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Your Mouth and Eyes Look Incongruous

Aghata sat next to the patient's bed where Arsen was lying. Doctors deliberately injected sleeping pills through an infusion hose attached to his left hand, so that Arsen calmed down more when he woke up. This is not without reason, because usually someone who failed after an attempted suicide, his feelings will become mixed. Doctors worry that Arsen will feel confused, relieved, disappointed, or angry mixed into one. On the other hand, doctors cannot guarantee that Arsen will find out what caused the failure of the suicide attempt, so it does not rule out the possibility that the attempt to kill himself again will be repeated again.

"I know you're sorry for what you did. But that doesn't mean you have to make amends this way" Aghata murmured inwardly.

Indeed, the hatred in Aghata's heart was still always pursuing him. Like an incision wound whose scars can not be lost, that is the pain that Aghata felt. All the suffering in his past accumulated into one, incising lara that imprinted in the depths of his heart.

However, the love in him is also difficult to forget just like that. Even a Prabu Dewangga could never shift Arsen's name in his heart. Yes, Aghata's love makes it hard to forget Arsen, and his hatred always reminds him of him. That is the preoccupation of love.

Now, Arsen lay weakly before him, for a sacrifice he offered for their son. Is that not a real proof of love?

"Ahhh," Aghata sighed harshly. Even now the tears in his eyes had welled up, imagining that death had really picked him up.

Suddenly, Arsen opened his eyes. After adapting to the incoming ray bias for a while, he also circulated his gaze throughout the entire space. And rightly, a feeling of confusion, anger, disappointment but also relief was now seeping in his chest, aware of the failure of a major decision he had taken.

"Why? You're confused why you're in this place, huh? Do you wish you were where you were at the moment? In the grave? In hereafter? Or where?" cecar Aghata was full of emotions.

"Aghata, I ...," Arsen could not say anything at all hearing Aghata's anger directed at him.

"You think dying is easy, huh? You think Daniel's gonna love what you're doing and gladly accept the eye you're donating? Are you stupid or what?" aghata has not been able to dampen his emotions.

"I'm sorry, Aghata. But I thought that this was all I could give," said Arsen, staring at Aghata whose tears had already broken.

"Do you want to make Daniel regret his whole life for what you did? If you really die, he'll curse himself. Is that all you're not thinking about at all?" cerocus Aghata.

"Sorry," Arsen was at a loss for words. Hearing Aghata talk so much to him, it makes Arsenic wishful thinking back in their time together when they were young.

"Curtain, sorry you said? It's so easy that word comes out of your mouth. Fortunately, Rudi installed the CCTV in your room, so that after the suicide attempt he could immediately save you. Otherwise, even that apology can never come out of your mouth again" said Aghata, now turning his face away. Not felt, the clear crystals just melted from the end of his eyes. His mouth was so angry with what Arsen had done to him, but his heart was powerless to see Arsen hurt. Is it true that love still exists? Answer, yes. Unfortunately Aghata has a lot of considerations to be able to accept Arsen back in his life.

"Are you going to feel lost and sad if I'm gone?" tanya Arsen is full of search.

"I don't care" looked Aghata.

"Don't you expect my love to return after everything you've done to me, Arsen" Aghata still dodged.

"Once again your mouth and your eyes don't match, dear. I know you still love me," go after Arsen.

"That's it. I don't want to waste my time just talking to irresponsible men like you. You think after all this suffering, I can easily take you back? No, Arsen. Don't you expect it to be that easy," Aghata moved from his seat and grabbed the bag beside him to leave Arsen alone.

"I know you're suffering, honey. I suffered just as much as you did" said Arsen, nanar. Hearing Arsen's words, Aghata stopped his steps.

"Do you know what, Arsen? Do you really know what it's like to wait for a wedding day that never comes? Do you really know what it's like to be left behind by everyone during a big pregnancy? Do you really know what it's like to try to kill yourself many times and many times it also fails? Do you really know what it's like to finally marry a married man and finally have to leave? Do you really know what it's like to raise Daniel alone? Do you really know what it's like when Daniel ends up holding a grudge and hurting a guy who turns out to be a hero because he thinks that person is you?" cecar Aghata, while looking at Arsen sharply. Now her tears are spilling.

"My suffering at the thought of you through all those difficulties may be greater than your suffering, dear. Believe this. Even the guilt that continues to pry my heart, maybe it will kill me for a long time" said Arsen, staring at the ceiling of the all-white room.

"Don't you ever compare your suffering to the suffering I feel, Arsen! Because it'll never be the same. My suffering, it's all you that incited him. It was your suffering, it was all your own fault" said Aghata, then turned around and stepped towards the door.

"Do you love that man, Aghata? Do you love Prabu Dewangga?" Arsen raised the question lightning-fast, before Aghata exited the patient's room. And it worked. Aghata completely stopped his steps, hearing Arsen's question he was so afraid of.

"It's none of your business" said Aghata briefly, without looking at the man who actually still ruled his heart.

"Again, your heart and mouth are not in line, Aghata. I know you still love me" Arsen's great-grandchild was full of confidence.

"Whatever you say, I don't care. I will return to my son's room" Aghata replied indifferently. He continued his steps, and opened the door of the patient's room just like that.

However, how shocked Aghata was once the door opened. Right at the door, Daniel, who was sitting in a wheelchair with Naja, Rani, Ryan and Johan, was there. Did they all hear what Arsen and Aghata were talking about?

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