METAPHOR OF YOUNG LEGISLATOR LOVE

Desire Longing

It rained suddenly, breaking the stillness that had been lingering for quite some time. The same rain, still dripping on Nina's cheek. He continued to flow carve a trail, along with his body that also shook as he sobbed.

"Darling," Johan immediately approached Nina, as soon as his eyes caught the girl he had so longed for lying on one side of the bed, turning his back to the door where Johan was standing with a gaze that was so difficult to decipher.

Nina did not respond. He actually increasingly tightened his hands, hugging the bolster that had always accompanied in every sleep.

Feeling the negative reaction from his wife, Johan took a deep breath. Johan tries to set his heart, and is determined to convince the girl once again. Yes, Nina should know that it is only to her that the longing always comes down to her. Only to him is the delusion always felt. And it was only with her that Johan wanted to put together a love story. Unfortunately, they never had time to be together, to inevitably, the times where his wife began to be saturated with the condition of their marriage must be willing to go through.

"Honey," call Johan again. He continued walking closer to Nina, who had not yet budged from her position.

Johan climbed onto the bed, then inched to the side of the bed where Nina was still lying on her back.

"Are you mad at me?" said Johan gently while hugging Nina from behind.

Nina still hasn't budged.

"Please, don't be like this, honey. I really can't stand your silence," now Johan kissed Nina's arm with awe. Even he really could not explain, how scared he was in case he would be left behind.

"Dear, say something. Get angry if you have to. Even you can punish me as you please if it can keep you from silencing me like this," Johan continued to hug his wife's body tightly.

Nina was still silent. Only his body was getting more and more shaken, along with the sobs that were increasingly heard.

"Don't cry, I beg you!" Johan tried to turn Nina's body around, to face her. Yet again failed. Nina tried hard to hold her body so as not to face the husband she really missed.

"I married you to make you happy, honey. Not to make you live full of tears. Speak to me, we'll talk carefully about what you want now" said Johan, stroking Nina's long black hair.

Hearing Johan's remark, Nina directly turned her body, and immediately sat staring intently at her husband. Johan who found his wife's reaction suddenly was a little surprised by the behavior shown by Nina, especially when he saw the girl's eyes were so swollen, due to her crying that had spilled over for hours.

"You really want to know what I want now? All right, listen carefully," Nina adjusted her breathing, and rubbed the tears that were breaking on her cheeks violently.

"Say, Honey! What do you want?" sahut Johan while reaching for his wife's hand, although it is a pity, that hand Nina threw just like that.

"Give me back my future. Give back my teenage years. Restore my freedom and restore the sanctity that you have taken from me" Nina said firmly.

"Darling, I ...," Johan's mouth choked. His tongue was so twisted, it was unexpected that those words came out from the mouth of the teenage-year-old girl he had married a few months ago.

"Why? You can't do that, can you? Then why did you just throw me away after you took everything from me? Didn't you realize that I paid a lot just to love and be your wife? But what did I get? Being a wife who doesn't even have the slightest right to your life? Being a wife who lives in a house but can never find time to meet? What kind of marriage is that?" Nina was not able to withstand the emotions that she had actually endured for so long. All the words Nina let out were not without reason. Actually when deciding to be willing to marry Johan a few months ago, Nina was really depressed because actually she still wanted to go to school. But due to steadiness and various considerations, Nina finally made that decision.

At first Nina imagines a beautiful marriage like the wedding of Rani and Ryan, or the marriage of Lena and Arya. But in fact wrong, her husband's oath of allegiance makes her have to be a widow as if.

Johan was unable to say anything in front of his wife. His cold and hard attitude even always decayed if he was faced with his wife.

"Don't hang me, please. Let me go if you're not ready for a bond. Let me walk away from your life, if my presence only interferes with your enjoyment of your work. Please, let me go. I'd be widowed if it would free you from your obligations towards me" Nina tergugu. He himself did not know why he had said those words.

"Never ask her from me because I will never do it" Johan said as he pulled Nina's body and grabbed her in his arms.

"Take me off, let go!" Nina rebelled. She tried very hard to escape from her husband's embrace, but because her tiny body was already in the confines of Johan's sturdy body, Nina was unable to escape from his embrace.

"Honey, listen to me first" Johan said as he kept his wife in his arms.

"It's enough you make me live without certainty. You know what it's like to be a wife like you don't have a husband? What do you think I am? I'm not a doll you can sleep with on a bridal night and then you just throw me away" Nina's great-granddaughter.

"Listen to me first, honey. Just this once," Johan said expectantly.

"don't want. Let me get away from you. Unhand me! Please, let me go!" Nina is still rebelling, trying to push Johan's body so she can escape her husband, but in vain. The more Nina tried to break away, the tighter Johan clutched her.

"Nina, Enough!" johan snarled loudly. Johan did not want to raise his voice. But because there was no other way to appease Nina, Johan was forced to do so.

