My Lovely Cousin's
Chapter 44: Receive
In the white-dominated room, Ran, Zara, Tahira and Saga sat down to solve the problem. The sky has darkened and they decided to straighten things out, because after this Ran and Zara will be quiet soon.
"I know how you feel. But I hope you think again. How would Aunt Yumna feel if you continued your relationship. Remember that! You're airless! You're the son of Auntie, I hope you don't disappoint her. Although actually it has been very disappointing." said Ran softly in his last sentence.
Saga knows very well if later his mother will be disappointed if she finds out about this. Instead of taking care of his sister well even he himself damaged her.
"Once again forgive me, it's all my fault." Saga looked down to sign he was sorry. But that doesn't mean he'll cut his ties with Tahira.
"If you don't stop all this then I make sure you have chosen the end of your journey in hell" Ran said sharply.
Tahira tried to surprise himself, now he was completely conscious but it was also not easy for him to let go of his feelings for the brother who had taken the most important thing from him. Besides he loves Saga, his heart is also difficult to eliminate his love.
"After today I assume everything is done. I leave it to you two, to finish or to continue. I'm still your cousin, and don't think I hate you, not at all. My words were just my affirmation and love for you. Because we are a family, born of the same genes. Saga, I'm sorry. Tahira my dear sister, I'm sorry. Your lives are precious." said Ran as he held back his tears.
He said it like it represented his feelings. Because indeed he loved his two cousins after he understood the meaning of love itself thanks to the presence of Zara. For him love means taking care of each other. Although they had never known each other but still, they had a family.
After a few minutes, Ran and Zara leave Saga's apartment to return to their habitat, Ran's apartment.
"We should sleep separately tonight" said Saga then passed to her room.
Tahira closed his eyes deeply while thinking about how their relationship would continue. Maybe this time he should be alone and contemplate everything.
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After Ran and Zara arrived at the apartment they rushed to change clothes and then sat on the sofa in Ran's room.
All the lights in the apartment had gone out as time had shown at 23:05 midnight. Ran's room was only in the bright lights of a dim sleeping lamp.
"I used to know Saga as a humorous person and also good, he was able to give color to the surrounding environment. But why is he like that now." said Zara.
They sit side by side on a sofa sized for the two people to look at the ceiling of Ran's room.
"We'll never know Zara, because we both have no brothers" Ran said as he looked at Zara.
"Weight feels brother. I loved Saga and Tahira, and even I considered them my own brothers." Zara's sadness was obvious.
"Let them choose. Maybe this is the best way, we are destined to know this just to warn them. Because God still loves them. I'm sure God knows but waits." Ran said.
Now that Zara was completely dizzy, she could no longer say anything. The girl leaned her head and closed her eyes. A few seconds later he felt his head being shifted from the back of the sofa towards Ran's chest. Zara opened her eyes.
"What did you do?" ask Zara coldly.
"Gives you a sense of calm. I know you're thinking a lot. Then let me be where you pour out all the emotions that haunt you." Ran replied sounding soothing to Zara.
As Zara's heart warmed, the cold attitude she had displayed had slowly disappeared. He also wrapped both his hands on Ran's body.
"Hontoni daisukidayo" said Ran repeated the sentence he said earlier in Saga's apartment.
Then the man turned to cupping Zara's face. Zara, who had closed her eyes, opened her eyes. They looked at each other's eyeballs. A heartbeat rang out in Zara's chest, she was nervous. In Ran's eyes looks coolness that makes him feel safe and secure. Zara enjoyed the view until she was lulled and her nervousness disappeared.
Ran drowned his lips on the girl's lips, slowly he sucked the upper lip. Zara simply resigned not to retaliate but also did not refuse, because Zara is still fairly rigid in such a thing so the girl did not reply and refused is the less appropriate choice at this time because the kiss was really soft.
Ran continued to softly vil*mat Zara's lips, a few minutes. The man tells Zara that he really loves the girl. After a few minutes Ran let go of the link of their lips.
"I want us to share happiness and sadness, I want to be with you forever Zara" Ran said with confidence.
The next day they returned to their activities. Zara leaves for her college while Ran returns to the office. His position as CEO at Zara's father's company has not changed. Because the man has returned from his personal affairs and it has become his duty to fill the position according to the mandate of Zara's father.
Ran walked into the office building towards his room. After arriving Surya came and met him to hand over some documents.
"Welcome back, boss. How are you and how's your dad doing?" Sapa Surya is friendly.
"My news and my father's good. How are you?" reply Ran was no less friendly.
"I'm fine boss." replied Surya with a slight bow of his head.
While at the campus Zara is conducting the final for semester one. A few more days the girl had finished her graduation in semester one and was going to be off for some time.
After finishing struggling with the final matters, Zara along with Satria and Aura came out to the canteen. As usual they will go to the cafeteria after class. Nothing had changed even after Aura had assumed the status of being Bryan's wife. They are still as familiar as friends.
So did Satria, he really enjoyed their friendship even though the man initially put his feelings for Zara but gradually he understood that Zara was not to be owned. But once Satria has not tried to open his heart to anyone, now what is mengernting for him is to keep his two female friends that point.
"Where's your weekend Aura? Is it fun to spend the weekend with your partner?" zara asked after they sat down to relax in the cafeteria.
"You won't believe it. We had a long conversation over the weekend. More precisely knowing each other, which in the end I knew if my husband was friends with Masahiro Inoe. You remind Zara, that arrogant handsome guy?" Aura smiled knot.
"What's? Really true?" ask Zara not to believe it.
Masahiro Inoe is a Japanese actor who plays Tsukasa Kadoya in the tokusatsu Kamen Rider Decade.
"Well, my husband showed me his picture with Masahiro. They were one campus when they were in college." explained Aura again.
"It's amazing." Zara shook her head.
"Then what about you, Satria?" asked Zara, she turned her eyes to Satria.
"Hmm, I spent the weekend just at home. I read a lot of books." said Satria.
Time goes so fast that no daylight says hello. Aura had returned home with her husband a few minutes ago leaving Zara and Satria at their front-campus bus stop.
"Want to go home together?" ask Satria.
Zara shook her head "No, I have an invitation."
"Who?"
"Sir Ran."
"He's back?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Thank God."
Before long Ran's car finally stopped in front of the bus stop they were sitting in waiting. Ran got out of the car and approached the two. He looked at the man beside Zara with a questioning look. Zara who saw Ran's gaze immediately understood.
"Sister, he's Satria. My best friend." said Zara.
"Oh yeah. Satria, I'm Ran. His sister Zara." said Ran who immediately displayed his silence after hearing Zara's words.
"I, Satria Kak." answered Satria a little nervously. Because Satria had only met Ran for the first time after several times hearing about the man in front of her from Zara's curse.
'Zara was always right in her belief that the man she loved would return. And in fact, this guy is back. There may be no hope for me to have Zara. I don't deserve to feel lost, because I never had Zara's inner Satria.
After Zara's departure, Satria enters the bus that stops in front of the stop. He came in and sat down at the window. Satria took the bus home because she wanted it. Satria put earphones into his ear and then set a song entitled Have Lost sung by the band Letto gurb. Although it sounds old-fashioned but feels touching in his heart.
*Cannot remove it
Even though there is no more
Your heart still feels it has it
The sense of loss will only exist
If you ever had one
Have you ever thought that he'd be gone
Even if you don't believe with all your soul
The sense of loss will only exist
If you ever had one
Have you ever thought that he'd be gone
Even if you don't believe with all your soul
The sense of loss will only exist
If you ever had one*
'Then I concluded once again, I don't deserve to lose because I never had Zara.' once again he was insistent.
