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The Baby Blues Syndrome

Ryan kept awake next to his wife's sick bed. He continued to look, stare and observe the face of his wife who was now still closed with a blue gaze.

Even if he recalled the incident, also the sound of a heart detector screen that so shrieked the ear with a straight line seen walking in it, Ryan again shed tears.

All gratitude was unceasingly said, because finally they could return to be on one roof, and would live together both in light and dark.

"Thank you, O God. You have given back Your most beautiful deposit. A woman from whom there is only joy and joy, also a heart full of love and love,"

Ryan rubbed a clear circle that was now welled up in the corner of his eye, then he approached Rani who was still faithfully closing her eyes. The white hand fell, then he was smelled many times as proof that it was there that his heart had been imprinted.

Yes, after that drama-filled night, Rani kept crying in Ryan's arms all night, until she fell asleep from being too exhausted. Even until morning has come, his eyes still closed even though they sometimes look grimacing, either because of dreaming or feeling pain.

"Be patient, my dear. It is part of the pleasure of life. It's not easy, but there is Hubby who will always be next to you, and will never let you hurt again" Ryan said, rubbing Rani's head fondly.

Feeling the hand caress on her head, Rani also slowly blinked her eyes. He saw the face of her husband who was now right in front of her face, making the longing gaze again urge the clear crystal to come out and wet her cheeks.

"Hubby, hug Rani, By. Please hug Rani," Rani's tears spilled.

An event that almost made his life lost, completely leaving a deep trauma. Especially if Rani remembers that if Ryan had not come at the right time, it is not impossible that the most beautiful beauty and crown he has had he sacrificed in order to maintain an honor.

"Hubby's here, honey. You don't cry anymore, yeah. Hubby promised, something like this would never happen again" Ryan hugged Rani's body in deep pain. In his heart, he still blames himself and curses himself who is not a caretaker of Rani.

"Luckily last night Hubby came just in time, By. Otherwise, Rani doesn't know what's going to happen. Hiks ..., hiks ..., hiks ...," said Rani.

"Don't remember it, honey. Hubby can't bear to remember you're holding a sharp weapon like last night. What if the weapon was about yourself, hmmm?" Ryan shuddered in horror. Just imagining his wife being hurt, he really can't, especially if it really happens.

"Actually at that time Rani did intend to hurt herself, By," said Rani, making Ryan increasingly clueless.

"What are you saying, honey?" ryan asked, demanding an explanation.

"Didn't Felix love Rani because of the beauty and crown that Rani always kept for Hubby? That's why Rani thinks if Rani's face and bottom have been damaged, she won't intend to stain Rani again. So that time Rani intends to damage it with Rani's own hands, in order to maintain Hubby's honor," Rani tells how that night she will hurt herself.

Ryan kept his mouth shut, hearing his wife almost go very far if he didn't come immediately and make a rescue.

"Don't ever think like that again, honey. Promise Hubby,"

"Whatever Rani's gonna do to keep Hubby's honor, By. And Rani wouldn't have regretted it if it really had to happen,"

"Ssttts. Don't remember anymore. Close everything, because after this we will live happily with our son" Ryan said, calming.

They also kept hugging to let go of the longing. Their eyes even continued to get wet, along with the clear globules that flowed without being able to be dammed again.

"Already, Honey. Don't cry anymore" Ryan said many times, but he couldn't stop Rani's tears.

Even when Davina, Aghata, Lena, and Nina come with Arsen, and Arya, to see him, Rani's tears just get louder.

It makes them surround Rani to comfort and calm her, but the more they comfort and give her advice, Rani sobs while wiping her tears.

"Is anyone still sick, honey?" Davina makes sure, while only Rani's head bobble is what she gets.

"Do you need Mommy to call a doctor?" Aghata was confused to see his son-in-law. But once again, Rani just shook her head.

It was at that moment that a knock on the door was heard, before Hengky and Fisha finally entered. Seeing Rani continue to cry without wanting to be persuaded again, Hengky and Fisha also looked at each other.

"Why?" ask Ryan and Arya. The men are now sitting together on the sofa, while the women still surround Rani to cheer her up. The recently arrived Fisha also joined the women, and entertained Rani after making small talk.

"Are you looking forward to seeing your son, honey? Let Ryan ask the hospital to bring her here for a minute, if that's what you want?" suddenly came a clever idea from Davina.

Ryan who heard her mother-in-law's words took that seriously. He got up from the sofa and approached his wife, then gently stroked her head back.

"What's right, honey? Hubby can have the nurse bring him here if you want," Ryan looked into the depths of Rani's eyes, but there was no twinkle in his eyes when he mentioned their son.

"Oh my God, what's wrong with him? She really doesn't want to see her son?" ryan murmured in his heart.

"Darling?" Ryan confirmed.

"Well, we wait until you choose and he's healthy, and we meet him" Ryan said, with millions of question marks in his heart.

Because of his unsettled, Ryan was accompanied by Aghata to consult a doctor related to Rani's condition.

"Do we need to consult a psychologist or psychiatrist, Doc? My wife continued to cry for no apparent reason. Worse, he doesn't want his son, Doc. I've offered many times that a nurse take our baby to the nursery so he could see it, but he refused" Ryan told his doctor.

