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Buried Him Deserve

Ryan and Arya ran down the aisle of the hospital, as a call from a police officer came in and reported that Sesil was pronounced dead after attempting suicide in a holding cell. Although Ryan still had to grimace to hold the remains of a stab wound that had not been completely dry, but all the pain he felt did not dampen his steps to immediately see the body of a girl he had helped, he said, the girl who betrayed him.

Even when they were finally allowed to enter the mortuary and see firsthand the body of Sesil who had been stretched stiff, their tears were not able to be contained, no matter how hurt due to the betrayal of the woman.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ryan. We found this letter in the victim's detention room. Before the victim did so, she asked for paper and borrowed a pen from the guard who was on duty there" an officer approached Ryan after he exited the mortuary.

Ryan received a piece of paper given by the apparatus with a face so sad. Yes, as bad as anything Sesil decided to commit the betrayal, Sesil is still a friend who has helped a lot, especially in the days of Ryan is still very new in the company that his father had inherited a few years ago.

I'm sorry, Sir.

Maybe that's the only word I can say.

I know, if these tears were to flow to the bottom of the earth, they would never be enough to get an apology from you.

I knew that if I could have realized this mistake earlier, it would probably never have hurt. Yes, my foolishness has changed my life forever, and scatters the debris of my sin upon you, Sir. While the person who has made me betray you, just let go of his responsibility. Unfortunately, I only realized that I was a fool after knowing that he never loved me and only used me to destroy you.

I know that even millions of tears can't change anything. Therefore, let me go with all these sins, Sir. Because without or with your pardon, I realize I will never change everything.

I'm sorry, Sir.

Im sorry.

From a sinful fool, a sinful man,

Caecilian

***

Flashbacks

Behind the bars, Sesil's memory wanders on the obsolete story after story that comes like a swirling slide. His eyes suddenly piled up, realizing the time that passed could not be repeated.

"If time could be repeated, I would never choose to enter your life, Felix," murmured Sesil softly.

Now the regret in his heart is able to burn the charred error that had muzzled his senses. The black iron that was lined up in front of him was not only shutting down his freedom to enjoy the outside world, but also making Sesil really feel like a sinner. Moreover, the attitude of Felix who absolutely did not want to be responsible for himself as well as the child he is now being conceived, making the regret in his heart increasingly felt.

Being in a holding cell, Sesil continued to dissolve in grief. Felix who really did not care about the fate of Sesil during his detention was even more making his slump behind bars which now impede the freedom of his life increasingly becoming.

Yes, he continues to feel sinful with his own rottenness, which has even tried to destroy the company of the very meritorious man in his life, for the sake of the man who has now abandoned him.

"Is there still a word of forgiveness?" inner Sesil thrashing.

"I must rise from this fall. Is there no future?" Sesil tries to encourage himself.

"But what am I living for? Who am I living for? Isn't there no longer someone to be the reason for me to survive in this mortal world?" the trajectories of the mind continued to rage in his mind.

Yes, the more Sesil tried, the worse his heart was. A quiet circle behind the iron bars, really able to dominate the heart that even now sow regret along with the self that becomes easily shaken. Now, only the dance of sin laughs in him, making his life ruled by nestapa.

And that afternoon, her chest felt crowded. Clear threads kept coming out from the end of his eyes. His mind was completely muddled, the demon had already taken control of his mind without being able to be controlled anymore.

Until when Sesil's eyes caught a cloth that he wore last night as a blanket to warm his body, his mind had wandered everywhere.

Sesil took the cloth, then hooked it to an iron bar near the vent hole of the room. After making a knot, Sesil snared his own neck until he choked and could not breathe anymore.

Unfortunately, there were no other prisoners in the room. The guard officer who first saw Sesil's reckless action came thirty minutes after the incident ended, until first aid could no longer be done to Sesil, likewise when they finally fled Sesil to the hospital, he had lost his life.

Flashback off

***

"Bury him properly, Ar. After that we have to teach Felix a lesson for everything he has done for us. The lesson we gave him first turned out not to make him deterred. Therefore, make it so that he really regrets having dealt with Ryan Dewangga" Ryan told Arya.

"Give everything to me" Arya said as she nodded slowly.

"alright. We'll meet at the funeral. I'll be home for a while to see if my wife is okay and can come to her funeral, "after getting an answer from Arya, Ryan leaves the room.

But Ryan had not been able to get out of the hospital, a voice call from Daniel suddenly entered to make Ryan stop his steps.

"Hallo, Niel," Ryan said after attaching the phone to his right ear.

"Yan, are you okay?" daniel said in an unusual tone.

"What do you mean ask like that?" Ryan scrunched his forehead.

"So Rani just came out and took her own car, after picking up a phone and calling your name. Rudi and all the guards who asked him were ignored. Rani continues to drive her car, even now Rudi and his men who are chasing directly lose track of it," said Daniel so tensely.

"What's? How could you fail to prevent it?"

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