
Jaelani simply fell silent without answering. A moment later, the phone connection was cut off leaving Jaelani who now looked a little confused.
Jaelani could only take a deep breath while glancing at Munding who was still lying quietly on his bed while asleep. It was as if he was sinless and unaware of all the deeds he had done. How badly Jaelani wanted to take the chair next to the bed and smash it towards the man who was soundly asleep.
But, all just delusion and desire Jaelani alone.
Far roast from the fire, another expected in the head, another what Jaelani could do to the man. With a holding hand trembling with emotion, Jaelani again took a deep breath and tried to ease back.
After taking several deep breaths and exhaling slowly to resemble a mother who was struggling to live and die during labor, Jaelani finally managed to ease her emotions.
Afza and Arya had been trying hard to hold back their almost explosive laughter. The expression of Jaelani's face that drew and blew his breath many times earlier, there was no difference at all with the mouth of the Koki Mas Fish that gurgled in the aquarium.
Who wouldn't laugh when they saw it?
After successfully easing his emotions, Jaelani just glanced at Afza and said in an authoritative tone, “Forget what was! Just let Munding stay in the team!”
Afza had not had time to give his answer, Jaelani immediately turned his body and left this room. He did not want a minute longer to see the figure of a civilian man that he hated so much. He felt nauseous just being in the same room as her. As if unable to bear the disgust, Jaelani's shadow quickly disappeared from the room where Munding was being treated.
A few seconds after Jaelani left the room, Afza and Arya looked at each other spontaneously and without command, they both laughed out loud. Afza held onto her slender stomach due to the pain of laughing.
While they were still mollifying the rest of their laughter, a soft voice came from the direction of the bed that made Afza and Arya immediately turn their heads together.
“You know what?” ask Munding in a soft voice.
“Eh? Are you conscious?" ask Afza while approaching the bed.
Arya just follows Afza from behind. He and Munding are not foreigners anymore, but of course their relationship is not as close as Afza and Munding who are candidates from the same generation. So Arya let Afza who approached and questioned Munding.
“Hmm. Suddenly, there was a laughing voice that entered my dream and I could not get rid of it. Then I woke up,” said Munding with a serious face, it seems that he was honest.
Afza responded to Munding's words differently. His face suddenly met red after hearing Munding's words, but Munding did not mean anything at all.
Arya just shook her head looking at Afza's behavior. He quickly shifted his body and stood next to Afza. He then approached Munding and said slowly, “You're awake right?”
“Clearly, right now we're talking?” answer the confusion.
Arya scratching her head, “iya also yes?” his mind in the heart.
“I mean, how did you feel after being unconscious for the last few hours?” ask Arya.
“Custom only. Like a person who is waking up,” replied Munding.
“Hmm. Thank goodness then,” replied Arya while breathing a sigh of relief.
Arya then gave a signal to Afza to give a glass of water on the table next to the bed. Afza took the glass and gave it to Munding. Munding then drank it after upholding his body and returned to give the glass to Afza while saying thank you.
“Remember,” Munding replied short and firm.
Arya and Afza were shocked when they heard Munding's reply. They had indeed heard stories about the condition of ‘berserk’ as experienced by Munding earlier, but according to the information they can, they can, people who managed to wake up after experiencing berserk usually always say that they do not remember anything when experiencing it.
Therefore, Munding's words just now made them shocked.
“You're serious?” ask Arya.
Munding nodded his head in response.
“Means you know that you have injured Mia?” ask Arya.
Munding nodded his head in response.
Arya let out a deep breath after knowing Munding's answer. But, a moment later, Arya's body shook strongly and suddenly there was an emotion of anger that peaked and was clearly visible from the look on her face. Afza who stood next to him was also shocked when he felt the angry intent of Arya standing next to him.
“If you were aware, why did you do it?” arya asked in a deep and quiet voice while looking intently at Munding.
Arya was completely inexhaustible, “Is it true as Commander Jaelani suspected, that Munding is an unexpected variable that endangers the safety of all team members, his inner” in heart.
Munding looked confused for a moment when he saw Arya's angry reaction and then he realized. Munding can understand Arya's anger after seeing his partner attacked blindly by Munding to be seriously injured like Mia. If Munding was in Arya's position, he would also vent his anger like Arya.
“I'm sorry. I was conscious. I was also awake during that incident,” Munding replied quietly and made Arya speechless.
Munding's sentence hanging, making Arya and Afza more curious while listening seriously.
“But I can't control myself at all,” Munding continued.
Afza and Arya tried to digest the meaning of Munding's words just now. Then with his face still shrouded in confusion, Afza muttered a sentence, “I don't understand you mean.”
Arya glanced at Afza and then refocused her attention on Munding who was now sitting on her bed.
Munding scratched his head that actually did not feel itchy while lowering his head and trying to find a way to explain the condition he experienced earlier. Munding also did not want to make himself blamed for injuring Mia. It's not that he doesn't want to take responsibility, he just wants no further misunderstandings with his other teammates.
“Begini. It was like ..” Munding fell silent again and tried to think hard.
“As?” ask Afza and Arya together.
“As if we were in someone else's body. So, we can see and hear everything that is happening around us. Knowing everything we do with our bodies and hands, but we absolutely cannot control the body we now occupy.”
“We seem to be looking at a movie, but with a first-person perspective.”
“I've also tried to scream and take control of my own body. But everything failed. Until ...” Munding sentence again stopped.