The doctor was silent for a moment, before finally opening his voice.

"After giving birth, a woman is prone to experiencing disorders or severe mood changes. The condition of mood swing in pregnant women is often referred to by the term Baby Blues Syndrome or Postpartum Distress Syndrome, Mr. Ryan,"

"Baby blues syndrome is a condition experienced by women in the form of excessive feelings of anxiety and sadness. These mood changes generally occur after the mother gives birth. In general, baby blues syndrome gets worse two to three days after delivery. This condition also usually only occurs in the first fourteen days. Even so, this condition should not be taken for granted," the doctor explained, making Ryan widen his eyes.

"This syndrome is often suspected to occur due to hormonal conditions in the woman's body that change. While pregnant, a woman undergoes many changes from physical and non-physical forms, including hormones in it are also emotional. After giving birth, there are hormonal changes in the body that affect how the mother feels. Decreased levels of estrogen and progesterone or other hormones produced by the thyroid gland can also cause the mother to become easily tired, emotional changes, to depression,"

"Baby blues in mothers is characterized by several symptoms, such as the appearance of sadness that causes mothers to cry and feel depressed, unstable emotions, so that irritability and unreasonable fear appear, feeling tired, having trouble sleeping and frequent headaches, feeling less confident, also appears excessive anxiety,"

"The dangerous thing is, if what happens to your wife is postpartum depression, which causes considerable concern. This is very likely to happen, due to a very deep trauma before, during and after your wife gives birth. If this continues to be left unchecked and not addressed immediately, the postpartum depression that your wife is experiencing can cause her bond and your son to not be well-established. In fact, it can also increase the risk of severe depression in the future,"

"The danger is again, severe cases of postpartum depression can cause postpartum psychosis. This condition is rare, but requires serious treatment, because the mother can experience hallucinations and delusions that can harm the baby and herself,"

Ryan nodded harshly. He took a deep breath, then let go slowly. He never imagined that Rani would experience something like this.

"Then what should I do, Doctor?" ryan asked in frustration.

"Your wife needs the full support of those around her, Sir. Don't let him feel alone. Sharing the burden with her is the best way to avoid Baby Blues Syndrome, as well as postpartum depression. Talk about caring for your little one and sharing both physical and psychological responsibilities with your wife, so she doesn't think too hard about her new status change,"

"When we got married, she did say that she was not ready to get pregnant and become a mother, Doctor. Because his free soul is not yet fully prepared to be disturbed. Could that be one cause, Doc?" Ryan is getting nervous.

"You're right, sir. There are indeed many factors that cause a woman to experience it, including those you mentioned. Moreover, there are major events that your wife experienced before giving birth, as well as how she bet her life for the sake of giving birth to her son, making a row of reasons why the syndrome experienced by your wife makes sense,"

"What about the psychologist or psychiatrist I asked you about, Doc?"

"In the meantime, make sure that your wife is always positive. Keep the diet, and make your wife can rest enough so that her body condition is always healthy. Slowly, begin to approach him with his son, and show him that you are also involved in caring for your son. Naturally, after fourteen days this syndrome will disappear. If after fourteen days the symptoms you mentioned are still present, then we need a psychologist or psychiatrist,"

"Alright, Doc. Thank you," after getting a long explanation from the doctor, Ryan and Aghata went back to Rani's treatment room and began trying to do things as the doctor had suggested.

***

At the same time in a different space, Indra is still struggling at the operating table, and is betting his life between life and death.

Meanwhile, Zara, who was forced by Daniel to go to the Indra treatment room first before the surgery was completed, went straight to the bathroom to clean up.

"I have to take a shower immediately, so I can focus on keeping Indra when the operation is completed later" Zara muttered alone.

Long enough Zara saw a picture of herself in a mirror located in the bathroom. Shortly thereafter, strands of thread covered his body were released. Every now and then, Zara grimaces at the pain she must feel. Especially when there was a wound stuck to his shirt and had to be removed forcibly, even small screams finally came out of his mouth.

After the body was completely innocent without a single barrier, Zara again looked at the mirror in front of her. He only realized that his entire body was full of scratches, but his pain was only felt now. How come? It is possible, because Zara's mind only Indra, Indra, and Indra, making her body full of wounds as if not felt.

That's love. He was present just like that, with a tempestuous romance. Love continues to move softly, like a soft pulse, but can harden suddenly according to the harsh beat on his heart.

Such is the feeling that dominates Zara if it is about Indra. How painful the wound he suffered, he will try to stay strong for the sake of one goal, living with Indra.

"Auwww," the flow of water from the shower on it felt more like a sting, as the droplets upon drops hit the wounds on his body. Especially when liquid soap began to apply Zara all over the surface of his body, making a puddle of water in his eyes suddenly appear just like that, because of the pain he felt.

"Just a small wound, Zara .., just a small wound," Zara monologued, and continued to suggest herself until she was done with her personal affairs.

When she finished, Zara dried her body, and put on the change of clothes she had provided for her, without treating the wounds all over her body.

And just as Zara was done wearing her clothes, the medical team with Johan and Rudi entered the room, with a wheeled bed carrying Indra.

"The indra!" Zara approached towards Indra who was currently still closing her eyes.

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