Munding - Legend of the Wolf Fighter

Chapter 235 - Conscious

Munding just whispered softly, “why are you doing this?”

No answer was heard from this world filled with darkness. Munding expects her instincts to reappear in her figure as they once did. But hope is hope and it never happens.

Munding believed that his instincts would never harm him.

Munding then fell silent and recalled the journey of his life when he became a fighting wolf.

Munding met his instincts for the first time while doing awakening first. His form is the same as his. With an aura of cynicism, anger and sadness. Her instincts were screaming in anger as Munding tried to call her by recalling the bad memories when she saw her biological mother's affair first.

Munding also still remembered the thin smile full of relief from the figure of her black-eyed self and had that cynical aura when hugging her.

Munding meets the instinct a second time when doing the initiation process. At that time, Munding managed to clear all the doubts he had about his instincts and trust completely in his instincts. Despite having to go through a long process involving Asthma and her mother.

Munding also did not remember how many times his instincts had saved him in a fight. Therefore, until this moment Munding always believed that his instincts would never harm him.

Munding knew that all his questions would be answered when he knew what his instincts wanted. And every time he did that, Munding was one step ahead.

While doing awakening, Munding first met and accepted his instinctual existence.

While initiating, Munding chose to trust his instincts even above his own logic and consciousness.

Right now, what should he do to step forward?

What does her instinct want? Why would he trap Munding's consciousness here?

All the answers to that question will lead Munding to the stage of manifestation. Munding knows that.

But, what steps should he take?

Munding tried to rethink but he couldn't. The shadow of Nurul who was crying and saying goodbye suddenly filled his head. But he did not feel the overwhelming anger at all like before.

Then, suddenly the sentence he had heard from Om Leman again ringed in Munding's ear.

“The creature is mortal, which remains only the Creator. So it is only natural that all creation will again be destroyed because of its mortal nature.”

Nurul, Pak Yai, Bu Nyai, and everyone he knew were mortal beings. All humans on this earth are also mortal beings. One day it will be called by the Creator. Including the Munding itself.

Why did Munding have to be angry when he lost Nurul? Because it's a definite rule. Aren't we all going to die someday?

Then why would Munding want to leave this place full of darkness?

Munding realized that he should not be confused or afraid.

Instinct is just a creation.

Self-awareness is just a creation.

Intent is also a creation.

Because they are all creations, they are mortal.

One day they will be destroyed. Because they are not eternal

Destruction is a beginning.

Like the star and the birth of a black hole.

Now Munding knows why he witnessed the evolution of stars in this dark world. His instincts wanted to tell him something. His instincts wanted him to understand something.

Something that will make Munding go to the next stage.

And it was then that Munding felt the whole world filled with this darkness begin to tremble. As if I were awakened by something. But Munding was not at all frightened.

“You are my instinct.”

“You are a part of me,” said Munding softly to the whole dark world without limits that was shaking violently, “Do you believe me?”

“If I had asked you to be destroyed, would you have been destroyed?”

Munding then heard an incredible rumbling sound that whispered him something. And Munding smiled when he heard it.

“So like that?” ask Munding with a smile.

The roar that filled this world filled with darkness grew stronger as if answering Munding's question. Munding understands now what he must do to move to the next stage.

“Destroyed!”

“And be a real part of me!!!”

Along with Munding's thunderous cry and filled the entire realm shrouded in darkness, a great rumbling sound rang out and this entire world collapsed. Munding's figure also disappeared.

All the darkness that existed centered quickly and gathered towards the place where the figure of Munding had been. Like a whirlpool in the middle of the ocean. It is like the birth of a black hole after the death of a star.

The darkness that was the original form of the predatory instincts of Munding that accompanied him all this time, fused with Munding consciousness that slowly faded.

Along with the process of assimilation between Munding's instincts of darkness and Munding's consciousness of a transparent Munding figure, the rumbling sound that filled the world full of darkness continues to be heard.

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Munding's body suddenly shook violently on his bed. But since no one was waiting for Munding and everyone was in Nurul's operating room, no one witnessed the incident.

Because of the condition of the hospital that was closed down by Cynthia Hong, there were no hospital employees who monitored the condition of Munding in his room.

Munding's body was still trembling and his vibration was getting stronger, as if Munding would wake up and stand up at any moment.

Munding's eyes, which had been closed for months, suddenly turned open. The exposed part of Munding's iris and cornea are pitch black. Only two colors are visible there. Black in the middle, and white on the edges.

A strange phenomenon also occurs in the body of Munding. Starting from his heart, the entire Munding blood vessel was like being flowed by something deep black and even visible from the outside of his skin.

The black blood flow spread throughout Munding's body from head to toe. The entire surface of Munding's body was filled with a web of terrifying black blood vessels. Fortunately, after filling the entire surface of Munding's body, the black color disappeared again and the entire surface of Munding's body returned to its original state.

After that, Munding's body crashed onto his bed again and he returned to his normal state. Lying on his bed like someone who was asleep and unconscious like before.

But no one knew and thought that in fact, Munding had returned and was now just asleep because of fatigue.