My Lovely Cousin's

My Lovely Cousin's
Chapter 92: Reason Revealed



"What if this afternoon we stop by the Clover restaurant to enjoy the new menu. I heard there's a special Mexican food they add to their special menu. Do you want to?" Noah offered.


Kira thought for a moment. It seems like the mood of the girl is good, so there is no harm if you agree to the offer. It's not good to refuse, is it?


"Well, let's go there." Answer the girl while nodding.


Just as Noah was about to turn south towards the Clover restaurant, his phone suddenly rang a sign of an incoming call. The man reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a black device. The name of Mr. Ran is there. Soon the man picked her up without waiting for long.


"Yes sir, fine. I'll be driving Kira home soon." Noah said, and the call was cut off.


Noah put the thing back in its place. Then he looked at Kira with regret. Because today they canceled to Clover restaurant to clean a new menu.


"Your father asked that you be immediately ushered home. So I don't think we can go to Clover's restaurant today, sorry." Noah Said.


"No problem, we can go together sometime. Don't worry, there's still tomorrow and so on." Reply Kira without fading her cheer.


"Really, are you still willing to go with me after today?" Noah confirmed.


"of course. Brother Noah is my best friend, so I'll be willing to go with you anytime I'm alive, hehe." Kira chuckles.


Noah also chuckled at hearing that. The man had not responded to Kira's remarks, stopping the speed of his luxury sedan first when the traffic light showed red.


"alright. I'll take you back sometime when I have some free time." Noah finally smiled because he was happy with Kira's response.


A few minutes passed and they finally reached the yard of the girl's house. Noah and Kira simultaneously untied their seat belts and climbed out of the car and darted into the main door.


The two walked in tandem into the living room. It looks so crowded there. Kira had just realized that she had seen Bara's car in the front yard of the house parked far enough away from Noah's car.


'Ah, don't-don't.' just about to guess, suddenly Uncle Saga's voice precedes him.


"Noah, come here, son."


Kira rounded her eyes as she gazed towards the living room sofa which turned out to have sat both her parents, Naura, Bara and Uncle Saga. Seeing Bara's figure there made his heart beat faster. His body trembled as his gaze met the sharp eyes of the man.


Noah had pitched and sat joined on one of the sofas. But Kira still stood with a pushy look towards Bara. It was as if the world had stopped at that moment. They stared at each other full of desire, but unfortunately it could not be a reason for Kira to remain complacent. He knew enough that they could no longer be together. And also the presence of Naura there is able to make her wish to say hello to Bara yawn.


Kira walked over to his father and mother, as a form of respect to the two men of old age. Then step away from the crowd to fix himself who has begun to wear out due to his school activities all day.


Gontai Kira's steps began to look as soon as they reached the second floor. He walked originally to his room while thinking of Bara. The presence of Bara made the good feeling that was carried with Noah was destroyed again. Bara made the taste inside her chest mix. Want to say hello but remember the circumstances are not conducive. Being left alone feels increasingly suffocating.


'What kind of feeling is this? Why am I made helpless.' Inner Kira.


The girl closed the door without locking it. Silent for a moment, an inkling penetrated into his chest. It was as if that unlocked door was the reason he let someone in. And he wished that man was Bara. Consciously, Kira shook her head to dismiss the premonition. At once the girl felt stupid.


Without interest Kira finally went into the bathroom. Ten minutes later, he came out. The quiet atmosphere in the room was welcoming, to add to his feelings that afternoon. Bara had truly become the master of his mind at this moment.


Even when sorting clothes to wear, Kira felt less focused. Bayangn Bara haunted him. Blocking all the commands in his brain not to do anything. It was as if in his little head he was only commanded to think of Bara, Bara and Bara.


Kira grunts. No matter how much he struggled to forget Bara, in fact the brain in his small head only ordered one job. So what's he trying for? Suddenly the girl did not want to do anything.


'I'm desperate.' His fizz in heart.


Kira dropped her body on the small sofa in her room, the girl closed her eyes. The long, heavy breath was heard until it passed through the air.


A new atmosphere was created when the sound of the door of the room was opened. Kira did not intend to look around because she knew that the one who entered must be Naura. Who else? It's impossible for his parents, they're busy.


But the premonition of the girl turned unpleasant when she heard a round of locks on the door. Is Naura trying to talk about something? Feeling a little disturbed, Kira opened her eyes.


Deg. That characteristic heartbeat sound again filled his chest cavity. What he saw at this moment weakened the entire feeling within him. Embers. The one who entered her room and locked the door was Bara, her lover.


Kira nodded helplessly. His gaze weakened with tears beginning to fall. Defense's collapsed. Bara approached him and pulled his small body into the arms of the bitter longing created by their separation. The girl's breath was restrained, as if the air she breathed lost its function as O2.


"Darling, aitakatta! (I miss)." Say Bara with a raucous tone.


Kira closes her eyes, deep. He almost lost his life when his breath was restrained. Utung not dead yet.


"Why are you avoiding me?" Ask Bara while tightening her embrace.


"Because Brother Naura knows everything. I have no other reason." Replied Kira with all her might to endure the tightness.


"Really, but why didn't he say anything to me?" Bara let go of his embrace and looked at Kira's wet eyes.


"I don't know why. What's clear is that I can't go back to you anymore." Kira Obviously.


