled at my words.

He stroked my head and... Uh.. Suddenly he pulled my head up so close that our faces were getting closer and closer.

Cup.. Ganesh kissed my lips. No. gabe. Not just a kiss, but it continued on the delicate luma*tan on my lips. I replied to her so gently. I also miss this soft kiss, ever since our problems. Even when we meet, we always argue and focus on each other's thoughts. Think of our relationship in the future.

Ganesh released the link of our lips after he was quite satisfied with the kiss. I tucked the hair behind my ears with a slightly embarrassed face. It's not the first time we've kissed like this. But I always felt a little embarrassed.

"That's... I'm going down, be careful with the car. Don't speed!"

"Yes dear"

I got out of Ganesh's car, waiting in front of the gate of the house until Ganesh's car got away from there. After Ganesh's car was invisible to the eye, I immediately entered the house.

"Have Ra gone home, how was the show?" ask Mom who's sitting on the living room couch with Dad.

I approached them, sitting on a single sofa there "Well Mom, everything is going well"

"Emmm. What about your relationship?" ask Dad all of a sudden, the thing I always avoid when Dad or Mom is talking about it.

I'm confused to answer what, questions about our relationship have always been a sensitive tofic. I always didn't like that, their questions always made me feel like everything was coming to an end. Three years together, will it end like this?

In the end I realized, if words might never exist for us. There is no chance that my relationship with Ganesh will last forever. Everything was too impossible, no matter when we could survive such a complicated relationship.

"We're good Well, there's nothing different. Ganesh and I stayed in touch as usual"

It's just that, no matter when we'll survive the relationship between differences that are far and hard to reach.

"Thank God, I can only wish you the best. May you find a soul mate who truly suits you in the future" Dad said, looking seriously at me

I really don't like what Dad said. What does it mean to find the best mate in the future? Did Ganesh and I really end our relationship? Our relationship is just a problem, and for now Ganesh and I are still trying to survive. We don't know until when we will survive.

"Ganesh is the best Well, he always understood me"

Dad sighed softly, he looked at me seriously "What you think is best, not necessarily what God meant to you"

I was silent, it was true what Dad said. But, it should be that clear he explained about the difference between us who were clearly at a dead end and did not find any solution.

"I'll still survive Well, not until when it's"

I stood up and stepped towards the stairs, but my steps came to a halt as Mom's voice sounded so softly in my ear.

"Mom and Dad are old, we want to see you get married and have a child soon"

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