Our Barrier Fort

The Desire of Mom and Dad

"Mom and Dad are old, we want to see you get married and have a child soon"

Deg

I stood still, this is the first time Mom has revealed that. He and Dad wanted to have a grandchild soon, while my relationship with Ganesh was not okay. The first time I expressed this wish. All this time I only thought that Mother often brought up the differences between me and Ganesh, because Mother did not agree that I was related to Ganesh. Turns out the reason is this.

I turned around and looked towards the two of them, two people who raised me with heartfelt affection. Want to be angry or whatever I hire on them, still I will come back to them again. Because Mom and Dad are where I come back.

"Mom..."

I walked back to the couch, sat there. Mom and Dad looked at me seriously. I think it's only natural that they want me to get married and have children soon. My age is ripe and it's appropriate to be married. However, my love story is not that easy for us to get to that point. Either we'll be able to get to the sewer or we won't. I wish I could.

"Mom, me and Ganesh aren't ready for that"

"Do you have no pity on us, if you still continue to hang on with Ganesh. When are you and Dad waiting for Ra? We are also parents who want to see their children married and live happily with their husbands and children. Mom and Dad are getting old, don't you feel sorry for us?" she said, looking at me seriously

I looked down, right what Mom said. But, I remain steadfast with my current stance. I wouldn't have ended it all if Ganesh had survived and tried to fight for our relationship. Let people say if love has blinded us, that is the truth. I have been blinded by love.

"I can't Mom, sorry"

I stood up and ran up the stairs to the top floor. I don't want to hear the words of Mom or Dad that always lead to the things I avoid. Farewell to Ganesh and me.

I went inside the room and locked the door, I want to be alone for now. Calm yourself from the words of Mother just now.

Why is it like this, God?

I threw the sling bag over the bed, then dropped my body over there. Snoring with face hidden behind a pillow. Finally it broke again, the cry that I was holding back from earlier broke also at this time.

I don't think I'm strong with all this, but I have to stay strong and push to be strong. That incident at Ganesh's house, Grandpa's question about my relationship with Ganesh. The arrival of a plain girl named Tyas. Everything really makes my head almost explode when I think about it.

I picked up my phone and turned on my favorite song on the music app on my phone. Just wanted to slightly disguise the sound of my crying with the song I set on my phone. Right now I just want to cry to blow all the tightness in the chest. The song started to spin, a song that really revolves around me and Ganesh.

I'm for you. You're for me...

But all that is possible, our faith is different.

God is one, we are not the same...

Should I go, though love cannot go...

I cried as much as I could hear every lyric in that song. The lyrics of the song are really like telling me about my relationship with Ganesh.

I don't know if there will be any solution in the future other than me giving up on this faith and belief? But, Ganesh once said that moving beliefs is not because of love but because of our own hearts. And until now, I didn't know about it. What is clear is that I just want to do anything for my love and Ganesh can be united forever. Even if I had to change my faith.

But what about Mom and Dad? They will be disappointed in me. They obviously didn't allow me to make that decision. Lord... Why so complicated..

I kept crying as the song kept spinning on my phone.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

I woke up to the sound of Mom waking me up knocking on the door. Obviously I won't be able to get in because I locked the door last night.

"Wake up Ra, it's noon. You work today, right?" I shouted behind the bedroom door

"Yes Mom, I'm awake"

I grabbed the cell phone lying on the bed. My phone's off, probably because all night I let the music play until the battery runs out.

Finished bathing and changing clothes, I sat down in front of the dressing table to put on this mess of makeup of mine. I pressed my swollen eyelids from crying last night.

Huhhhhh...

I should immediately cover those puffy eyes with make up. At least it won't be too visible later.

Finished preparing, I went out of the room to meet Father and Mother who were waiting in the dining room. I'll join you for breakfast soon.

"What are you saying, Ra?" Ask the mother who is always sensitive under any circumstances.

I fed my last breakfast with a bit of a spoon when I heard Mom's question.

"No Papa ma'am, too good sleep"

Reason makes sense to answer Mom's questions. Although I'm sure that you won't believe it. But, at least I can give it up later.

"Related?"

Now, guess what I guessed. You can't just believe in that classic excuse.

I nodded confidently "Yes Ma'am, I'm leaving first huh"

"Even the milk, Ra" said Father, who always requires me to drink milk in the morning and at night. I don't know what the reason is, but I'm already this big.

I drank the milk again, although it did not run out because my stomach would be bloated if I had to spend the milk. Moreover, I will work, I can get sleepy later.

I stood up and slid the bag over my shoulder and kissed Mom and Dad's cheeks in turn.

"I go first yeah"

"You're picking up Ganesh Ra?" dad asked me to stop my steps.

"Yes, maybe Ganesh hasn't arrived yet. Let me wait in front"

"Let's get Ganesh to come by the house first huh, there's something I want to talk about"

What do you want to say to Ganesh? Do you want to have Ganesh leave me? No. gabe.. This can't happen.

"Dad you want to talk to Ganesh?"

"Just want to talk, it's wrong if you want to chat with your girlfriend's daughter?"

It's not wrong, but I'm afraid that the conversation Dad meant about my relationship with Ganesh.

"That's it, there you go to work and have bad luck. Later on when you go home from work you tell Ganesh to stop by"

Finally I just nodded, it was impossible to refuse Dad's request either.

Seriate

Like a comment in every chapter.Love the gift and the vote too...

Actually I made this story because it was inspired by the song of my love fairy.. Ziva Magnoliya.