"I admit I was wrong with you. But never ask me farewell, for only my death can make me let you go. Now, tell me, what do you want from me. Do you want my body? All right, I'll give you this body any time you want. You want my life? Okay, right now you can take it from me. You want to punish for all the negligence I've done to you? Come on, punish me as much as you want, you can even beat me as much as you want" Johan said, holding Nina's hand and banging her hand against his chest.

"Why don't you let me go, while you don't love me?" nina Parau said. There were countless more how many tears he had shed back then.

"I love you, baby. Don't doubt me," Johan began to soften.

"Don't you ever express my love for my master, for you know that he is everything to me" Johan was always emotional, if his loyalty to Daniel was always raised and questioned by his wife.

"Then let me go, and let me get out of your life because I mean nothing to you. Don't ever look for me, let alone meet me, before you can understand the meaning of marriage in your heart" said Nina, as she took off her husband's arms.

Johan's hand slightly loosened as soon as Nina finished her speech, until finally Nina could escape from her husband's confinement.

With lightning fast, Nina directly grabbed the hijab she placed on the back of the room sofa, then immediately put it on and ran towards the door.

Johan who immediately realized with the words and what his wife would do was immediately moved and pursued Nina's quick steps. Until right in front of the door, Johan managed to get the body of the girl, then immediately hold her tiny body and lay it on top of the contest.

"I told you, I'm not going to let you go" Johan said, as soon as Johan climbed into his wife's body and put Nina in his confinement.

Nina threw away her face. She really did not want to look at her husband who was so ready to pounce on her.

"Why do I stay, while you alone seem to not know the way home," Nina again sobbed.

"I'm sorry" Johan landed his lips on Nina's forehead.

"I don't want to be fooled," Nina tried to dodge. He slightly shifted his head so that Johan could not smell it.

"please, understand. Don't you remember that I'm still alive today just because of his compassion? Didn't you know for yourself that only Mr. Daniel and Mrs Aghata were willing to support me and take care of me until I could be like this?" johan said.

"I promise you, I'll change. I will give you more rights as my wife. But please don't take my oath unless I have lost my life. Or do you want me to actually exchange my life for that oath? If that's what you want, I'll prove it, honey. Even now I can do it, and you'll have my whole body, '" Johan couldn't control his speech any more.

"Ssttts. Don't go on, I don't want to hear it" Nina said as she looked at her husband.

"Why? Don't you want to be the only one who has rights over me?" johan raau said.

"Am I wrong to get your attention? Am I wrong if I doubt your love?" nina asked full question.

"You're not wrong, honey. It's all my fault. I was so late in my duties that I was completely negligent of you. Therefore I beg you, give me one chance, I will prove that I really love you," Johan said gently, along with Nina's increasingly soft attitude.

Johan released his grip on Nina's hand. Feeling no resistance, Johan immediately showered his wife's face with dozens of kisses. Starting from the forehead, both eyes, nose, cheeks, and enjoy the long unloved Ranum lips.

Yes, they have only done it a few times, because Johan is too late with the work and affairs of his master. Moreover, the coming of trials after trials that one by one are present in the midst of the House of Dewangga, making them never have time to be together.

And on that rainy afternoon, Johan again enjoyed the most beautiful work of God that was destined to be his. His diabsennya one by one every curve of his wife's body, like returning to be a new bride. Even Johan was still amazed by the beauty of the innocent body of his little wife, although this was not the first.

"Darling, let me go first" Nina said as Johan went mad with her passion.

Johan stopped his attraction, with a frowning questioningly.

"You haven't forgiven me yet?" johan asked as she brought her face closer to his.

"It's not. I'm gonna pee first" whined Nina.

"What's? Can't do. Just pee here" Johan said, drowning his head in his wife's neck.

"Darling, I can't take it anymore. I have to go to the bathroom," Nina pushed Johan's body, then immediately ran towards the bathroom.

Johan smiled with relief, seeing his wife who had returned showed a beautiful smile. Impatiently, she immediately followed Nina into the bathroom. After Nina finished completing her personal passion, Johan immediately carried the innocent body of his wife. Nina wrapped her legs around Johan's waist, and her hands around her husband's neck, which she had longed for.

"I love you" Johan said as he clenched Nina's rannum lips.

"I love you too" said Nina as she compensated for her husband's play.

They remain in that position, until finally Johan sits in bed, while Nina continues to enjoy their game in the lap of her husband. About ten minutes in that position, the turmoil of the undercurrent has thrashed asking for his rights, until Johan lifted his wife's body and overpowered the body, just before they finally finished all the longings that had been endured for so long.

"Ahhhh .., ahhh ..., ahhh ..," strange sounds now echoed across the corner of the room, compete with the gurgling rainwater that increasingly adds to the love of two human children who are full of longing desires.

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