METAPHOR OF YOUNG LEGISLATOR LOVE

METAPHOR OF YOUNG LEGISLATOR LOVE
Daddy, A Very Foreign Word To Him



When the desolation of the delusion buried deep in the dream is now back, when the silence that dwells with hatred now saturates, when darkness envelops the heart until the eyes of the nanar make the heart shrouded in vengeance, so someone who has been present in the past as if not worthy of being drunk misses because of the concoction of love that has been considered fake.


And so does what Aghata feels. He really felt that Arsen had perfectly swallowed all his happiness, so that sheet by sheet his life was already worn out. How not? Aghata who was still holy and Arsen great, then thrown away when the crown was already obtained. So, does it not deserve Arsen to get a proper reply?


"Again, your heart and mouth are not in line, Aghata. I know you still love me" Arsen's great-grandchild was full of confidence.


"Whatever you say, I don't care. I will return to my son's room" Aghata replied indifferently. He continued his steps, and opened the door of the patient's room just like that.


However, how shocked Aghata was once the door opened. Right at the door, Daniel, who was sitting in a wheelchair with Naja, Rani, Ryan and Johan, was there. Did they all hear what Arsen and Aghata were talking about?


"Darling? Since when have you been here?" asked Aghata with a face already red. He really felt embarrassed if until they all heard the conversation the two of them had just a moment ago.


"We've just come, Mom," Rani hurriedly replied, afraid that Ryan or the others would speak truthfully that they've been at the door since Arsen and Aghata first started the conversation.


"Well, come on in" there was a great relief in Aghata's heart, hearing the answer.


"It's a good thing they didn't hear what Arsen said to me. If they find out, I'm sure they'll do something. Huh, I really don't want them to want us to be united, "inward Aghata in heart.


And it didn't take long, they finally got in. Johan, who was pushing Daniel's wheelchair, brought it closer to Arsen, so there was no distance between them.


Daniel is seen raising his hand, trying to feel what he achieved to look for Arsen's body. Realizing that the son he longed for was looking for him, Arsen gladly grabbed Daniel's hand and held it.


"Dad" said Daniel. At last the words came out of his mouth, a word very foreign to him, which even in a dream he never expected to say.


"What do you call me, son?" Arsen couldn't hold back the clear crystal that had broken from the edge of his eyes, hearing Daniel call him father for the first time.


"Dad, can I call Daddy?" said Daniel. Her tears are now spilling without being able to be contained again.


"Daddy knows? At first it never crossed my mind for a second, that I would say this word for word to you. Daddy knows why? Since Daddy is a dearest person I have never known, I never even expected to know him at any time" Daniel let out a long sigh. In the darkness that he felt, his heart was so pushy after taking out words that he had long since been silent.


"But when I look at the world and I find almost every child knows his father, the desire to be able to joke with you, chat together while enjoying two cups of coffee, embrace each other, protect each other, love each other, love each other, it appeared a thousand times in this heart, Dad," Daniel continued, squeezing Arsen's hand, which was now holding his hand tightly.


"Even in my little heart, I always imagined being able to hear your voice wake me up in every morning, which was not only melodious but also calmed my soul, and gave me the zest to knit in despair, reach for a dream, and give me the courage to do it, to meet life to the peak of glory, "Daniel still does not let Arsen talk anything.


"Daddy knows? I'd love to hear good-bye from your mouth almost every night. I want you to kiss my forehead before dreamland always accompanies me. Although I finally realized, that it was the fantasy of my creation, Dad. Yes, the delusion I created to lie to myself" all who heard Daniel's words sobbed.


"But I'm grateful that you were the one who made me learn what separation meant. I kept praising you for being the one who made me able to strengthen myself when I fell so many times. I don't even need your arms and legs just to be able to walk in my own way and rhythm, Dad. Until because of my fatigue, I hate you so much. You know how much I lost my childhood, don't you, Dad? That's why I hate you so much" Daniel's body seemed to shake after saying that line.


"But today, I feel that I really have a father. It seems to be true what they say. That a father would do anything to see his son happy, even if he had to risk his life. And that's really how I feel right now, Dad," Daniel continued.


"Son" Arsen was dreaming of hearing Daniel's sincere words, especially when Daniel called him Daddy.


"Please forgive me, Dad," Daniel clasped Arsen's hand tightly.


"No, Son. Daddy's the one apologizing. Daddy can't be the perfect dad for you. Just this one chance Daddy can prove the seriousness of Daddy's love for you too, it turns out Daddy also failed. Daddy is so useless" Arsen said regretfully.


"Don't say that, Dad. If anything happens to Daddy, I'll never forgive myself. Because the truth is, from the first time we met it I've sworn that I'd keep Daddy from Daddy's enemies, even from anything that would put Daddy's life at risk," timpal Daniel did not lose.


And so on, they poured out all the feelings that they had long since been silent in their chests. Ryan, Rani, Naja and Johan, just listened to the conversation of a child and father with a blue heart. While Aghata, only able to wipe the clear droplets that continue to drip on his cheeks.


Now, the feeling of relief, happiness, and all the soothing feelings of the soul are mixed into one, giving birth as a do'a so that the Creator gives His barokah to the lives of all of them.


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