"Why? We love each other! There is no reason but death that can separate us! Have you forgotten how you feel about me?" Bara brushed off unacceptable.


"I never forget. That feeling that's been tormenting me all along. Which continues to divide me with guilt to the autousan and okaasan. Who continues to corner me from the authority of Kak Naura towards her responsibilities as a sister. I'm sorry Brother. I couldn't face the disappointment of my parents if I knew I was betraying them." Kira is seen starting to avoid Bara's gaze, the girl glares back at her lover.


"Was the affection I gave you less, that you had no strength to endure this great storm? Am I worth that little more now in your eyes?" Bara raised her voice.


Hearing the snapping Kira was surprised until his body spontaneously shook. "No brother, no!"


"Then what?" They responded quickly.


"I am too weak. I'm the one who can't keep the confidence of the autousan. I was wrong to have ensnared you in this pain. And now I realize that, we shouldn't be together. Please just leave a labile girl like me. I'm worth nothing to anyone." Kira's words were really low.


"But unfortunately, I only want you!" Bara replied in a cold tone.


"No! Don't ever want me again. I'm not the girl that suits you. Better get in touch now. I will thank you for being a light in my chest for some time now." Sanggah Kira.


"Easy that? Do you think my love for you is an illusion?"


He pulled his hand from the girl's shoulder. Frustration enveloped his recently wounded heart. A second later the man turned to Kira with a pleading gaze. Kira shook her head as a sign that there was no hope of tying each other up.


Undeterred, Bara recklessly pushed Kira's body to sleep on the sofa they were sitting on. The man had the goal of giving Kira a warm feeling so that the girl could return to her former self, where their relationship was still in good shape.


"Do you not know how deep my heart has fallen into the pit of your heart? Filling that empty space with my sweet taste? Can you see me hurt?" Spoke with eyes of sadness.


Kira shakes. "It's not like you should have acted. Brother, you're a grown man. Please don't give in to feelings. Nothing remains in this world, not even your love for me. Someday this feeling will surely disappear. So before your affection gets bigger, then finish it right now. I'm afraid the wounds you and I will receive will be even greater."


"How come you say that! After giving me hope to live from the grip of death in the middle of the sea, now you alone drown me with that love. You're mean!" Emphasis-filled speech.


The man closed his eyes tightly. Until a drop of tears appeared from the surface of his petals and fell dripping on the face of Kira who was positioned below his body.


They were silent in each other's cries. The sound of their sobbing became a soundtrack that graced the mood of poignancy. The scene makes Bara look like a wounded love elgegi victim. What a weak man.


"Give me another chance." Pinta Bara's.


"I can't give myself or you another chance to love each other. I don't deserve that yet, my future will be at stake if you force me." Said Kira while crying.


Bara realized from the sense of egoism that has been covering his common sense. Right, Kira's future will be a bet if he pushers. Slowly Bara pulled his body away from Kira. Along with that Kira also got up while sitting in his initial position.


"Tell me one last time if you love me!" Sahut Bara.


Kira shook her head as a sign of rejecting it. Voicing his affection meant that he was recklessly widening the wounds in their hearts. Which will certainly be the reason he or Bara continues to grieve. No, for this time Kira refrained from mistakes that would arise later. It was enough of all the sadness he created today. He no longer wanted to feel more pain.


"Then give me your lips as a sign of farewell!" Again he asked.


The man may not understand the consequences of the physical contact they often make, which actually hurt Kira's feelings. Because the more Bara touches the greater the feeling that fills Kira's heart and it goes hand in hand with the pain of separation.


Bara cupped Kira's face and put their lips together in an intoxicating wet sip. Weak and powerless to refuse. Once again he asserted to himself that no matter how much he refused, this eventually happened also without being asked.


For a long time their lips were tied. The evaporation that Bara continues to launch is unable to bring Kira in a sense of complacency. The girl realized, she was wrong. Then he will regret it afterwards.


"Stop!" Kira spoke weakly in the condition of their lips that were still linked.


Bara closed her eyes for a moment to taste the last sweetness of Kira's lips. Then slowly he released the link of their lips. In the heart of the deepest Bara he felt like something was stuck. Split his heart and then tear it until it is not formed. Bara is heartbroken!


After the drama let each other go it was over. They came out together from that room with different feelings and atmosphere. They are no longer lovers. Arriving at the front corridor of the stairs, they met Naura. The mood is changing increasingly.


"You guys?" Naura was surprised.


His index finger raised up and pointed at Bara. That made Kira close her eyes tightly. Finish history.


"Don't I tell you not to be together anymore? Are you lying to me again?" Naura asked in a tone full of anger towards Kira.


"It's not Kira's fault. But this was wrong.." just as Bara was about to explain everything, Naura pulled her sister away from the man's presence.


"I never want to involve others with personal matters. So Brother Bara can go now." Naura said before it passed.


The girl led Kira to her room. He sat Kira on the sofa and looked at her as if he was going to skin his own sister.


"It's enough of your outrageous play, Kira. I can't take it anymore. I will immediately complain about this to Otousan. I guess after my threat the other day you could think clearly and choose to leave Kak Bara. But it turns out you're really stubborn. You're making my patience run out. Tomorrow I hope your life is better than today. Otousan will know all this."


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seriate....