METAPHOR OF YOUNG LEGISLATOR LOVE
Meysie
Meysiela Ayudya is a picture of the perfect beauty of a woman. He is 28 years old, only a few months adrift with Ryan. Its height of 173 cm, adds to the perfection of its beauty is increasingly recognized for anyone who sees it. Moreover, its soft character and always looks elegant, making every eye will be amazed and unable to turn his eyes away.
Ryan knew Meysie while taking his S2 in America. Meysie majored in the same with Ryan, so meeting after meeting between them was quite intense.
At first their attachment was simply because they were from the same country. But long ago love was present between them. Ryan, who had expressed his feelings to Meysie, greeted Meysie with a hurtful answer. Not only is it a pain in Ryan's heart, but it's also a pain for Meysie.
"I swear I love you more than anything. But I really can't" Meysie said at the time, with tears that couldn't be held back from her eyes.
"Why?" Ryan looked at Meysie sharply, demanding an explanation.
"I'm getting married soon" Meysie replied as she passed.
Hearing Meysie's reply, Ryan's world seemed to stop. Ryan had lost his first love before he had it. Because as much as Ryan has for Meysie, his love already has.
Since then the closeness of Ryan and Meysie stretched. Even though they had agreed that they would be friends forever, the closer they came, the more tormented they would be.
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Until before dawn, Rani could not fall asleep at all despite trying to close her eyes. Finally he went and took the water. He held a prayer rug beside the bed, and soon he was honoring the Creator in his tahajud prayer.
The real Ryan also did not sleep all night, choosing to keep his eyes closed in order to let his wife fulfill her wishes. Shortly afterwards, sobs were heard from Rani's mouth.
"Is that why he married me? Before this even she was such a powerful great girl," Ryan murmured inwardly, while still letting his eyes shut and listening to his newly married wife continue his merits.
The noise that had sounded sobbing, was getting louder. Even Rani had been as unwilling in her long prostration. After the second greeting, he immediately raised his hand up, as if to immediately communicate with his Lord.
"O Allah, I am back in my arms, hoping that you can set my heart to rely on in every path that You have destined. Before this day comes, I will hold my hand to ask You. If he is not for me, if he is not my soul mate, I ask You to give a better replacement for him and for me, while I improve myself. Until yesterday I was still asking you. If this is not the time, if this is not the time yet, I really beg that you give us some distance and separate us as far as my eyes can see. But you gave me another answer for every reason. You kept me close to him from all that had separated you also kept destroying the wall that had been stretching. Yes Alloh, make sure once again that he is indeed the mate you choose. Reassure me once again that he is the one you tethered, to be the best priest of my life in the world and my life in the day after death. Help me to live this day and the days to come, by living Your provision with sincerity. O God, there is no sadness and disappointment in my heart, for I know you know better what I need. But I want once again You to assure God that he is truly the priest whom You predestine."
Hearing Rani's do'a in her prank, there were no tears dripping from the corner of Ryan's eyes. In his heart he promised, it would make Rani happy more than herself. Although until that night Ryan did not understand his feelings for Rani, but the feelings of affection and want to be a protector and priest for her have been really imprinted in the heart and become a belief.
Until shajuh came, Ryan still let Rani dissolve in her prayers. Until suddenly....
Ryan who was not sleeping then immediately went to the bathroom, then joined with Rani to pray congregational prayers.
As usual, after the second greeting Ryan turned around until they sat face to face, Rani kissed the back of Ryan's hand, and Ryan kissed his wife's forehead.
"You crying?" ryan asked, clutching Rani's hand tightly. His eyes were fixed on the girl who had become his wife.
Rani shook her head, but her eyes couldn't lie.
"You don't believe the same?" Ryan asked softly.
Rani shook her head again, but this time the clear crystals were unable to survive at the end of her eyes.
"At that time Rani made an offer. If Mas Ryan has a girlfriend, Rani invites Mas Ryan to cancel our marriage. When Mas Ryan said he did not have a lover, Rani was sure that maybe our marriage would be like marriage in general. But when Meysie comes, Rani can see your eyes. There's love, and you can't lie. What your love story looks like, Rani doesn't know. What Rani knows is that our marriage is not based on love, like the love between Mas Ryan and Meysie." I don't know what makes Rani as brave as that expressed her grief.
"Didn't you remember Mas's reply back then? With the mantab Mas said that Mas has no lover and will not cancel our marriage at all. Mas also said that it had never been thought in the heart of Mas to divorce after marrying you. You know why? Karna Mas values the sacred bond of marriage. About Meysie, Mas has never been in a relationship with her more than a friend. Even when there is a taste like anything, everyone must have a past. And whether it's been or not, obviously Meysie is getting married to someone else" Ryan explained, patting Rani on the top of the head gently.
I don't know what Rani was thinking hearing Ryan's explanation. Right or not, the obvious words made him calm down a little.
"You still don't believe me?" ask Ryan back.
Rani did not answer. Only a nod of doubt could he do. Seeing his wife who kept bowing to see what was still stuck in his heart, Ryan immediately pulled Rani in his arms, and pecked the tip of his head many times.
Although there was no love between them yet, the embrace made the two feel comfortable. They are not sure if they will love each other. But one thing they believe, that feelings of affection and mutual respect will be a strong foundation in the household that is built.
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